@Kathryn0903 I read the book Oh Crap! and it really helped a lot. She mentioned 20-30 months is the best time to do it & my DS is 28 months. I think waiting until he was on the older side of the recommended spectrum helped. It wasn't as stressful as I imagined, but we did give up our holiday weekend for it. Lol 😂
Me: 37 | H: 44 **TW**
TTC #1: May 2015 IF DX January 2016- Me: Right sided hydrosalpinx Right tube removed: February 2016 Acupuncture + TCM: March 2016 BFP: July 4, 2016 | DS: March 2017 (39w 2d) TTC #2: April 2019 BFP #2: April 2019 | CP: April 30, 2019 (4w 2d) BFP #3: July 15, 2019 EDD: March 23, 2020
@puppylove8910 I'm hoping to do it over a long weekend, too. My DS is in daycare 2.5 days a week and I know they'll help, but ideally I'd like to train him while I have him for 4 days straight.
@jd614 I’m so sorry for loss but glad you have some alone time this week to take care of yourself❤️
@newmomtx06 ugh I’m sorry for the crappy sleep. I hope your DD gets back on track soon!
@puppylove8910 oh wow great job with the potty training! And nice job on getting the morning HIO in! We did every 1.5 days the cycle I got KU with DD but the morning sex struggle is real these days. Edit to add - I pretty much would rather sleep than do anything else!
WTO/TWW? TWW - but mostly just waiting for next month
Ages of other child(ren)? almost three!
Any thoughts about this cycle? We went to disney world, and had my son sleeping between us during most of the trip. Amazing, he LOVED it, but this won't be our month, lol
Any questions?
Rant/Rave/Brag: My son potty trained! We haven't been pushing it, and he just decided he was ready.
GTKY: What is one thing you didn't like about your childhood that you want to change for your LOs? We moved a lot. It was hard to keep friends for a long time, and I am super jealous of people who have people they have known their whole lives. So. We're staying put.
@whatsbumpinpumpkin sooo jealous of your Disney trip, but sorry it inadvertently benched you this month. Did your DS adjust back to sleeping in his own bed okay once you were home? Asking for my own benefit, we’re going on vacation next month haha
All this potty training talk is making me think we should start. DS will be 22 months this week. He's able to tell me when he poops and needs a new diaper so maybe we're starting to get ready?
Oh... and BFN at 13dpo today. Pretty crushed. Cycle 5 here we come. Can someone explain to me why in the world it can be so easy to conceive the first time and so freaking hard the next?
@bows22 it really does!!! I don't know what else to do differently for next cycle. DH is way more optimistic than I am saying "it just takes time" but I don't know how to withstand time without going crazy.
@whatsbumpinpumpkin when we stayed at my aunt’s house for a vacation earlier this year, DD slept in bed with us and it was so much fun for me even though I barely slept haha. She wanted to be touching me or on top of me at all times. It was adorable buuut not comfortable when she decided that laying on my head was the best position for her.
TTC #1: May 2015 IF DX January 2016- Me: Right sided hydrosalpinx Right tube removed: February 2016 Acupuncture + TCM: March 2016 BFP: July 4, 2016 | DS: March 2017 (39w 2d) TTC #2: April 2019 BFP #2: April 2019 | CP: April 30, 2019 (4w 2d) BFP #3: July 15, 2019 EDD: March 23, 2020
Thanks @puppylove8910@gingermama29@mokay19. This one is hitting me hard for some reason? Or it's just the progesterone really inflating my emotions. Can't wait to quit them today.
How do you guys cope with this? I feel like dread and doom now that we've had 4 cycles, two of which we only really had a shot because of low progesterone on the others... but I can't wrap my head around how it taking up to a year is normal. I guess just focusing on the LOs we do have? But every time someone tells me he's getting older my stomach churns as I fail to provide him a sibling.
@flinstone-2 I feel like I get that way every time, too. Just annoyed with everything. But in regards to having a LO, I honestly think it has made it harder for me this time. We're on 14 months and it's hard to not think "okay DD will be X years old when the next baby is born if I were to get pregnant now..." and since I've been thinking that since the beginning, it went from possibly having 2 under 2, to hoping to just get pregnant while she's 2 years old since we're switching to IVF discussions.
@flinstone-2 and @bows22 Sorry you both also got BFNs add me to that club too...
I had a hardish time conceiving DS (12 cycles, and very low sperm count on SA). So I was expecting to be in it for the long haul for this one too. I've tried to bring up to H to get a repeat SA, but he doesnt want to right now. *TW loss* and then when we ended up KU on our second cycle, it appeared we would have an easy time, but that didnt work out *TW*
Me: 31 DH: 34 Married: April 2016 TTC December 2016 BFP 2/28/17 // CP 3/1/17 MFI Diagnosis: Aug 2017 BFP 11/1/17 // DS born 6/18 TTC January 2019 BFP 3/21/19 // D&C (MMC) 5/8/19
Ugh @flinstone-2 and @bows22 I am so sorry for the BFNs. Add me to the list for #1 being so easy and #2 being so so so difficult! It totally sucks, but at least we're all in it together! Hugs!
**TW**
Me: 35 | H: 40 Married Sept. 2013 DS1: Nov 11, 2016 MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d) CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d) BFP! 8/24/19 DS2: May 10, 2020
@flinstone-2@bows22@shamrocandroll@millpe same here!! Got KU on my first cycle for #1 and now on cycle 15 with no end in sight... I'm here for the commiseration and just a PM away.
PLUS I seem to only be surrounded by the most fertile people IRL (two pregnancy announcements in two days is really bringing me down...)
@jennifer_louise What makes it even harder is EVERYONE assumes you're super fertile, since you have one already. I'm thisclose to posting on FB that **TW we've been trying for a year and have had 2 miscarriages /TW so if everyone could stop asking when we're having a second, that would be GREAT.
**TW**
Me: 35 | H: 40 Married Sept. 2013 DS1: Nov 11, 2016 MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d) CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d) BFP! 8/24/19 DS2: May 10, 2020
@jennifer_louise oh hugs girl. Those announcements always seem to come at the worst time. And I will reciprocate that I'm always a PM away for you, too.
Me: 31 DH: 34 Married: April 2016 TTC December 2016 BFP 2/28/17 // CP 3/1/17 MFI Diagnosis: Aug 2017 BFP 11/1/17 // DS born 6/18 TTC January 2019 BFP 3/21/19 // D&C (MMC) 5/8/19
@shamrocandroll TOTALLY. I hear you on this. I would be so proud of you if you did that. I still can't bring myself to talk about IF to hardly anybody, because it feels like such a personal failure. But hopefully I can get over that soon.
@millpe thanks, friend ❤️. And I'm sorry that YH doesn't want another SA. We've had this discussion so many times in the IF thread - men have such a hard time with this! MH had good numbers but there was a note in there about "agglutination" that they didn't bring up on the phone. I've been nagging him for a month now to call back and just ask if that's a problem. Big nope.
@jennifer_louise When we got H's initial results back he couldn't even tell me and instead asked the nurse to call and tell me. I'm giving him some time now since this is technically only our 3rd cycle trying this round, I dont want to push it prematurely.
@shamrocandroll We were VERY open about our IF testing and results and struggles the first time so mist people are aware. Also, anytime someone asks me now about a sibling I say "well it took a year for DS, so when it happens, it happens". Most people we are close to know about our recent loss as well.
Me: 31 DH: 34 Married: April 2016 TTC December 2016 BFP 2/28/17 // CP 3/1/17 MFI Diagnosis: Aug 2017 BFP 11/1/17 // DS born 6/18 TTC January 2019 BFP 3/21/19 // D&C (MMC) 5/8/19
@jennifer_louise I'm such a private person that I dunno if I'll ever get those kind of guts, but I need to do SOMETHING to stop people from asking. But even doing that won't stop the questions from everyone. Ugh. Hugs!
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Me: 35 | H: 40 Married Sept. 2013 DS1: Nov 11, 2016 MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d) CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d) BFP! 8/24/19 DS2: May 10, 2020
I didn't have an easy time conceiving DS. It was 13 cycles in total with a tube removal after cycle #9. I did end up conceiving naturally on the 4th cycle post tube removal so my hopes of being able to do the same with #2 is high. However, I also realize I'm 3 years older (but my FSH & AMH are similar to when I was 33- was tested at the start of this cycle). I guess I know that it can take awhile and am ok with it. My DH and I plan to try for 2 years and if nothing happens then we'll move on with life as a family of three. I don't want to go down the fertility treatment path. *TW: I did have a CP during cycle 1 so that helped me know that my left tube is still working ok!* I should also mention that I'm totally fine with a 3-4.5 year age gap so I don't worry about that.
Me: 37 | H: 44 **TW**
TTC #1: May 2015 IF DX January 2016- Me: Right sided hydrosalpinx Right tube removed: February 2016 Acupuncture + TCM: March 2016 BFP: July 4, 2016 | DS: March 2017 (39w 2d) TTC #2: April 2019 BFP #2: April 2019 | CP: April 30, 2019 (4w 2d) BFP #3: July 15, 2019 EDD: March 23, 2020
I got KU with DD on cycle 6. I was temping and know we had great timing each time, but it was cycle 7 off the pill so I think in my head the only reason it took 6 cycles was because my body was still regulating from BC. I did stop pumping the same month we started trying this time but I had only been pumping twice a day for 6 months so I’m not sure how much that was affecting anything. I still have only been trying for 8 cycles and I know it can take a year, but my fear is that I’m not going to feel done after 2 (if I am lucky enough to have another) and I’m already 36.
I used to think I’d be fine if we aren’t able to have another but I took out the newborn clothes last night to get a sleeper for DD’s baby doll to wear and the thought of not ever having another tiny baby took my breath away for a second. I know that’s an overreaction but it just made me want a BFP so badly today.
None of this is fair. I basically knew what I was in for. It took 14 months, weight loss, Metformin, and Clomid with DS. But, I now weigh less than I did before I got KU and I thought maybe we’d get lucky the second time. I’ve known women who struggle every time, women who have an oopsie with the first and then try for years for the second, and women who struggle with the first and get KU with the second right away. None of it makes sense to me. Plus, all the super fertile who just look at their husbands and get KU.
It’s hard not to lose hope when you keep seeing the BFN. With DS, I completely refused to test until AF was 3 days late, because I had hit the point where I just couldn’t see another negative. I think I might get there faster this time. Also, I thought the wait would be easier because we have DS, but it’s really not. I want to give him a sibling so badly. And, I feel like I’m not just failing myself, but DS as well.
Okay. The point is this sucks and it is completely normal for all of us to feel hurt and confused by it. That’s why I’m so glad to have this group of ladies who understand when no one else seems to.
Ladies, big big hugs for all of us. The waiting & unknown is truly the hardest part of this journey and of course, the pressure we seem to put on ourselves. I truly believe we will all bring #2, #3, etc into this world, but our journeys will be unique to each of us. I agree with @mercury94, we are lucky to have this safe space online when IRL, it seems like nobody understands.
Me: 37 | H: 44 **TW**
TTC #1: May 2015 IF DX January 2016- Me: Right sided hydrosalpinx Right tube removed: February 2016 Acupuncture + TCM: March 2016 BFP: July 4, 2016 | DS: March 2017 (39w 2d) TTC #2: April 2019 BFP #2: April 2019 | CP: April 30, 2019 (4w 2d) BFP #3: July 15, 2019 EDD: March 23, 2020
@mercury94 I wish I could wait for AF. But without progesterone she comes a week after O. So now I have to test and get a BFN I think your idea of waiting is smart though. I'm surprised I made it to 13dpo this time. How are you doing on clomid this cycle? I'm going back on letrozole I decided since I have one more month's worth. Unmonitored again, but hoping it'll speed up O. Then maybe we'll bring in the RE.
@shamrocandroll wow, if you could post something like that that would be so brave! And yes, people do assume you're fertile which isn't fair at all. The hardest part is people who haven't ever experienced even trying for more than one month without success asking stupid questions or giving their thoughts. I haven't brought myself to open up to anyone but my one other friend who had to do IVF for #2 because of MFI. She understands at least!
millpe I'm so sorry we are all going through this.
@mokay19 I do the math every single cycle. This one would have made the due date exactly 2.5 years from DS which I thought was cool.
@puppylove8910 I like your optimism. Sometimes i think if I flash forward 5 years from now and have my two kids none of what I'm going through right now will seem like a big deal. I just wish I could see the future and stop worrying about the present!!
I agree with so many of these feelings! It took us almost 17 months to conceive DD with a loss and fertility treatments mixed in so I had hoped that this time would be easier. Now that we're on month 14 and discussing IVF, it doesn't seem to be the case. Also, I never talked about our fertility treatment or our first loss with friends IRL so they always thought that we got pregnant easily. When they would make comments for #2, I would be like "yea, it's just not easy for everyone..." I finally started telling people and that makes it a little bit better, but also a little worse because none of my friends are trying to have kids right now so they just don't understand that you don't ask an infertile person "so are you pregnant yet?"
@mokay19 I’m with you on the IRL comments. I would just collapse into myself before DS if people asked questions about when we wanted kids. I wasn’t really comfortable talking about IF and the treatments. I’m a lot more open now. It can be nice to be able to get it off my chest, but people don’t really get it. Like, why are you doing all that? Just get drunk and have sex.
@flinstone-2 I’m not sure how this cycle is going yet. CD12. OPKs seem to be getting darker. I’ve had some hip pain, which sucks and basically makes me not want to BD. Apparently, it’s a side effect. So that’s awesome. But, we’re pushing through. Trying to get the best timing we can. I hope the next round of Letrozole works for you and the RE isn’t needed.
Hugs to everyone experiencing doubts and frustration in here . Don’t know how I ever made it without this place. You’re right @mercury94 in that none of it makes any sense. My first daughter seemed like a miracle baby because I thought it would never happen. Had serious conversations with my husband that maybe we should rethink our relationship because it seemed like I was never going to give him a child and he loved children too much not to become a father (of course he told me I was crazy and biological or not we would do what we had to to have a family). Then when trying for our second it was so easy. I have no idea what’s going to happen this time but I definitely have fears that it’s going to be like the first time and I don’t know if I can put myself through that again.
Everyone is strong enough to get through this. Having each other to relate and vent definitely helps.
*TW* |MMC July 13' - 8 wks| |MMC Nov. 13' - 12 wks - Turner's, natural MC| |MC Mar. 14' - 4.5 wks| |MMC July 14' - 11 wks - d&c| DD 1 Aug. 15' DD 2 June 17'
thank you everyone so much. I honestly don’t know what I would do without you guys to 1. Talk about TTC constantly 2. Be able to vent without having to worry about making the other person uncomfortable. So much love to all of you guys❤️❤️❤️
@mercury94 omg the “get drunk and have sex” comments get a huuuuuge eye roll from me. Or when people think they’re funny and say “maybe you aren’t trying hard enough *wink*” and I’m like, well considering I’m spending thousands of dollars and so much of my time on this, I’m trying very hard so GTFO of my face, Karen.
With DD it took us a year to get KU. I felt like I was doing everything like I should. I was charting, tempting, and taking the OPK’s. But it just was not happening. I have no idea what to expect this time but so happy I found this site and you ladies.
On a random note… Is there really no way to get notifications on mobile if someone has tagged you?
@mercury94 and @mokay19 Yes! A close friend of ours actually told us that we needed to take a shot and relax more. I was emotional at the time and burst into tears and left. I think that definitely scared him into learning his lesson.
Re: TFAS 7/8
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IF DX January 2016- Me: Right sided hydrosalpinx
Right tube removed: February 2016
Acupuncture + TCM: March 2016
BFP: July 4, 2016 | DS: March 2017 (39w 2d)
TTC #2: April 2019
BFP #2: April 2019 | CP: April 30, 2019 (4w 2d)
BFP #3: July 15, 2019
EDD: March 23, 2020
@newmomtx06 ugh I’m sorry for the crappy sleep. I hope your DD gets back on track soon!
@puppylove8910 oh wow great job with the potty training! And nice job on getting the morning HIO in! We did every 1.5 days the cycle I got KU with DD but the morning sex struggle is real these days. Edit to add - I pretty much would rather sleep than do anything else!
Month/Cycle? Jan 2018
WTO/TWW? TWW - but mostly just waiting for next month
Ages of other child(ren)? almost three!
Any thoughts about this cycle? We went to disney world, and had my son sleeping between us during most of the trip. Amazing, he LOVED it, but this won't be our month, lol
Any questions?
Rant/Rave/Brag: My son potty trained! We haven't been pushing it, and he just decided he was ready.
GTKY: What is one thing you didn't like about your childhood that you want to change for your LOs? We moved a lot. It was hard to keep friends for a long time, and I am super jealous of people who have people they have known their whole lives. So. We're staying put.
All this potty training talk is making me think we should start. DS will be 22 months this week. He's able to tell me when he poops and needs a new diaper so maybe we're starting to get ready?
Oh... and BFN at 13dpo today. Pretty crushed. Cycle 5 here we come. Can someone explain to me why in the world it can be so easy to conceive the first time and so freaking hard the next?
DS born 9.17
TFMR 10.19
DS born 9.17
TFMR 10.19
**TW**
IF DX January 2016- Me: Right sided hydrosalpinx
Right tube removed: February 2016
Acupuncture + TCM: March 2016
BFP: July 4, 2016 | DS: March 2017 (39w 2d)
TTC #2: April 2019
BFP #2: April 2019 | CP: April 30, 2019 (4w 2d)
BFP #3: July 15, 2019
EDD: March 23, 2020
How do you guys cope with this? I feel like dread and doom now that we've had 4 cycles, two of which we only really had a shot because of low progesterone on the others... but I can't wrap my head around how it taking up to a year is normal. I guess just focusing on the LOs we do have? But every time someone tells me he's getting older my stomach churns as I fail to provide him a sibling.
DS born 9.17
TFMR 10.19
I had a hardish time conceiving DS (12 cycles, and very low sperm count on SA). So I was expecting to be in it for the long haul for this one too. I've tried to bring up to H to get a repeat SA, but he doesnt want to right now. *TW loss* and then when we ended up KU on our second cycle, it appeared we would have an easy time, but that didnt work out *TW*
TTC December 2016
BFP 2/28/17 // CP 3/1/17
MFI Diagnosis: Aug 2017
BFP 11/1/17 // DS born 6/18
TTC January 2019
BFP 3/21/19 // D&C (MMC) 5/8/19
Married Sept. 2013
DS1: Nov 11, 2016
MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d)
CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d)
BFP! 8/24/19
DS2: May 10, 2020
PLUS I seem to only be surrounded by the most fertile people IRL (two pregnancy announcements in two days is really bringing me down...)
Married Sept. 2013
DS1: Nov 11, 2016
MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d)
CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d)
BFP! 8/24/19
DS2: May 10, 2020
TTC December 2016
BFP 2/28/17 // CP 3/1/17
MFI Diagnosis: Aug 2017
BFP 11/1/17 // DS born 6/18
TTC January 2019
BFP 3/21/19 // D&C (MMC) 5/8/19
@millpe thanks, friend ❤️. And I'm sorry that YH doesn't want another SA. We've had this discussion so many times in the IF thread - men have such a hard time with this! MH had good numbers but there was a note in there about "agglutination" that they didn't bring up on the phone. I've been nagging him for a month now to call back and just ask if that's a problem. Big nope.
@shamrocandroll We were VERY open about our IF testing and results and struggles the first time so mist people are aware. Also, anytime someone asks me now about a sibling I say "well it took a year for DS, so when it happens, it happens". Most people we are close to know about our recent loss as well.
TTC December 2016
BFP 2/28/17 // CP 3/1/17
MFI Diagnosis: Aug 2017
BFP 11/1/17 // DS born 6/18
TTC January 2019
BFP 3/21/19 // D&C (MMC) 5/8/19
Married Sept. 2013
DS1: Nov 11, 2016
MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d)
CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d)
BFP! 8/24/19
DS2: May 10, 2020
**TW**
IF DX January 2016- Me: Right sided hydrosalpinx
Right tube removed: February 2016
Acupuncture + TCM: March 2016
BFP: July 4, 2016 | DS: March 2017 (39w 2d)
TTC #2: April 2019
BFP #2: April 2019 | CP: April 30, 2019 (4w 2d)
BFP #3: July 15, 2019
EDD: March 23, 2020
I used to think I’d be fine if we aren’t able to have another but I took out the newborn clothes last night to get a sleeper for DD’s baby doll to wear and the thought of not ever having another tiny baby took my breath away for a second. I know that’s an overreaction but it just made me want a BFP so badly today.
edited to fix extra spaces
Married Sept. 2013
DS1: Nov 11, 2016
MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d)
CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d)
BFP! 8/24/19
DS2: May 10, 2020
None of this is fair. I basically knew what I was in for. It took 14 months, weight loss, Metformin, and Clomid with DS. But, I now weigh less than I did before I got KU and I thought maybe we’d get lucky the second time. I’ve known women who struggle every time, women who have an oopsie with the first and then try for years for the second, and women who struggle with the first and get KU with the second right away. None of it makes sense to me. Plus, all the super fertile who just look at their husbands and get KU.
It’s hard not to lose hope when you keep seeing the BFN. With DS, I completely refused to test until AF was 3 days late, because I had hit the point where I just couldn’t see another negative. I think I might get there faster this time. Also, I thought the wait would be easier because we have DS, but it’s really not. I want to give him a sibling so badly. And, I feel like I’m not just failing myself, but DS as well.
Okay. The point is this sucks and it is completely normal for all of us to feel hurt and confused by it. That’s why I’m so glad to have this group of ladies who understand when no one else seems to.
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Me 34 DH 34
PCOS
Baby number 2 due 4/11/20
Married Sept. 2013
DS1: Nov 11, 2016
MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d)
CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d)
BFP! 8/24/19
DS2: May 10, 2020
I'm with you there - none of it makes sense. All we can do is keep trying and try to keep chins up!!
**TW**
IF DX January 2016- Me: Right sided hydrosalpinx
Right tube removed: February 2016
Acupuncture + TCM: March 2016
BFP: July 4, 2016 | DS: March 2017 (39w 2d)
TTC #2: April 2019
BFP #2: April 2019 | CP: April 30, 2019 (4w 2d)
BFP #3: July 15, 2019
EDD: March 23, 2020
@shamrocandroll wow, if you could post something like that that would be so brave! And yes, people do assume you're fertile which isn't fair at all. The hardest part is people who haven't ever experienced even trying for more than one month without success asking stupid questions or giving their thoughts. I haven't brought myself to open up to anyone but my one other friend who had to do IVF for #2 because of MFI. She understands at least!
millpe I'm so sorry we are all going through this.
@mokay19 I do the math every single cycle. This one would have made the due date exactly 2.5 years from DS which I thought was cool.
@puppylove8910 I like your optimism. Sometimes i think if I flash forward 5 years from now and have my two kids none of what I'm going through right now will seem like a big deal. I just wish I could see the future and stop worrying about the present!!
DS born 9.17
TFMR 10.19
Married Sept. 2013
DS1: Nov 11, 2016
MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d)
CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d)
BFP! 8/24/19
DS2: May 10, 2020
Also, I never talked about our fertility treatment or our first loss with friends IRL so they always thought that we got pregnant easily. When they would make comments for #2, I would be like "yea, it's just not easy for everyone..." I finally started telling people and that makes it a little bit better, but also a little worse because none of my friends are trying to have kids right now so they just don't understand that you don't ask an infertile person "so are you pregnant yet?"
@flinstone-2 I’m not sure how this cycle is going yet. CD12. OPKs seem to be getting darker. I’ve had some hip pain, which sucks and basically makes me not want to BD. Apparently, it’s a side effect. So that’s awesome. But, we’re pushing through. Trying to get the best timing we can. I hope the next round of Letrozole works for you and the RE isn’t needed.
edit because I’m bad at words.
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Me 34 DH 34
PCOS
Baby number 2 due 4/11/20
You’re right @mercury94 in that none of it makes any sense. My first daughter seemed like a miracle baby because I thought it would never happen. Had serious conversations with my husband that maybe we should rethink our relationship because it seemed like I was never going to give him a child and he loved children too much not to become a father (of course he told me I was crazy and biological or not we would do what we had to to have a family). Then when trying for our second it was so easy. I have no idea what’s going to happen this time but I definitely have fears that it’s going to be like the first time and I don’t know if I can put myself through that again.
Everyone is strong enough to get through this. Having each other to relate and vent definitely helps.
*TW*
|MMC July 13' - 8 wks|
|MMC Nov. 13' - 12 wks - Turner's, natural MC|
|MC Mar. 14' - 4.5 wks|
|MMC July 14' - 11 wks - d&c|
DD 1 Aug. 15'
DD 2 June 17'
With DD it took us a year to get KU. I felt like I was doing everything like I should. I was charting, tempting, and taking the OPK’s. But it just was not happening. I have no idea what to expect this time but so happy I found this site and you ladies.
On a random note… Is there really no way to get notifications on mobile if someone has tagged you?