Anxiety is starting to get the best of me & I’ve been having a really hard time to sleep. I wake up in the middle of the night restless and wondering random thoughts.... what type of prenatal classes should we take? Can I afford college in 18 years? Am I eating healthy enough? What if there’s complications since I’m older?
Any suggestions on alleviating my issue is much appreciated 🤷🏻♀️
Re: 1st baby @ 37 & Anxious
I just remind myself to take it one day at a time. I have a planner and everyday I start my day of writing down all of my "to dos" and I feel it helps organize my thoughts so I'm not so scattered. Even if the "to dos" are researching breast pumps, organizing baby's closet or buying a new shower curtain, I write it all down.
As far as worried about future finances and whatnot, I keep reading over and over that unless someone is filthy rich, no one is ever truly ready from the get go when a baby arrives - it just takes time and it doesn't happen overnight. Set aside money for the baby as you can and eventually if you are consistent with it, it'll grow.
I went to my hospital's website to see what classes they offered. You can also check out hospitals in your area for more classes or for a variety of class dates/times offered. I personally am taking a childbirth, breastfeeding, newborn care, and CPR class as well as a maternity ward tour - I feel like all of those will help me.
I struggle with eating healthy enough too but I try and tackle it before every meal and it doesn't overwhelm me so much. Like an hour before my scheduled lunch, I think about what my options are and try to be mindful about what I choose. Sure there's some days where I want that burger, but then I try and offset it by making sure my dinner is much healthier, like a giant salad with grilled chicken.
Hang in there
That being said, prenatal anxiety and depression is very real. With DD I suffered from both and very severely. My advice is to talk to your OB and get to a psychiatrist who specializes in pregnant women if possible, try to start therapy, and most importantly build up your support network now. Be open about your issues with you me partner and supportive friends and family members. You need and deserve support now and especially when the baby’s here.