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dpchickensdpchickens member
in TTC After a Loss
Started cramping and bleeding last night. My beautiful betas plummeted down to 1080 and the ultrasound showed it was a MC.  #5.

I'm done.
Me: 34 DH: 38
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
Married: Nov. 7, 2015
MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
Additional RPL testing March-November 2017  
MC #5: January 22, 2019 (6 weeks)

#BitterHagPartyOf1
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  • 40momma40momma member
    My heart is broken for you. This absolutely sucks. 
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  • ruby696ruby696 member
    edited January 2019
    No, no, no @dpchickens. I am so incredibly sorry this has happened again. There just really are no words. Please be kind to yourself and know we are here for you. So much love to you and YH.  <3<3

    ETA: YGPM
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  • bakerstreetboysbakerstreetboys member
    Oh no :( I’m so sorry @dpchickens. So unfair and shitty. 
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  • prpl11butterflyprpl11butterfly member
    Oh, God. I am so sorry. They've all said it, but we are here for you. This is so unfair. Damn it.
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  • Mack2342Mack2342 member
    Oh no I’m so sorry. My heart aches for you.  Please take care of you.  This isn’t fair.  
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  • SpongeWorthySpongeWorthy member
    Damnit!!! I am so, so sorry.  This world is so inexplicably cruel sometimes.  I have no words other than F this.  We are here for anything you need ❤️
    Me: 31 DH: 31
      <3 DS born 6/2017, became a heart angel 8/2018 <3
    CP 3/2019
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  • char245char245 member
    I’m so sorry. That just F’ing sucks! There are just no other words.  <3
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  • mackororimackorori member
    So sorry to hear this news, life is so unfair sometimes. Lots of love to you.
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  • obsessedwithorangesobsessedwithoranges member
    Omg. I have no words. So incredibly shitty!!!  Wishing you peace and strength. 
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  • kbrown2385kbrown2385 member
    Oh no @dpchickens. My heart dropped reading this. I’m so sorry and hate that you are going through this again. Sending all the love your way. 
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  • rowedking6rowedking6 member
    Omgoodness, I so, so very sorry. So tragic and devastating. My heart hurts for you.  ((Hugs))
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  • emeraldcity603emeraldcity603 member
    I am so sorry that this is happening to you. It truly is unfair. Sending you so many hugs! 
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  • mwmiller4mwmiller4 member
    @dpchickens that's the f*cking worst. I want to punch life in the face for you.  I'm so, so sorry.
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  • kerco925kerco925 member
    So incredibly unfair.  I am so sorry. 
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  • dpchickensdpchickens member
    Thanks everyone.  I'm still pretty numb about the whole thing and in a lot of pain just trying to get through each hour... 
    Me: 34 DH: 38
    MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
    Married: Nov. 7, 2015
    MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
    MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
    RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
    MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
    Additional RPL testing March-November 2017  
    MC #5: January 22, 2019 (6 weeks)

    #BitterHagPartyOf1
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  • emeraldduchessemeraldduchess member
    @dpchickens I am so, so sorry that this is happening to you.  My heart hurts for you, this so damn unfair.  Sending you love.
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  • radiohd18radiohd18 member
    @dpchickens I am so sorry for this. This is terrible news and my heart is broken for you. 
    Baby Birthday Ticker TickerMe: 40  H: 38

    ***TW***

    ****trigger warning****


    1 LC, girl 5 years old

    TTC #2 Summer 2017

    BFP 1/5/2018, MC (D & E) 2/23/2018

    TTCAL May 2018

    BFP 9/20/2018, MC (D & E) 11/16/2018 :'(

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  • lulu1180lulu1180 member
    *dirty lurker*
    @dpchickens I'm just seeing this but I'm so so sorry that you're going through this again.  This shit is so fucking unfair!  I wish there was something I could do or say but I know that there's nothing that would help.  If you need to talk, you know I'm only a PM away.  Sending you so much love right now <3<3<3


    "It's time to try defying gravity."

    Me: 38  DH: 38
    Married 6/11/16
    TTC Since 6/2016
    12/2016 RE appt; 1/2017 SA & HSG results - all normal
    3/2017 Dx Hyperprolactinemia; 5/2017 Prolactin levels normal; 8/2017 Low Ovarian Reserve
    8/2017 TTA for personal reasons; 10/2017 NTNP; 12/2017 Re-start TTC
    7/2018 Clomid+IUI
    11/2018 Letrozole+TI
    12/2018 Letrozole+IUI
    2/2019 NTNP
    5/2019 Stopping all TTC efforts; living Childfree
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