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**TW** Strike four, I'm back

bakerstreetboysbakerstreetboys member
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Hey ladies.  Unfortunately, I'm back.  Long story somewhat shorter, our NIPT results came back at 12 weeks showing that our little boy had a 99% likelihood of Trisomy 18, and would not be compatible with life.  We waited to get confirmation at 14 weeks, and made the awful decision to terminate the pregnancy at 16 weeks.  It has been the most horrible four weeks of my life.  The surgery was yesterday and while I'm working on recovery physically, it will take longer emotionally.  We're meeting with our RE again in a few weeks, but at 41, and with four losses in a row, I'm kind of losing hope.  I will be lurking and then joining in again soon.  
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Re: **TW** Strike four, I'm back

  • SpongeWorthySpongeWorthy member
    So many hugs to you @bakerstreetboys ❤️❤️❤️

    Me: 31 DH: 31
      <3 DS born 6/2017, became a heart angel 8/2018 <3
    CP 3/2019
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  • tosh24tosh24 member
    ***lurking***

    @bakerstreetboys I am so, so sorry for the loss of your little boy. My heart hurts for you. I can only imagine how difficult it has been for you and your family. I am wishing you peace and sending my love. 
    Me: 35 I DH: 38
    *TW loss and children mentioned*
    DD:2006 | Dx: Unexplained Secondary Infertility | DS: 2011

    TFAS since 2012

    Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C
    Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
    May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
    Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
    Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
    Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
    Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
    Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen  
    Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
    Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
    Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
    Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201  Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715 U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125!
    EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
    My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019 <3 

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  • emeraldcity603emeraldcity603 member
    I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope your recovery is smooth. I hope you can find some peace and heal after all of this. I am sending you lots of love and hugs! ❤
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  • char245char245 member
    @bakerstreetboys I was so sad to see your name on here! I’m so sorry for the loss of your little boy! Sending hugs and prayers your way  <3
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  • Mack2342Mack2342 member
    @bakerstreetboys my heart just aches for you.  I’m so sad to see you back here.  I’m so sorry for your loss of your little boy.  Hugs to you.  Take care of yourself 
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  • 40momma40momma member
    Oh my heart just sunk. @bakerstreetboys I hate to see you back here. 
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  • justariusjustarius member
    I’m so so sorry @bakerstreetboys I can only imagine the heartache! Please take good care of yourself you deserve some you/family time in the biggest way. 
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  • dpjenniferdpjennifer member
    I'm sorry to see you're back here. RPL is just awful. 

    MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
    MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
    MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
    RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
    MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
    RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
    MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)

    RE #3: More testing 2023. 
    Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
    Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
    Lupron Depo March 2024.  Benched 3 months.

    FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)

    Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.

    FET #2: September 2024 (failed)

    FET #3: December 2024 (failed)

    #BitterHagPartyOf1

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  • mwmiller4mwmiller4 member
    *lurking* @bakerstreetboys you being back here breaks my heart. I’m devastated for you and how freaking unfair life is. Sending you love and hugs and wishes for the easiest recovery possible. 
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  • kerco925kerco925 member
    I am so very sorry.  
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  • zuuls_momzuuls_mom member
    *lurking* I am so sorry @bakerstreetboys. Sending you so much love. 
    *TW*
    Me: 32 │ DH: 35 
    Married 8/16/13
    BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
    BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
    BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle  <3


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