**This is a general trigger warning that CP, miscarriage/spontaneous abortion, selective abortion due to medical complications, and/or stillbirth may be mentioned.**
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.
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How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R?
Any testing coming up/any recent results?
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on?
Re: TTCAL w/o 11/26
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. MMC at 11 weeks 6/18
Status: WTO/ Benched
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? I hope everyone had a great holiday. I know it was probably hard on most of us. I did okay for the most part. I was pretty sad over the weekend. I should be going into my last month of pregnancy and I couldn't stop thinking about how big my belly should be right now. I'm doing better now that the week has started and I have some distractions. I also spent way too much on clothes this weekend, which is both a rant and rave.
Any testing coming up any recent results? No
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? I would get a super nice facial and chemical peel to help with my acne scarring.
@kgg2241 I’m sorry you had a hard weekend. The holidays are always the worst when it comes to losses.
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. 5 losses; 12/13, 1/17, 11/17, 4/18, 9/18
Status: wto/benched
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? My first RE appt is next week. I’m starting to get nervous/excited about it.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? I should be getting the results from the bloodwork I did a few weeks ago at my appt.
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? New clothes and my hair done.
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Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. officially diagnosed with 3 losses. MMC in Feb, CP in Sept, MMC beginning of this month
Status: cleared by OB pending first AF. But expecting to be benched by the RE for testing (and likely self benching even if he doesnt require it)
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? This has been an emotional week. I posted about my birthday on Sunday and everyone has been super supportive. I also found out that my aunt (married to my dads brother but is also my cousin on my moms side, so blood relative) also had several MCs after her youngest. It was nice to know I'm not alone in this family wise. My mom had 1 before me but 1 and multiple are different. For her they said she couldn't carry girls (this was 30+ years and she had 2 boys prior) and since she has Endo, they stopped trying. My OB also initiated the testing talk yesterday and it felt good that he isn't brushing this aside afterall. He's also keeping my CP on record (since my blood test was above the "false pos" threshold). I dont like that the number is 3 but I do like that medically it's being recognized.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? OB said pathology for molar came back negative and surgically everything went smooth.
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? Oh if only this was going to happen lol. I'd probably put the money in the safe until I find something that I "have to have" but ideally I'd love to get my next tattoo. I want to get a small oyster w/ pinkish blue pearl on my inner wrist. That spot because that's where my self mutilation scars are. And between that and my losses, I feel even more strongly about getting it done. The tattoo itself would represent this quote:
@kbrown2385 hopefully the week goes by quickly and your appt goes well. I'm a week after you for mine and feel the same way!
@prpl11butterfly I'm glad you found some support through your FB post. I'm also happy to see your OB is moving to have more testing done. I love the tattoo idea and the quote. Very beautiful.
Edit to add: Is anyone else having problems with the Bump? I thought it was just on mobile, but it looks like it is my desktop too. It isn't registering when I've looked at a post, so they all say "20 new" even if I've checked the post. Or it isn't showing any new even though there are in fact replies (like on this post).
@kgg2241 Yeah, I've been having a few wonky things happen this AM too. Lots of odd glitches on this site. Every few years I SPLURGE on nearly an entire new wardrobe but I rarely shop in between so when it finally comes time to buy something new, everything I own is WORN OUT. Treat yo self
@kbrown2385 I really hope you like your RE. Mine has been my saving grace through this process. Keep us updated on the results!
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. SB @ 21 weeks, CP 5.5 weeks, MC 6.5 weeks
Status: WTO, finally off bench
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? Y'all. Black Friday was hard. Of all things, I think I would have expected that actual holiday to be hard but it wasn't too bad. Around this time last year I way day dreaming of what black Friday shopping would be like with my 7mo old daughter with my mom (it's a yearly tradition). We'd have to stop for naps, feedings, diaper changes, grumpy fits, but our hearts would be so full. I nearly lot it in Target when my mom kept pointing out all the adorable infant outfits that she's going to spoil her grandbabies with when she gets them. Sigh. I wish I could give them to you mom.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? Nope, all clear to being off the bench. First cycle back at it.
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? This pair of Bill Blass boots from Nordys
@prpl11butterfly hang in there. I know exactly how you feel.
@nomangos23 Our parents hopes for us is so hard. We feel it constantly. Both of our moms know about the losses and you can just tell they are anxiously waiting for good news. In some ways they get it, but then at other times they totally don't. Wouldn't it be amazing if they said don't worry about the cost of fertility treatments, I got this because I really want a grandbaby!
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. MC 05/18, MMC with D&C 07/18, CP 11/18
Status:WTO, but probably benched this month. I just don't know if my heart is in it to try this month. I suspect I will ovulate tomorrow, but MH and I haven't put forth any effort yet.
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? This last loss has had me turned upside down. The first loss was a blow but I got pregnant again so quickly the loss faded fast. The second loss was super upsetting, but once the genetic testing came back with Trisomy 22 I could wrap my head around the idea that this was not going to be a healthy viable baby. This last one however has just turned me over and emptied me out. My first round of blood work looked great and then it just stopped progressing. I never imagined myself being in the RPL club and now that I am I wonder if another healthy pregnancy will ever be possible. My first due date is coming up in 6 weeks and it is so hard. One of my close friends is due Christmas day and I was supposed to be due a week after. We went Christmas tree hunting with them this weekend and seeing her big belly just made me feel so sad inside. I have found myself being really good at smiling on the outside and just feeling so empty on the inside. I managed to ski some amazing powder this weekend after the recent storm with MH and that was a blast. I have also stuck to my workout plan this week as well which has boosted my mood.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? So far all of my RPL testing has come back normal. Still waiting on my AMH results but my suspicion is my reserve is low (I'll be 39 in a month) and my residual eggs are duds. I can't imagine having to move on to IVF in order to get a healthy embryo, but here we are staring down that path. I started Co-Q 10 in the hopes that helps. My doctor wants me to start baby aspirin and progesterone regardless of what tests show next time I get pregnant again on my own. I promised myself I will totally cut all coffee cold turkey next time I get pregnant. This is no easy feat as I wake up early every morning to just sit and sip on my coffee for 30 minutes and ease into the day.
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? A massage for sure! That or a night away with MH at some hot springs.
@nomangos23 I think we braced ourselves for Thanksgiving day feelings and then black Friday snuck in there like like a b*. I'm sorry that was so hard on you. Also, yes to Bill Blass boots.
@kbrown2385 GL at your appointment next week and the week passes quickly.
@nomangos23 I am excited that you are off that bench, but sad about your Black Friday experience and the thoughts you had. Also, had to google Bill Blass boots...Added to things that are pretty that I will never have haha! It is now on the list with my Tiffany ring and Michael Kors purse haha!
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. CP: 7/18 CP: 8/18 MMC: 11/18 BO
Status: Benched until I figure out this cycle/dr clears me
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? My best friend came over last night and she had a MC this month as well. We pretty much had a cryfest/emotional breakdown and it was great. I feel a little lighter today and I am glad that I got out some issues I feel like I was having toward her... Our friends doted on her and made her dinners and made a big deal, but my MC this month was "just another one". So I was having some resentment and upset feelings that I felt like no one cared. I didn't want to be doted on, so it was an internal struggle, that I felt like they were dismissing my pregnancy I guess.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? Since I didn't have blood work done with my 2nd CP because I was trying to wait for the "line to get darker" I only have 2 documented MC, so we will wait out another round and see what happens.
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? A DYSON vacuum. I would love one, but its just one of those things I just won't spend that much money on.
@kbrown2385 Good Luck at your RE appointment.
@prpl11butterfly idk about you but in one hand while it’s nice to know I’m not alone, when I’m comforted by those who have went on to have children it’s hard to accept because they got their rainbow and I’m still waiting. I hope that made sense.
@nomangos23 the unexpected hard days are so much harder for me because I hadn’t prepared myself. Hugs
@denma2015 Add me to the hopeless club. 2 losses and now IF I’m just lost.
@klmcguire Sometimes a good cry fest is just what we need, I’m glad it helped.
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. 2 early losses 8/17, 1/18
Status: WTO, guessing as not temping
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? I’m doing pretty okay. I had a breakdown earlier last week, but since I’ve felt pretty okay. Yesterday was bittersweet as I was decorating my Christmas tree and deciding on the perfect spot for my angel babies ornament. I had a heck of a fall this morning though and banged up my knee pretty good and my foot is tender, and of course my bruised pride.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? I filled out the paperwork for the RE office beginning of last cycle. I need to actually get my OB records and take it in, I’m just having trouble accepting this.
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? A freestand kitchen aide in pink.
HX
DSD: 17
DS: 4(Nov'14)
MMC:8/17
MMC: 1/18
BFP: 2/7/19 EDD:10/16/19
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Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. 2 MC in 2017; diagnosed with uterine septum 8/18 and had that mf'er removed 2 weeks ago. Sayonara, septum!
Status: Medically benched until February cycle.
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? My family was in RARE FORM at Thanksgiving. Not a single person asked how I was feeling 8 days post-op (not 100%, honestly), but made about a dozen references to us having kids like, tomorrow. We are just not good at talking about it and I have so much guilt at the thought of calling them up and telling them that what they do is hurtful. They certainly are not trying to hurt us.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? OB and I discussed other testing options at yesterday's follow-up, and we agreed to wait and just see where we are at later in the spring. Will test if we have another MC or do not conceive by June(ish). This works with my "try to just be chill" plan.
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? Probably a weekend away at a FANCY hotel-- jacuzzi tub, bubble bath, king-size bed.
@kbrown2385 Yay for an upcoming appointment! Hopefully it goes well-- I am not seeing an RE, but my OB is just the cream of the crop in terms of humanity and I actually get excited to see her and was a little sad that yesterday was our last appointment until probably the spring. Hopefully you make a good connection with your RE and then you can be more excited than nervous for appointments.
@prpl11butterfly Love the tattoo idea and I have often leaned on the story of the pearl in the oyster in hard times-- that the oyster makes beautiful what was once painful. It's a beautiful sentiment. I have a tattoo of a red lantern to represent the "lanterne rouge" jersey in bicycle racing, which celebrates last place finishes and grit.
@nomangos23 It is so hard to hear my parents wishing for (more) grandbabies (my sister has a toddler). I get frustrated that they seem to be planning for the eventuality of it, when I am not always that hopeful. On the other hand, if I let myself, I can get excited with their optimism. Hard.
@denma2015 I am so sorry this recent loss has been especially devastating. Each one seems to rob us a little more of that naivete we got to have the first time. I've had two losses and agree it was so easy to chalk the first one up to bad luck. But the second one, happening at the same time (to the day!) as the first? I knew we were not in Bad Luck Land anymore. And now the constant, constant worry. Feels unfair. Take care of yourself (like skiing more pow-pa-pow-pow-pow!).
@klmcguire Yay (?) for the cryfest. Sometimes it is just so needed! I remember sobbing to a friend that life wasn't fair and she was so gracious to cry along with me and say, "You're right, it's not" and how freeing and relieving that was. Also freeing and relieving? The DYSON vacuum. I was reticent to receive one from my spouse as a gift (though not for a holiday, just a random gift) but holy heck if that isn't the most magical thing! It broke once and I cried and cried and cried, but it was covered under warranty! Praise be!
@kindbytealikat Holiday stuff is just hard. Also, so sorry to hear about your fall-- sounds painful!
@kgg2241 I'm glad this week has been easier on you. Distractions certainly help.
@kbrown2385 GL at your RE appointment. I hope you get some answers.
@prpl11butterfly I love that tattoo idea. I'm actually getting my first tattoo soon to honor my son. It will be a tree in the shape of a heart.
@nomangos23 Oh that is heartbreaking. It's so difficult to be blindsided by emotion like that when you least expect it. Hugs
@denma2015 I'm so sorry you are reeling from your recent loss and for your AMH results. Be kind to yourself.
@klmcguire I'm glad your conversation with your friend eased your pain a little bit. Talking about my loss and any feelings I'm having has been the most helpful thing for me in lessening the trauma.
@kindbytealikat I'm sorry you have to move on to an RE. Nothing about this is fair
@minnek8 Ughhh to your family Thanksgiving. Why do people have to be so rude? I'm glad you have a plan in place with your OB, but I hope it doesn't come to that!
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. DS passed away at 14 months old in August
Status: TWW
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? Things are ok this week. Last week was difficult being at the ILs. I cried a lot when my FIL was skyping with his brother and their 10 month old granddaughter. I hate that FIL wants a grandbaby so much and I can't give it to him.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? Nope.
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? A new winter coat! Mine is old and doesn't fit well anymore.
DS born 6/2017, became a heart angel 8/2018
CP 3/2019
@denma2015 joining the RPL club is a shitty thing. No one ever expects to (though honestly, I had a suspicion I would be after my CP). I am so sorry about your results.
@klmcguire I'm sorry for your friend. But I am truly happy that you guys had some time to commiserate. I'm also glad your not alone IRL.
@kindbytealikat girl, I am with you. Accepting this next step has been a challenge. Also, I agree with feeling sad about others having their rainbow. But my aunt never got hers. And shes amazing and we've always been close, but I feel like this will bring is even closer.
@minnek8 in all honesty, I would just tell them how you feel. I understand they are not trying to hurt and are most likely trying to hype you up, but it's a fresh wound. I'm all for honesty of feelings and being real with people who are close.
@SpongeWorthy I am so sorry your time there was hard. Hugs.
Afm. I've been mia a fell behind here this week. Tue hit me hard with a few unexpected hiccups (ie insensitive people and their comments) and then yesterday I was in full survival mode. The day passed with little mention of my birthday. My coworkers got me a happy Wednesday pedicure gift certificate. Naturally my night was bogged down with a migrane but DH got me good food and chocolate cake so it was well worth it.
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. Unexplained RPL. 4 MC.
Status: CD 22. Um... I think I O'd in the past several days? So TWW maybe? But... I'm not temping so it's all just guesswork. LOL.
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R?
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? nomangos23 Oooh, I like your fancy vacuum idea. Maybe a roomba? I also like the travel idea like @minnek8 Honestly though, I'd probably spend it on wood/lumber to either build some bookshelves in my house, build the media center DH was talking about, or build a new fence since ours has some issues and needs to be replaced soon.
nomangos23 Awww, I’m so sorry your black Friday shopping was so hard. Does your mom know about your MC or was she blindly just pointing out the outfits? That’s very rough.
@denma2015 Sorry you’re joining the RPL club. It totally sucks. My 4th loss was the one that hit me hardest. First loss was MMC and I was all naive until the ultrasound. The second I was all hopeful that the first was a fluke and I’d be fine. After the 3rd I knew I’d qualify for testing. The 4th was after the testing came back saying it was all fine and right after I found out DH would not consider adoption…
@klmcguire Ugh, sorry your family was not supportive over the holiday. That’s rough. People just don’t seem to understand.
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023.
Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months. Hopefully FET after that.
#BitterHagPartyOf1
@SpongeWorthy I'm sorry for your loss and that you find yourself here. Be gentle on yourself through the holidays as these tend to be the hardest times. And Your FIL will just have to be patient
Also, I'd like to start a petition that makes crying/having meltdowns cool. Like, "You didn't cry today when you couldn't get your gatorade bottle open? What's wrong with you?"
Would really help us PL/RPL sufferers out.
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.
Three MMC's and two CP's. So far looks like RPL, but will be seeing an RE shortly.
Status: I just left the June BMB after being diagnosed with another MMC. I'm benched until I get the green light from my soon-to-be RE.
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R?
Well the week hasn't been great. I really just want to move on from this. Admittedly, I'm a little gun shy about trying again, but I'm also afraid I'll regret it if I dont.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? Nope, not until I see the RE.
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? I'd probably buy something ridiculous like gallery frames from Restoration Hardware. Or maybe a new professional standing mixer even though I already have one. Because I want a better one, dammit. 😂
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: MC 8/2018
Status:TWW/10DPO
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? Trying to not read too much into symptoms. Could be my PMS or could be pregnancy. So hard to wait to test until after my period due date. Just anxious and nervous and don't want to get my hopes up.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? No
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? Would love a spa day with full service, massage, facial, mani/pedi. Might just gift myself for Xmas.
@maserrano714: solidarity in not POAS until post-AF due date! we can do it.
@ruby696 : i feel you when you said you're afraid to try again but are afraid you'll regret it if not. i'm glad you're here, though, on the TTGP board, & hope that being here helps in at least a small way with that.
@nomangos23 lol re: making meltdowns cool. it's always the little things (omg tv commercials get me esp. this time of year). the littler the thing, the cooler, hashtag amirite?
@SpongeWorthy i am so sorry about the pressure from your FIL. that's really rough. hang in there.
@prpl11butterfly happy belated birthday!
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#/when: 1CP 10/2018
Status: TWW, 8DPO
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? i'm dreading the next week/2 bc i fear what happened in oct. will happen again & could develop into a pattern, but all of you give me strength--thank you. i have a drs appt next week--was supposed to be this week but got pushed back bc the doc had to go out of town--i digress. i have been wondering if maybe i've had mmcs bc when we were NTNP, i had a few 'weird' periods with some clotting that had never happened before, though AF is all over the place for me & has been as long as i can remember. I hope the gyno can answer some of my questions like this, and I'm glad I've been lurking/sharing on this board recently, as it's helped me to come up w/ some good ones for her. so, thanks everyone for being willing to share--it's been so so helpful to me, considering how new i feel to all of this. / unrelated: i have my prospectus defense (important grad school benchmark) tomorrow, so FX that goes well/I pass.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? not going to POAS unless we make it past AF's expected arrival date.
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? it would probably go towards bills TBH, haha, which is depressing, but i'll play for fun rather than for realsies & say... i'd probably go to, like, a local arts fair & buy a bunch of cool stuff from local artists, which is something i always wish i could do--support all the local artists around where i live.
HX
DSD: 17
DS: 4(Nov'14)
MMC:8/17
MMC: 1/18
BFP: 2/7/19 EDD:10/16/19
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Hey everybody. Wasn't going to join this until I was actively TTC but I see others "benched" so I figured I would join. This seems like a wonderfully supportive community.
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.
Just had my first MC wednesday. I knew from my ultrasounds the baby was slow growing.
Status:not trying for 3 months
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R?
obviously just struggling with everything this week. Rave- through this loss I have truly found so many people that have shown so much love and support to my husband and me.
Any testing coming up/any recent results?nope
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on?
Honestly bills. I will say something fun and say a weekend getaway for my husband and me.
Jumping in here since we're officially TTC again.
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. MMC back in Oct.
Status: CD4
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R?
Generally still feeling sad, but I know moving forward is the best option for me. I was really excited to be pregnant during the holidays for some reason and now any time I think about not being pregnant during them I get bummed again. I went out for an amazing dinner last night with some friends from work and it was exactly what I needed. Plus, I had the best margarita of my life which was a nice added bonus.
Any testing coming up/any recent results?
Nothing coming up, but we did get pathology back a bit ago and nothing to report there. Everything was "normal". I had also gotten the chromosomal blood work done before the loss and that all came back low risk so I have no idea about what caused the MC and I likely never will unless the same thing happens again. Which is terrifying, but I need to try regardless.
GTKY? Your boss surprises you with $500 for Christmas. What are you going to splurge on? A shit ton of Lush bath bombs, some expensive wine and a nice cozy sweater.
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
@kindbytealikat I hope you're feeling better after your fall! Also, I hope this week is going better for you emotionally.
@minnek8 I'm sorry about your family on Thanksgiving. I think you are right, I'm sure they aren't intentionally trying to hurt you. TTC/loss and all that is still so taboo and hard for people to bring up. That doesn't excuse not asking or being supportive, though. As for your question, I bought a ton of clothes from Mango. I've never shopped with them, so hopefully, I like them. I also bought two sets of new sheets lol. Sheets are expensive! Gotta get them while you can!
@ruby696 I'm so sorry you find yourself back here.
@dpjennifer I love that you and DH are so handy! I'd love to get more into woodworking.
@katyl90 @zuuls_mom Welcome and I'm sorry for your losses. I completely understand the sadness about not being pregnant for the holidays.
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023.
Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months. Hopefully FET after that.
#BitterHagPartyOf1