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TW - I'm Back

ruby696ruby696 member
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Well, looks like CP number 2. My dark test lines have gone super light, symptoms are gone and I started bleeding this morning. I guess a CP is better than another MMC, so there is that at least. I guess. Anyway, after a MMC and two CP's in a year I'm starting to think my eggs are just crap and *TW* I'm afraid that if TTC is successful, we'll have a special needs baby. Not that we wouldn't love any baby we had, but I need to start thinking of how that might affect my LC. *End TW* Time for some soul searching I guess.
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  • prpl11butterflyprpl11butterfly member
    oh gosh I am so sorry. I hope your soul searching provides you the answers you need. Lots of hugs  <3
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  • Mack2342Mack2342 member
    I’m so sorry.  Hugs to you
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  • kjr9519kjr9519 member
    I am so sorry. I hope you’re able to find some answers soon.
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  • bakerstreetboysbakerstreetboys member
    I'm so sorry you're back here.
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  • dpjenniferdpjennifer member
    I'm sorry for your losses and that you're going through this all again. RPL is truly awful. I know it may be too early to think about, but consider an RPL panel and meeting with an RE.

    MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
    MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
    MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
    RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
    MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
    RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
    MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)

    RE #3: More testing 2023. 
    Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
    Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
    Lupron Depo March 2024.  Benched 3 months.

    FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)

    Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.

    FET #2: September 2024 (failed)

    FET #3: December 2024 (failed)

    #BitterHagPartyOf1

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  • mwmiller4mwmiller4 member
    I swore out loud when I saw this and caused quite the commotion at work. I’m so freaking sorry ❤️
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  • ruby696ruby696 member
    Thanks everyone. 

    @dpjennifer We are changing insurance carriers during open enrollment, so once we're all settled in with our new providers in January, I'm going to get a referral for an RE.
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  • char245char245 member
    @ruby696 I’m very sorry. I hope once you are able to meet with a RE you can get some helpful answers. 
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  • justariusjustarius member
    Not another returning member! Oh I’m so sorry for all your losses! Please take care of yourself and take your time making these big decisions! Hope you’re able to find the clarity you need. 
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  • ruby696ruby696 member
    To update, I saw my doctor today and she was great. Absolutely acknowledged that this wasn't normal. She wants me to start taking baby aspirin daily when the bleeding stops. She also did an ultrasound to check my lining (since I had a D&C in July) - that looked normal. She went ahead and ordered labs for everything she could think of and retested my thyroid. I also opted to do the Natera genetic screening, which MH will also do if I'm a carrier of one of the conditions screened for. 16 vials of blood later, I feel like at least there's a chance that maybe we'll find a simple fix, if there is one. Maybe I just feel better because she's taking it seriously.

    On the plus side, if everything is negative and I see an RE with a new insurance carrier, coverage for the same tests (if they are the same) hopefully won't be an issue.

    Thank you all for being awesome as usual.
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  • mwmiller4mwmiller4 member
    @ruby696 your doc sounds amazing! I hope there’s a simple fix and that there are much happier days ahead!
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  • char245char245 member
    @ruby696 Sounds like you have a great doctor! It’s always nice to feel like you’re actually doing something that can help, I hope you get some answers from these tests. 
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  • antera23antera23 member
    I’m so sorry to hear of your loss :( I’m glad you have a good doctor! I’m hoping for an easy fix for you. 
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