I'm keeping foster kittens in what will eventually be the nursery. A few weeks ago I acquired a free Uppababy bassinet that supposedly attaches to the stroller I plan on getting (although it's a really old version so I'm not convinced it's actually compatible). I left it in there because it was so cute watching the kittens snuggle together in a little bassinet aaaaand unsurprisingly today I realized they've totally been peeing in it. I'm probably just going to try to sanitize it and might still use it for the baby if it can be cleaned...picture for cuteness.
We have been planning to move to Florida but not for a couple of years when my husband is retired from the military. Now he wants to move up our timeline and move next summer after the kiddo finishes the school year. We've been searching houses in the area we want to live and I stumbled across a new construction project right outside of Disney Springs, I sent it to my husband now he's hell bent on it despite it being 2x our budget. I'm gonna kill him and move to Florida with the kids without him.
I'm going to preface this by saying that I 100% realize this makes me the worst person ever.
My step-grandfather passed away on Wednesday morning. He was really sick and we knew he only had hours left so I went to visit him in the hospital on Tuesday night. I ran into my grandmother so she obviously knows I'm pg now. She is the best secret keeper so I know she won't say anything (I asked her to keep it on the DL). But I was actually relieved to find out that my step-grandpa didn't want a funeral or any kind of celebration of life so now I don't have to see the rest of my family and tell them I'm pregnant. The secret lives on!
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
We had to do a GI cleanout with DS last weekend and it didn't hit him until a few days later. Every night this week, he has woken up about 2 or 3am after having an accident in bed and I haven't been able to fall back asleep because, well, preggo insomnia. Last night he did it again so I told him to put his clothes in the bathroom sink and go back to bed and I never got up. This morning I woke up and realized that he went back to bed naked BUT at least he had common sense to put a t-shirt over the spot on his sheets so he didn't lay in it. I might have spent the first 30 mins of my day stripping his bed and washing his clothes and sheets but at least I got a full nights sleep!
Dh has been gone for 2 days with work stuff so I am holding down the fort alone with a migraine. Last night DD2 threw up on me not once but twice. I threw the clothes in the washer and I just keep running it for multiple cycles because I am afraid to take it out and see what condition the clothes are in.
DD was fussy in her crib this morning an hour earlier than she usually wakes up, but I was sooooo wanting to keeep sleeping. I let her stay in her crib an extra 15 minutes tossing/whining before getting her because I was trying to deny that she's awake and hoping she'd fall back asleep. She wasn't straight up crying, so that was my justification.
I side eyed a couple moms at a church play group today. They kept hovering over their kids that were on a fully padded, indoor play structure. The moms even got into the play structure at times. Let your kids freaking play...
@ersh1010 It seems a bit less nerve racking when you can be like, "Ah well, I'll be giving them back to their parents in a few hours." Even just the one... It's a permanent fixture! lol
@tosh24 for what it's worth I don't think that makes you a terrible person at all! You going to visit him was way more meaningful than attending a funeral. And it sounds like if he had wanted one, you would have gone. The relief you feel is natural and not at all horrible.
DS took an amazing 3.5 hour long nap today, but I fell asleep downstairs for the last 1.5 hours of it, so I'm not entirely sure that I didn't sleep through him being awake for a while. There was no lasting damage if that did happen.
Me: 29, DH: 31 Married: October 2014 Began TTC: April 2015 BFP #1: 9/18/15. EDD 5/18/16. MC 10/26/15. (9w) BFP #2: 2/27/16. EDD 11/7/16. MC/D&E 4/20/16 (11w) BFP #3: 9/22/16. EDD 5/29/17. DS born 4/24/17 BFP #4: 5/20/18. EDD 1/23/19.
Re: FFFC 9/14
DS 05/29/2013
M/C 02/14/2017
M/C 06/05/2017
C/P 03/01/2018
BFP 05/17/2018 EDD 01/27/2019
My step-grandfather passed away on Wednesday morning. He was really sick and we knew he only had hours left so I went to visit him in the hospital on Tuesday night. I ran into my grandmother so she obviously knows I'm pg now. She is the best secret keeper so I know she won't say anything (I asked her to keep it on the DL). But I was actually relieved to find out that my step-grandpa didn't want a funeral or any kind of celebration of life so now I don't have to see the rest of my family and tell them I'm pregnant. The secret lives on!
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
Married: 8/11/2007
DD: Born 2/3/17
BFP#2: 5/3, EDD 1/10/19
Even just the one... It's a permanent fixture! lol
Married: October 2014
Began TTC: April 2015
BFP #1: 9/18/15. EDD 5/18/16. MC 10/26/15. (9w)
BFP #2: 2/27/16. EDD 11/7/16. MC/D&E 4/20/16 (11w)
BFP #3: 9/22/16. EDD 5/29/17. DS born 4/24/17
BFP #4: 5/20/18. EDD 1/23/19.