TTCAL W/O 9/10
kgg2241
member
Happy Monday! I know we still have conversations going in the 9/3 post, but I thought it was time to start a fresh one...
**This is a general trigger warning that CP, miscarriage/spontaneous abortion, selective abortion due to medical complications, and/or stillbirth may be mentioned.**
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.
Status:
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R?
Any testing coming up/any recent results?
GTKY: I'm going to keep it light-hearted today. I watched a movie over the weekend and they asked this question and it made me laugh. Would you rather drink only water for the rest of your life or any beverage you want but it has to have a small amount of pee in it?
Re: TTCAL W/O 9/10
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.
MMC in March and CP this month
Status: WTO
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? This week sucks. Last week sucked. I feel like the only positives (ha...) are that DHs trip got canceled and that the meatballs I made yesterday came out amazing. But on that note it also means I'm going to eat far to many this week... Looking forward to counceling tomorrow. I think that might be what's holding me together right now.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? Blood draw today showing levels back to 0. Maybe more blood work next week depending on how appt goes with OB.
GTKY: I'm going to keep it light-hearted today. I watched a movie over the weekend and they asked this question and it made me laugh. Would you rather drink only water for the rest of your life or any beverage you want but it has to have a small amount of pee in it? @kgg2241 I watched that movie a few weeks ago, it was so cute! But, to answer the question, pee. Definitely take the small amount of pee.
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. MMC at 11 weeks in June 2018
Status: TWW
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? I have been so busy at work that I really haven't had a lot of brain power to think about TTC. I'm hoping I can keep busy and stay occupied this week too. I have a tendency to obsess if I let myself. We ended up having really good timing, so I'm happy about that
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Any testing coming up/any recent results? Not until next week
GTKY: Would you rather drink only water for the rest of your life or any beverage you want but it has to have a small amount of pee in it? I would definitely choose to drink whatever I want with a small amount of pee. Yup. I can't give up coffee. No way. Also, everyone should watch To All The Boys I've Loved Before on Netflix. It was so cute!
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.
4 losses. 9 week MMC 12/17, CP 2/18, CP 3/18, 14 week MMC 6/18
Status:
TWW I guess but that's sort of laughable given the circumstances. Really WFAF or waiting for surgery.
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R?
This month makes it a year since I got my IUD out to start TTC. Never in a million years did I imagine that this is where I'd be a year later. Still just kind of struggling with my reality right now and starting to really think this is never going to happen. This TWW is sort of torture (as always), but mostly because I'm really hoping AF shows up and I can avoid surgery and being benched. A BFP would be great but I'm not going to put any sort of hope on that happening.
Any testing coming up/any recent results?
Probably a HPT this weekend because I have no self control.
GTKY: I'm going to keep it light-hearted today. I watched a movie over the weekend and they asked this question and it made me laugh. Would you rather drink only water for the rest of your life or any beverage you want but it has to have a small amount of pee in it?
hmm...if it was always my own pee than I might go with that one, it would be a sad existence if I couldn't have beer and coffee. If it's just any random pee than water it is.
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.
CP 8/18
Status: TWW
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? I am just not sure where to go from here. Like if I get another BFP do I call my dr to try to prevent another CP or do I just wait it out? I am just confused as to how to be preventative... or if I can be preventative next time.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? When I had my second draw to make sure everything was back to normal they asked me to give my body a month break. I started questioning why because I was close to Ovulation and we weren't preventing. I don't know if we missed out FW, but I am sure I will cave and test anyways like a crazy person.
GTKY: I'm going to keep it light-hearted today. I watched a movie over the weekend and they asked this question and it made me laugh. Would you rather drink only water for the rest of your life or any beverage you want but it has to have a small amount of pee in it? Definitely Water. Other than coffee and wine its pretty much the only thing I drink anyways.
@prpl11butterfly I hope your counseling appointment goes well, I’d be interested to hear if you find it helpful or not.
@kgg2241 FX your good timing pays off!
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
@coco2787 Ah man that year mark is tough, and then adding on everything you've gone through it is even worse. I remember feeling so naive when we started trying. I knew that it takes some people a long time and that some people have miscarriages, but I never really thought I'd be one of those people. Why me and why not me, I guess. And good point on the pee. Yeah, I'm gonna say that it is my own. If not, then no way. And let's be real, I'll probably test this weekend too because I also have no self control lol. Lots of random thoughts in this paragraph!
@klmcguire Unfortunately I think you just wait it out. I completely understand wanting to do everything possible to prevent it from happening again. I am constantly googling and obsessing about this too, but I really don't think there is much you can do. I'm not sure about your Dr., but mine seems to consider one loss as bad luck, two as really bad luck, and then three is when they would consider that maybe something is wrong.
ETA: I hope my responses don't come off as me, me, me. I just realized it probably looks like that. I'm really just trying to relate and share my experiences.
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.
MMC 2-12 and 8/17 .
Status: wto
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R?
There are a lot of events happening now, that are remidiremme of where I was last year and it is harder than I expected.
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Otherwise I am having a pretty bad flair of my autoimmune disease and have had a bad rash on my arm, I am terrified it is going to make me have to cancel my surgery Wednesday.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? No
GTKY: I'm going to keep it light-hearted today. I watched a movie over the weekend and they asked this question and it made me laugh. Would you rather drink only water for the rest of your life or any beverage you want but it has to have a small amount of pee in it? Water. I love nothing more than a nice cold glass of water.
@klmcguire, I second @coco2787, generally, there is nothing really to do to stop a pregnancy from ending, once it has started. More and more progesterone is not being given, as most studies are showing it is not effective
@prpl11butterfly, good luck with tomorrow. I hope the counselor is a good match.
I will pop back in tomorrow and catch up some more.
Loss 3/18. Losses 8/18+9/18.
Waiting for D&C Wednesday with my last day of PTO. So, back to work Thursday. Medication mgmt failed.
Things are pretty crappy, yet oddly better than the week before when we were not 100% sure of what was happening. I’m so ready to move forward but also know I haven’t allowed myself much time let this absorb. I was handling it all pretty well until today, when MH has continually pissed me off (my issues-not his) since we left my appointment. I’m upset I have to go back to work the day after the procedure. Hoping my boss takes a small amount of pity on me & lets me take unpaid leave for 1-2 days.
I would much rather drink water for life.
Hi all. I intro'd a week or two ago on TTGP and have been lurking ever since. I'm usually on the TTCAL forum but thought I'd start to contribute here a bit too.
One loss: I had a MC at 10 weeks and subsequently a D & E in February this year. I've been TTC since May when my cycle came back.
Status: TWW but I'm fairly certain that I'm just waiting for AF because I'm pretty pessimistic right now.
How are things going? Like I said, I'm pretty pessimistic this month. Sorry to be such a downer: I am swamped at work, the EDD from my lost baby is coming up in the next week, today is 9/11 which is always so upsetting for me and I'm pretty sure I've been unintentionally sabotaging my TTC by using KY until now.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? Nope.
GTKY: I really don't think I could knowingly drink something with pee in it, unless it was a life-threatening situation.
I hope to be more upbeat in the future, given the circumstances, and want to support you all on this rollercoaster journey.
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****trigger warning****
1 LC, girl 5 years old
TTC #2 Summer 2017
BFP 1/5/2018, MC (D & E) 2/23/2018
TTCAL May 2018
BFP 9/20/2018, MC (D & E) 11/16/2018
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
@jrm_14, I am so, so sorry for your lost.
@rds51510 It sounds like a really rough week and upcoming week for you. I'm sorry about the EDD coming up. Hopefully, you can either stay busy at work to keep your mind off of it... or take some time to relax and process. Both sound equally acceptable to me.
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.
I've been on the bump a very long time, but only on this screen name since last year I think. I am going to try to be more consistent with checking in.
This is going to be my third loss. My first was a blighted ovum, second was a mmc in March this year from triploidy at 12 weeks, and now it looks like I'm having a chemical pregnancy (I'm hoping and assuming it's not ectopic). I really can't believe this is happening again. But I had a feeling something wasn't right from the beginning...
Status: my pregnancy tests are so faint now you can barely see anything at all. I had to really tilt and squint. I quit taking my progesterone and I'm waiting to start bleeding. I won't even be able to try again this cycle because I'm going out of town without my husband on the 20th.
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week?
I just... can't believe we're doing this again. I guess at least I didn't see a heartbeat and a baby this time.
What is going well for you this week? Nothing really it seems.
R/R? Just a bit depressed right now.
I was supposed to be giving birth 10 days from now.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? Follow up hcg draw Thursday, and a discussion with my doctor. Maybe I'll mention an hsg?
GTKY: I'm going to keep it light-hearted today. I watched a movie over the weekend and they asked this question and it made me laugh. Would you rather drink only water for the rest of your life or any beverage you want but it has to have a small amount of pee in it?
Uhhhh water is fine.
@prpl11butterfly I’m sorry for the crappy few weeks...eat all the meatballs! But seriously, be kind to yourself you’ve been thru so much this year
@coco2787 I’m sorry you find yourself here after a year of trying too, it’s rough. I hope your body cooperated so you can avoid surgery/the bench!
@kgg2241 I am also thankful when work is busy to keep my worries away. Although this week is just too busy I think I’m worrying more lol
@klmcguire I’m sorry for your loss. A few others have mentioned there’s not a lot of things a doctor could do to prevent a loss, some believe in progesterone, but after my last loss I would highly recommend having a conversation with your dr TW* in my case it just prolonged my loss and prevented my body from handling it naturally end TW*
@holly321 sorry you are having a tough time this week with all you’ve been through i can’t imagine. (Hugs)
@kgg2241 FX that you had good timing!
@coco2787 hugs to you too. I could use one.
@jrm_14 I would think they would be reasonable and allow you to take some unpaid leave at the least! Seems unreasonable not to.
@jrm_14 I am so sorry about your great loss. I wish for you to find some peace while you recover. That sucks that you have to juggle your work schedule and are running out of PTO. I don't know your work situation but is it possible to ask for an exception to avoid unpaid days? What about bereavement days? Surely, there aren't limits to those.
@kgg2241- thanks. Being busy at work helps. The people here at work don't know anything about my TTC journey but they are a funny group that make me laugh. And my H helps too although he doesn't relate well to my over-analyzing of things.
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1 LC, girl 5 years old
TTC #2 Summer 2017
BFP 1/5/2018, MC (D & E) 2/23/2018
TTCAL May 2018
BFP 9/20/2018, MC (D & E) 11/16/2018
@projectalice oh friend, I'm so sorry this is happening yet again. It's so unfair. I hope we can offer you the support you need while you go through another heartbreaking loss. I hate that so many ladies in this group have experienced RPL
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
Whew! Finally able to do some catching up!
@projectalice I am so sorry to see you here again.
I would call your OB since this is your third loss, maybe they can get some testing started. Nothing but hugs from me.
I also recognize your sn from telling that insensitive jerk off from May 19 in the intro board. I love how she never apologized and is going on like nothing happened. I don’t wish people loss, but people like her need a wake up call in the sensitivity department.
@rds51510 welcome, but so sorry that you have to be here too.
@holly321 I really hope they don’t have to reschedule your surgery. Are you feeling any better today?
@klmcguire I didn’t give my body a month break after my early loss (I didn’t get pregnant, but I think it was an-o cycle). I think they like you to wait a month also for dating purposes. My personal opinion is, us loss moms should get all the chances we feel comfortable with. Fingers crossed for you!
@coco2787 ugh. I’m so sorry. A year later looking back I’m sure it does feel like an out of body experience. Like this wasn’t how it was supposed to go after your iud was taken out. I’m really rooting for you for this TWW! It’s time for us loss moms to get some wins on the positive side and the key to NOT come back here. I hope you are able to stay busy this TWW.
@kgg2241 I hope your TWW goes fast! Like I said above, I’m ready to see some(well heck ALL) of us leave here for good reasons!
@prpl11butterfly I still can’t believe you are back here.
Eat all the meatballs. (Confession: despite my screen name, I don’t even like meatballs, but then smell of them I can imagine is yummy). Take care of yourself the next few weeks. If you need anything, let us know.
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. 3 losses. Shepherd lost at 22 weeks after inutero surgery. Abraham lost at 29 weeks after a month fight in the NICU. And most recently a blighted ovum in July.
Status: CD 3 of another AF from hell. I’m beginning to think something is wrong with my cycles. My periods were never this heavy before my losses.
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R?
rave: I have started exercising again this last week and I’m sleeping better at night and I’m fairly sure it’s helping my anxiety.
Rant: Next month is going to be fucking hard. Its when it all started and we found out our boys had ttts. It’s the one year that my son shepherd passed, just a few days before pregnancy loss and awareness day. Then November 2 is their birthday. Then abe passed on November 26. I’m really dreading these one year milestones and am wondering if we should take October and November off from ttc.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? None. But if I continue to have short LPs. I might give my OB a call.
GTKY: I'm going to keep it light-hearted today. I watched a movie over the weekend and they asked this question and it made me laugh. Would you rather drink only water for the rest of your life or any beverage you want but it has to have a small amount of pee in it? Water
Obv. I am butt hurt and emotional about this lol.
@meatballs37 ugh sorry about AF being awful, probably not a bad idea to talk to the doc, especially if you have a short LP too. I can’t even imagine how hard these next couple of months are going to be for you and your family. I hope you can lean on us for support, but I’d understand you needing to take a step back during that time. You guys will be in my thoughts
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
@prl11butterfly I'm sorry you're having a bad week after a bad week. I'm glad your levels are back to normal.
@kgg2241 Sometimes busy can be a great distraction. You are brave to drink the pee.
@coco2787 I'm so sorry you hit the year mark. It really sucks to hit those mile markers and feel like you just keep falling back down the hill. I always think of RPL as Sisyphean - you keep pushing that bolder up, and just when you think you're at the top, it rolls down and crushes you again. I like your distinction on the source of the pee… I agree that seems important.
@klmcguire Unfortunately, like @coco2787 said, there's not much dr's can do about early loss in most cases. Progesterone is a debated topic - if you have low progesterone then supplementation can help, but also if you have low progesterone during pregnancy it is kind of a chicken or egg thing - is it low because the pregnancy is failing or is the low progesterone causing it to fail? I'm sorry there aren't better answers for you. If it makes you feel better (it may not) you still have a really good chance of having a successful pregnancy the next time you are pregnant.
@holly321 I'm so sorry you are dealing with the loss of your brother on top of everything else. I can't imagine how difficult it would be to lose a sibling. I'm so sorry.
@jrm_14 That honestly makes sense that things are somewhat less overwhelming now that you know what's going on. I think the hard thing about limbo is that you tend to grief cycle over and over and over while waiting for news. I'm so, so sorry. Loss is always unfair, but I get so mad for women who struggle with IF and then also have losses. Like, WTF universe? All the hugs.
@rds51510 Welcome to this thread and I'm sorry for your loss and that you are struggling, especially this week. It's true KY is not sperm friendly but I'm sure it doesn't make your chances zero. Good luck.
@projectalice I'm so sorry for your losses and that you are experiencing RPL. You are not alone and this is a great place to get support. It is so hard when EDD anniversaries come up. So many times I have thought, wow, I should have a x month old baby in my arms right now. Give yourself some grace as you go through another loss and those painful reminders.
@meatballs37 I'm glad that getting some additional exercise is helping with your sleep and anxiety. I'm so sorry you are coming up on those rough anniversaries. I think all you can do is take it one day at a time, I know the anniversaries of Shepherd's and then Abe's passing will be especially difficult. Would it help to have a plan for what you will do on those days? We are here for you. Also, thanks for taking a stand against insensitive people.
A letter from all of us:
Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. Four first tri losses, fourth loss was due to Trisomy 22.
Status: WFIVF
How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with this week? What is going well for you this week? R/R? This week has actually been pretty good. I started taking DHEA at the direction of my clinic and idk, I think it's maybe giving me a mood bump. Or maybe I'm just glad we are finally getting started.
Any testing coming up/any recent results? I have a baseline appt tomorrow morning and then should be starting stims on Friday evening. My meds should be arriving today - they were supposed to be here yesterday but Florence screwed up the logistics.
GTKY: I'm going to keep it light-hearted today. I watched a movie over the weekend and they asked this question and it made me laugh. Would you rather drink only water for the rest of your life or any beverage you want but it has to have a small amount of pee in it?
I'm gonna say water. I drink a lot of water anyway.
@meatballs37 I was SO ANGRY that she wouldn't apologize and then just ignored everyone and carried on like nothing happened!! I can't curse on the bump, but what a *****!!!
I'm also so sorry to hear about your losses and the difficult milestones coming up...
@klmcguire I don't blame you and I wouldn't worry about dating reasons either. I know what you mean about it cutting down your chances to try.
@zamora_spin good luck with your cycle!! Fx for you!
@projectalice I'm sorry your finding yourself back as well. Looks like we've managed stick to the same MO here.
And we do have two things loosely planned for the week of pregnancy awareness loss in October. We are getting out of the city where we live and going to Chicago for three days. We will light our candle for the boys there and I think I will bring their ashes along. For their birthday, DH and I decided to either make a cake or have one made and invite the grandparents over for it. I know my parents are totally in support of this. I think my in-laws will find it odd. But I’m tired of not doing what feels right for my boys to make others feel comfortable. Which really irritates me because my FIL was so pushy about having people come see Abe at the NICU when we didn’t want extra visitors. And since their funerals acts like they never existed.
@ruby696 I think that’s my silver lining as well. One of my really close friends is in that bmb. And also from the same state. It could get interesting.
I just realized I never responded to you @holly321. I'm sorry things are tough right now, grief often comes in waves (as I'm sure you know). I hope you can find some time to visit the orchard and maybe find some peace
@zamora_spin that meme is perfect. I'm glad things are finally getting started for you! The waiting game is always the worst. Hopefully the med delay doesn't cause any setbacks.
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
***TW***
****trigger warning****
1 LC, girl 5 years old
TTC #2 Summer 2017
BFP 1/5/2018, MC (D & E) 2/23/2018
TTCAL May 2018
BFP 9/20/2018, MC (D & E) 11/16/2018
***TW***
****trigger warning****
1 LC, girl 5 years old
TTC #2 Summer 2017
BFP 1/5/2018, MC (D & E) 2/23/2018
TTCAL May 2018
BFP 9/20/2018, MC (D & E) 11/16/2018
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
K now back to work