May 2019 Moms
projectalice
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I think I'm out. Don't read if you're sensitive to loss stories
projectalice
member
Thought I would make a disclaimer in the title in case anyone wanted to skip this post.
So I suspected something was wrong when I took follow up tests after getting my positive and they never got darker. I took one tonight and it's so faint I can hardly see it. 
I had to tilt and squint. It looks like this one just isn't going to stick...
I had to tilt and squint. It looks like this one just isn't going to stick...I had an hcg draw today and have another thursday to see what happens with my levels, but I'm just waiting for confirmation and my period to come now. I'm 99% sure that unless there's some sort of miracle then I'm having a chemical pregnancy.
I'm 99% sure that unless there's some sort of miracle then I'm having a chemical pregnancy. This is my third loss. I had a blighted ovum, triploidy resulting in a mmc, and now a chemical pregnancy (I'm assuming and hoping it's not ectopic). I'll know for sure after my testing. I guess I just have colossal bad luck and I'm just feeling really bummed.
I hope everyone here has a successful and h&h 9 months. I wish you all well.
I hope everyone here has a successful and h&h 9 months. I wish you all well.
Re: I think I'm out. Don't read if you're sensitive to loss stories
Married: 8/10/13
BFP- 12/18/15, D&E- 4/8/16 @ 21w5d- confirmed Thanatophoric Dysplasia
BFP- 11/7/17, M/C- 11/18/17 @ 4w6d
BFP- 8/25/18 ~ EDD- 5/9/19 ~ DD born 5/2/20 *Lillian Hazel*
BFP- 10/9/20 ~ EDD- 6/21/21
Pregnancy #2 Natural Miscarriage at 6 weeks 03/2014 Due date 11/9/2014
Pregnancy #3 DS 02.23.2015
Pregnancy #4 Missed Miscarriage at 11 weeks 11/2018 Due date 5/22/2019
Pregnancy #5 Positive test 12/11/2019 Due Date 8/17/2020
Married: Oct 2015
TTC #1: Sept 2016
BFP: 10/19/16 ~ blighted ovum ~ D&C 11/23/16
BFP: 3/24/17
TTC #2: July 2018
BFP: 8/26/18
DD1: June 2014 - VBM4lyfe
DD2: October 2016
DC3: coming May 2019
DD2- EDD 5/12/2019
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
08/2011: Clomid 50mg, IUI --> BFN ,
10/2011: Clomid 100mg, IUI --> BFN
04/13: Clomid, IUI BFP --> MC at 6w1d
05/13: Femara 2.5mg, IUI --> BFN , 08/13: Femara 2.5mg --> BFN
03/14: Femara 5mg, IUI --> 1 follicle @ 27d --> BFP! EDD 12/02/14--> blighted ovum, missed MC 6w6d --> D&C
4/23: D&C...starting over again, with a little part of my heart broken off
7/14: Femara 5mg + brevelle + menopur + IUI --> converted to IVF, ER 7/28 --> ET cancelled due to severe OHSS.
9/20/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP--> EDD 6/6/15 --> MC at 5w3d
10/16/14: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFN
2/6/15: Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP --> MC at 5w4d
3/20/16: PGS-tested Frozen Embryo Transfer --> BFP, Living Child born 12/1/15
6/6/17: Fresh IVF Cycle --> Severe OHSS, 5 PGS-tested embryos frozen
2/23/18: PGS-tested FET --> BFN
3/30/18: Cancelled cycle due to lining 4.2mm
DD: 8/20/14; DS: 11/13/16; DD: 5/3/19; DD: 8/31/21; Baby #5 (team green) due 3/24/24
So they're checking me tomorrow just to see what my numbers are doing, but hopefully they drop quickly so I can get this over with. I don't want to drag it out any longer than is absolutely necessary.
DD1: June 2014 - VBM4lyfe
DD2: October 2016
DC3: coming May 2019
then 3 failed IUIs, and finally a successful IVF FET.
Due with #2 5/2/19 after HIO once in my FW,
because apparently that's how life works now. Team Blue!