December 2018 Moms

TW Farewell

hey everyone,
as some my know from the weekly appt post this week I saw a PPA aka specialist today. When we arrived they let us know the reason we were sent was because baby 2 appeared to have some extra fluid around him. I believe it was in his head/brain but honestly a lot is a blur at this point. 
Anyways they start the ultrasound to verify this and sadly they found that both twins (mo di identical) no longer had heart beats. Baby b measured 12 weeks and 5 days and baby a measured 13 weeks and 3 days. I should of been 15 weeks and 1 day today. We had an ultrasound Tuesday and both babies had heartbeats then so this came as a shock to us and the doctors when they discovered this. 
They believe since they were sharing a placenta they were both affected when one stopped thriving. 
I want to wish you all luck and thanks for all the laughs these last few months. 

 Me (28), H (30)
Together Since 04/21/2009; Married Since 05/29/2013

Baby Boy born 11/30/16  <3

Baby #2 Due December 4




Re: TW Farewell

  • @sheshae omg I'm so so very sorry to hear of your losses.  I will be thinking of you. Please take care of yourself and let the healing begin. 
  • I'm so sorry for your losses @sheshae. Big hugs to you  <3
    DS1 born 2/28/16
    DS2 due 12/12/18

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  • @sheshae I am so very sorry for your loss. I know there are no words to ease your pain. Please take care of yourself during this time. 
  • Oh @sheshae I’m so sorry for your losses. Please take care of yourself. ❤️
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  • I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet babies. There really are no words.
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  • This is so heartbreaking, I'm so so sorry for your losses. I'll be thinking of you <3
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  • edited June 2018
    I’m so sorry Shae, nobody wants the news you got today. Please be good to yourself *creepy hugs*
    NTNP since Dec 2012 | TTC since Jan 2016
    Dx: Unspecified IF

    BFP#1 Nov 2017 • Blighted Ovum + MMC • D&C at nine weeks
    BFP#2 Apr 2018 • It's a boy! • Born 13 Dec 2018 :love:
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  • Oh no @sheshae that is just terrible, I am so, so sorry. Sending love to you and your family. ❤️
  • @sheshae I’m so sorry for your losses. You are in my thoughts. This is so sad to hear.
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    edited June 2018
    I’m so sorry for your loss @sheshae. My heart breaks for you. Thoughts and prayers for you and your family.
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  • I’m so sorry for your loss <3
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  • @sheshae I am so sorry for your losses. You and your family will be in my thoughts. 
  • I'm so sorry, sending lots of good thoughts and prayers your way. 
  • I’m so sorry.  I wish I knew the right words to send comfort your way.  I will keep you in my prayers. 
  • Oh, this is heartbreaking to read today. I am so sorry for both of your losses. Sending you so much comfort and love. 
  • I’m so, so sorry for your losses.  Sending all the creepy internet hugs.
    About me:
    Married 6/18/16 (Me 42, DH 44), TTC #2
    ***TW***
    Natural BFP 8/10/16 --> mc our NIPT-normal little girl at 11w5d on 10/1/16 :(
    As of 12/2016:  AMH 1.42, FSH 6.1, AFC ~10
    Self-benched Nov-Dec 2016 for
    IVF #1 Jan-Feb 2017 (OCP, testosterone primed antagonist w/HGH - ER 2/2/17 - 12R, 7M ICSI'd, 3F, 0B)
    IVF #2 Mar-Apr 2017 (testosterone primed agonist/luteal lupron w/HGH - ER 4/8/17 - 10R, 8M, 8F, 5B, 1 PGS normal)
    IVF #3 May-Jun 2017 (testosterone primed agonist/luteal lupron w/HGH - ER 6/4/17 - 14R, 5F, 3B, 0 normal)
    **New RE**
    IVF #4 Sept 2017 (natural start microdose lupron flare w/HGH - ER 9/28/17 - 33R, 18F, 10B, 4 PGS normals!)
    FET #1 (medicated) of one PGS normal 4AA XX 11/2/17 - Beta #1 11/11/17 (153), Beta #2 11/13/17 (324), mc at 5w1d on 11/19/17 :(
    IVF #5 Dec 2017 - Insemination of 9 frozen eggs from 2012 (8F, 1B, 0 normal)
    Jan 2018 - Natural cycle ERA (normal/receptive) & stimming for
    IVF #6 Jan-Feb 2018 (natural start microdose lupron flare w/HGH - ER 2/3/18 - 17R, 6M, 4F, 0 blasts)
    IVF #7 Feb 2018 (natural start microdose lupron flare w/HGH - ER 2/26/18 - 19R, 9M, 9F, 4B, 2 PGS normals)
    FET #2 Apr 2018 (natural cycle w/o trigger, w/P4 support) of one PGS normal 4AA- XX 4/5/18 - Beta #1 4/14/18 (67), Beta #2 4/16/18 (231)
    Rainbow baby girl born 12/16/2018 (via c-section, induced at 39 weeks)

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    TFAS!
    FET #3 Dec 2019 (natural cycle w/o trigger, w/P4 support) of one PGS normal 3BB XY 12/16/19 - Beta #1 12/24/19 (139), Beta #2 12/27/19 (482)

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  • I’m so sorry for your losses. This is terrible to hear. Please try to take care of yourself during this time. I’ll be thinking of you. I’m so sorry.
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  • I’m so so sorry that’s so awful :(

    Married: 5/09 ~ TTC Since: 10/10 ~ PCOS ~ Progesterone from 10/10 - 2/11 ~ HSG on 3/18 - Clear ~ Started Metformin 1000mg & Clomid 50mg 2/11 ~ Metformin upped to 1500mg 4/6 ~ 6/7 Now going to SG and put on Clomid, Ovidrel, Gonal F, Prometrium, Estrace ~ IUI #1 7/2 = BFP!!!!!! March 6th our little man was born. 

    6/17/13 - Ovidrel, Follistim, Prometrium ~ IUI #1 7/2 = BFP! March 17th our St. Pattys day baby arrived

    10/29/17 - Started process for IVF, got pregnant & miscarried a 2nd time since summer. 2/22 started stims - Menopur, Gonal F, Cetrotide - retrieval 3/6 - , PIO, estrace 3xday - FET 4/18 = Beta 1: 616; Beta 2: 1342 = BFP 

  • I am so sorry for your losses <3
  • I am so sorry for you losses. Try to take care of yourself the  best way you can.
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    I'm so sorry.  Sending lots of love and good vibes to you and your family <3





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  • I'm so sorry about your losses. How heartbreaking! Keeping you and your family in my thoughts.
    Pregnancy TickerMe: 33, DH: 41
    Started IF Feb. 2014
    PCOS & MFI (low sperm count and motility)
    3 Femara cycles w/natural intercourse over summer 2014, BFN
    1 Clomid cycle w/natural intercourse Nov. 2014, BFN
    IUI March 2015, BFN
    IUI June 2015, BFN
    IUI Oct. 2015, BFN
    IVF Oct. 2016, fresh transfer, 2 day-3 embryos, BFN; nothing to freeze
    IVF Nov. 2017, fresh transfer, 2 day-5 blasts, BFP; ectopic; 1 blast frozen
    FET March 2018, 1 day-5 blast, BFP!
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  • Sending all my good thoughts for eventual peace and healing. I'm so sorry for your losses; you and your littles will be in our hearts here.
  • I am so sorry for your loss. I wish I could find appropriate words of comfort.. We will be thinking of you.


  • I’m really sorry to read this. Sending you light and love.
  • I'm so so sorry for your losses. Sending you prayers and love.
    Married: 6/6/14
    DS: 12/20/16
    EDD: 11/29/18
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  • I’m so so sorry. Praying for you and your family. ❤️
  • I’m so sorry for your losses. Take care of yourself. 
  • I'm so very sorry for your losses. 
  • So sorry to hear of your losses
  • I am so sorry for your losses, sheshae. Sending love to you and yours. ❤️
  • I am so sorry. <3

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  • I am so sorry for your losses. There are no words. ❤️ to you and your family. 
  • Oh no. I am so sorry for your losses. You and your family are in my thoughts.

    Me: 31

    DH: 29, SA - Great

    Married: June 12,2011

    TTC #1: 1/2014

    Diagnosis: Hypothalamic Amenorrhea

    Treatment: Clomid:  50mg, 100mg, 150mg - not successful and not monitored

                      Menopur 75ml (upped to 112.5ml), Ovidrel, & IUI  IUI #1 8/31/2015

    9/15/2015: BFP HCG - 400, 9/17/2015: HCG - 827, 9/21/2015 - HCG 3,327!
    Heartbeat 10/2/2015: 118bpm
    DS: 5/27/2016

    TTC# 2: 12/2017
    BFP: 4/20/2018
    EDD: 12/29/2018
  • I am so sorry for your loss. Sending thoughts a prayers to you.
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  • I'm so sorry for your losses, please take care of yourself and we will all be thinking of you! 
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  • I am so sorry. ❤️
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