11 DPO and I feel the same as I did on CD 1. I hate TTC. I really think my body is broken. This is cycle #5 so I'm really feeling the inner pressure of the "60% of people become pregnant in the first six months of trying to conceive" statistic.
I just want to know that *I can* actually get pregnant. Then I think I will have some peace of mind.
Re: I think my oven is broken
I actually didn't chart after O this cycle so there's not much to look at. Admittedly, it did really help with my stress level for the first week. But since I got sick yesterday (and today) with a fever and I've been taking my temperature ad nauseum, it's kind of hard not to think about it. My LP is ridiculously long, which also doesn't help.
I really never expected to be trying for 5 cycles, I can't imagine what it's like for the women on here that have been trying for much longer than that. God bless them.
I just have this sneaking suspicion that something isn't right. I talked to my H about it tonight and he agreed to try next cycle (lucky number 6 perhaps?) and then we would go see my OB. I figure six cycles (4 charting) will at least be enough for an SA, should it come to that.
I hope for your sake that you're wrong. That being said, there's something to be said for women's intuition. It never hurts to get checked out.
Maybe you should lurk around the TTC 6months or more boards to get your hopes back up!!
flip that's what I'm worried about too, and I know it's waaaay fvcked up to say it but I think I would be resentful. I love my husband and we've been together so long that I don't even know what it's like to not have him in my life. But if he was the reason ... well I can't even think about it right now because it's just speculation and I'll upset myself for no reason.
One more cycle and off to the doctor. Worse comes to worst they call me a hypochondriac and tell me to come back in 6 months.
I totally know what you mean. Trust me, you're not the only one to think about that possibility.