Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
knottie47c91d6082dc1b21
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Living In a Nightmare
knottie47c91d6082dc1b21
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hello all!
Im sorry I never got around to updating my screen name, 2 days ago, I miscarried and this has been the worst week ever. It started 3 days ago and I officially passed the baby on Wednesday. I haven’t had anything to eat since Monday, I’ve been in and out of the ER, being as though this was my first pregnancy, I really didn’t know what to expect or what was going on. On top of all of this, the day after my I started bleeding my boyfriend left me. At a time like this, one needs all the support they can get...especially from their partner. It feels like I am living in a nightmare. Never in 1 million years would I think this would be my reality. I am at a loss of words, I feel sooooo empty, this is just the worst thing that could’ve happened to me. I am just shocked by all of this weeks events. We had a great relationship and never in my wildest dreams would I think that I would be left so cold to deal with this alone. If you are religious, please pray for me!
Im sorry I never got around to updating my screen name, 2 days ago, I miscarried and this has been the worst week ever. It started 3 days ago and I officially passed the baby on Wednesday. I haven’t had anything to eat since Monday, I’ve been in and out of the ER, being as though this was my first pregnancy, I really didn’t know what to expect or what was going on. On top of all of this, the day after my I started bleeding my boyfriend left me. At a time like this, one needs all the support they can get...especially from their partner. It feels like I am living in a nightmare. Never in 1 million years would I think this would be my reality. I am at a loss of words, I feel sooooo empty, this is just the worst thing that could’ve happened to me. I am just shocked by all of this weeks events. We had a great relationship and never in my wildest dreams would I think that I would be left so cold to deal with this alone. If you are religious, please pray for me!
Re: Living In a Nightmare
I hope your friends and family can help you through this, sometimes it feels very lonely and isolating. Hoping you get your rainbow soon.
Unfortunately, although maybe also fortunately, this board is a bit quiet. So it's not surprising you didn't get many responses. A lot of women come through here but don't stick around this board as it's hard to stay in that dark place. If you are feeling up to TTC again, the TTC after loss board is definitely busier and we all still get it.