Anyone else still feeling weepy about silly things?
An old couple holding hands and a ‘rose all day’ wine display that I can have nothing to do with both got me this week. DH started eating a cookie yesterday and I didn’t think he’d bought me one too! Crisis averted, there were two cookies
I was getting super glossy eyed at DS kindergarten orientation. It is so tough and all the other moms int he room were fine because this kid was their youngest and they didn't seem to care. Meanwhile I'm holding back the floodgates of tears thinking how much he's grown!
DH dropped DS off at daycare and he usually brings a toy to share with his friends (it's a small home daycare) and today he didn't bring one and the other kids did, and they never do. So DH tells me this and that DS had the saddest look on his face when they all ran up to show him what they brought....so I cried thinking about my sad boy
Old facebook pictures and videos of my 5 year old. A couple of days ago there was one from when he was 3 "reading" me his favorite bed time story. I cried for like an hour thinking about how big he is getting and how much everything is about to change.
Meagan Married 6.12.10 DS 11.8.12 Baby GIRL! due 7.4.18
I watched the finale of Vampire Diaries last week and I balled like a friggin baby.
Everything else just seems to make me cranky instead of weepy, which is weird because it’s usually the opposite when I’m not pregnant. *shrugs shoulders* Maybe I’m just hangry, because ice cream always fixes my mood.
Ugh another movie one...DH turned on Up today and I cried...that one really gets me too, takes so long for it to not be sad, then it gets sad again towards the end. At least it ends happy but ugh.
I had to fight back tears at the parent-teacher conference for DD who’s 2.5. (Yes they do those lol.) the teacher was going on and on about how sweet DD was and how she never had any problems with her, and how she was so smart. I definitely got glossy eyes.
Also anytime DD picks out a sentimental book to read at bed time, I get choked up reading it. So unlike me! I rarely cry when not pregnant.
TMI...sex...wtf?? For like 2 months now, every time we finish having sex, without fail the waterworks start. I can’t even explain it. I think my husband is getting kind of sick of it.
My daughter's ballet dance recital. Her tap and jazz dances are so fun and she's so good, but ballet they danced to "Hallelujah" and when the song started playing at the recital (even though I had seen the dress rehearsal) I immediately started bawling. I'm so, so proud of her
Watching a stupid episode of little people big world at the hotel (I know, wtf am I watching...). A couple announced their pregnancy to their parents with little onesies and I started sobbing...
I watched Wonder for the first time last night- cried way too much at parts too that weren’t even supposed to be sad... to a non pregnant person anyways
H sent this text to my mom in response to all the crazy from my SIL (see yesterday's BF) because mom thinks it's all her fault (it isn't) and I can't stop crying now (names changed for privacy):
Thank you for everything you're doing for us, especially for M. The last couple of days have been hard for her and I'm sure
for you as well. Please know from the very existence that makes M and I who we are, we see no fault from you at all. We have voiced our
concerns from the beginning on various topics about who and how SIL is as
a person and unfortunately her actions, especially her e-mail to
M validated everything we felt and believed. As for Bro, I am by
far, more sad than angry or disappointed for his response to M's
asking for her brother's help and support. For as long as I've know
Bro, I believe that this period of time that he has been with SIL is the
worst version of him that I've known. When it comes to M I do
not see support from him, I just see a couple that takes what they want,
when they want regardless of situation or circumstance.
So
please know, you have done nothing wrong except to love your children
too much, if that is even possible. You just got caught by the edge of a
hurricane that has been brewing for some time and has finally hit
landfall. I'm truly sorry for this.
I cried yesterday after the pediatrician because DH tapped my coffee while I was drinking to be playful and I ended up spilling, choking, and cough/spitting it on my shirt, pants, and car... He couldn't stop laughing and kept apologizing as I'm sobbing over spilled coffee...
I cried today reading a Facebook post about some little girls sending letters on a balloon to their dad in heaven, and then again listening to that country song "You're Gonna Miss This". It made me feel a little guilty about complaining how clingy DD has been lately.
I cried seeing pictures of my friend's baby girl! She was born on her due date, and at 8lbs 12 oz. My friend did it all without drugs! What a champ! Gave me hope but also made me super emotional.
I cried seeing pictures of my friend's baby girl! She was born on her due date, and at 8lbs 12 oz. My friend did it all without drugs! What a champ! Gave me hope but also made me super emotional.
Yep! I cried yesterday seeing my friends baby! It’s just all the emotions of knowing I’m gonna have another little chunk in just a couple months!
I ugly cried today because my DS broke a mirror. Ugh it’s a long story, but we’re remodeling our bathroom because it had to be done, and had a hard time finding a mirror for above the sink that we liked, that would fit, and that wasn’t $250. Finally found one at target but it was sold out/out of stock online and at our local 2 targets. One a little further had it so we ordered and got an email saying it was gone and we were too late. So we looked again and found it at one in the opposite direction like a half hour away so we ordered it and went and got it. It was in our kitchen because that’s where the overflow is and I told DH (yesterday) we should move it before DS breaks it. Neither of us moved it, and today DD knocked it over and it shattered. I legit ugly cried over this stupid mirror.
I ended up finding it at my target and ordered it online, went to get it and it was the wrong store. They had one though so I have a new one! It’s staying in my car until it goes on the wall.
Re: Things that made my pregnant self cry
DH dropped DS off at daycare and he usually brings a toy to share with his friends (it's a small home daycare) and today he didn't bring one and the other kids did, and they never do. So DH tells me this and that DS had the saddest look on his face when they all ran up to show him what they brought....so I cried thinking about my sad boy
Married 6.12.10
DS 11.8.12
Baby GIRL! due 7.4.18
Everything else just seems to make me cranky instead of weepy, which is weird because it’s usually the opposite when I’m not pregnant. *shrugs shoulders* Maybe I’m just hangry, because ice cream always fixes my mood.
Also anytime DD picks out a sentimental book to read at bed time, I get choked up reading it. So unlike me! I rarely cry when not pregnant.
Married: 6/27/2008
DS: 3/14/2010 Planned, PG first try
M/C 6/2012
DD: 4/22/2013 Planned, UnDx Infertility, PG on our own
BFP: 10/28/2016 Unplanned, HUGE SURPRISE!
M/C 12/12/2016
BFP: 10/27/2017 Unplanned, HUGE SURPRISE
EDD: 7/2/2018
https://www.lovewhatmatters.com/my-son-was-gone-but-that-blue-ink-stain-it-was-still-there-mom-shares-heartbreaking-reminder-of-what-matters/
This. Ugly tears. Happy early mother’s day everyone!
I ended up finding it at my target and ordered it online, went to get it and it was the wrong store. They had one though so I have a new one! It’s staying in my car until it goes on the wall.