About an hour ago I took a home pregnancy test and it came up positive, I am in complete shock. We had a loss at 13 weeks at the beginning of last year and it has hit us so hard, I took time out of school, been living off my savings, I still have nightmares about what happened. We decided that we were going to wait for practical reasons, my depression, buying a house etc. So we were using protection but as we know nothing's 100% effective. I haven't told Fi yet and I'm so worried how he'll react, the loss hit him hard and he wanted other things before children, a house, the wedding etc. We're on holiday next week for my birthday so I could tell him then in a positive way but then if he reacts badly he's alone on holiday with me. I'm just so overwhelmed.
Re: Shock pregnancy
TTC 9/2016 BFP 12/9/16 EDD 8/21/17 NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
TTC 2/2017 BFP 3/6/17 EDD 11/17/17 DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
TTC 12/2018 BFP 6/2/19 EDD 2/12/20 NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
TTC 7/2019 BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
TTC 8/19 IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20
AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility