We watched Wrestling all weekend because we are big WWE fans and during the Hall of Fame, one of the guys mentioned his Mom and how she was there with him. His partner said he also wanted to thank his parents, so he pulled out two funeral cards with their pictures on them and I LOST it.
Me: 34 DH: 34 Married 10/28/17 Our TTC Journey
TTC #1 February '18 Team Green turned TeamBlue 10/15/18
TTC #2 January '21 BFP June '21 MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C July '21 Jan '22 - started IF testing BFP Jan '22 MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C Feb '22 BFP May '22
The humboldt broncos bus tragedy. It’s every social media post, and every news story right now. 15 lives lost, and every time I see or read or hear or think of it, I’m gone. (Pretty sure most of the country is with me though, pregnant or not.) It’s so overwhelming.
Had a big blow out with each IL last week and still not over it. Other comments they've made to DH in the past came to light as well and I've basically questioned a whole lot about myself and my relationship with them. I keep bursting in tears randomly. You'd think people would know not to lay into a pregnant woman.
Me: 33 DH: 38 Married: 1/10/15
1st Pregnancy EDD: 1/1/17 Born 1/10/17 Team Green turned Blue!
2nd Pregnancy EDD: 11/6/18 Born 11/09/18 Baby Boy!
3rd Pregnancy EDD: 12/?/21
Children are like casseroles; it takes a lot to mess them up.
We watched the Prince of Egypt with DSD over the weekend and I started bawling when the mom puts Moses in the basket in the river and then again when he meets his sister for the first time and just... ALL the emotions.
BFP 3/21/2020! OMG We're having TWINS! 4/17/2020 -------------------------------- LO arrived 11/9/2018! We have a baby! -------------------------------- Me: 33 | DH: 41 Married: March 2016 TTC #1/IUD out January 2017 PCOS dx January 2018 Medicated cycle 2.5mg Letrozole CD3-7 February 2018 BFP 3/10/2018! -------------------------------
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I want to go on vacation. MH and I both turn 30 within two weeks of each other and I want to do something fun to celebrate that, but idk what. I have started to look at things, but everything is crazy expensive because of the time of year I think (1st week of June). I also can't take too much time off work, so we have to do the weekend which is always more money. I just want to pick a place and book!
Me: 34 DH: 34 Married 10/28/17 Our TTC Journey
TTC #1 February '18 Team Green turned TeamBlue 10/15/18
TTC #2 January '21 BFP June '21 MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C July '21 Jan '22 - started IF testing BFP Jan '22 MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C Feb '22 BFP May '22
1. Trailer for Megan Leavey 2. Reading an article about a children's book about Harvey Milk 3. Listening to "I Am Woman" by Helen Reddy 4. Realizing I cried three times already.
DH quit quitting smoking... He started quitting which incidentally happened just before the BFP, and it was amazing. For his health AND for how the garage and he smelled! He came in bed last night and was SO smelly I built a wall of pillows so he couldn't breath on/near me. The. Worst.
I’m tearing up over everything. Commercials on tv, songs on the radio, stuff that wouldn’t normally get an emotional response is making me cry. I was watching someone’s vlog on their trip to Yosemite and I teared up at the beautful views. I remember crying at stupid things when I was pregnant with ds, but this is on a whole other level.
The kids I nannied for in college went to prom today (because I’m apparently old enough that they’re that old), and I literally started crying at the pics their mom posted, because they’re so grown up. And it happened so fast with them, I’m afraid it will happen that fast with my kids. So I’m just over here crying because I’m a hormonal mess, lmao.
The other day, we went grocery shopping and took too long, I started to crash. We were waiting on the fried chicken and went to check out with our other stuff so we could just grab the chicken and go. I had no idea where I put my green tea after we paid and just stood by the checkout lane looking like a lost puppy. DH had already gone to the chicken counter. I was about ready to bawl because I NEEDED MY GREEN TEA GOSH DARN IT. It was in the front of the cart, on top.
Me: 33 DH: 38 Married: 1/10/15
1st Pregnancy EDD: 1/1/17 Born 1/10/17 Team Green turned Blue!
2nd Pregnancy EDD: 11/6/18 Born 11/09/18 Baby Boy!
3rd Pregnancy EDD: 12/?/21
Children are like casseroles; it takes a lot to mess them up.
We are building a home which is exciting, but it also means we have to sell our current home. I made the list of renovations that we've done today and bawled when I started thinking about all the memories made here.
Trying to register our vehicle in Tennessee which is DH's "permanent state of residence" since he's active duty and they don't want to talk to me, they want to talk to DH. After explaining to them that he's in the middle of the ocean and has no way to contact them they told me we have to wait to register the car until hes in port in Japan and can call them. I sent dh a nasty email while crying because I'm sick of doing everything on my own and ranted about how the lawn needs to be mowed and I don't want to mow the lawn anymore because I can't even register our vehicle.
And I thought I was doing so well with emotions so far this pregnancy lol
Today, I'm crying after watching interviews with the cast and crew of Iron Man from 2008 and how they were hoping it would just be good and maybe they could build on it and then it shows everything that's come from it. And now I need Infinity War to come out.
Me: 33 DH: 38 Married: 1/10/15
1st Pregnancy EDD: 1/1/17 Born 1/10/17 Team Green turned Blue!
2nd Pregnancy EDD: 11/6/18 Born 11/09/18 Baby Boy!
3rd Pregnancy EDD: 12/?/21
Children are like casseroles; it takes a lot to mess them up.
My husband decided to take my 1.5 year old on a trip this weekend to meet up with our good friends. When we talked about maybe taking the trip, going to NYC with a toddler who is constantly in motion seemed exhausting, especially since I’m already exhausted as it is. Hubs happily said he’d take our son so I could have some alone time. I was so super excited for my weekend alone, but of course now I’m sitting here crying feeling like I shouldn’t be missing out on a family trip. I wanted to hop into their cab with my pjs on.
I have cried over everything. Last night I cried when watching an episode of Blackish and the baby took his first steps. I blundered. H was looking at me like I sprouted a second head.
There was an officer in my state that was shot and killed serving a warrant last week. He was a K9 officer and his dog was also shot, but survived after emergency surgery. This morning my town shared a post on FB that was over 600 pictures of the services. There were law enforcement officers from all over the state there, along with surrounding states, such as ME, VT, NH, RI, CT, and NY. I couldn't help but cry looking at all the pictures. I had family that is law enforcement there as well showing their respects so it just hit way too close to home.
Me: 34 DH: 34 Married 10/28/17 Our TTC Journey
TTC #1 February '18 Team Green turned TeamBlue 10/15/18
TTC #2 January '21 BFP June '21 MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C July '21 Jan '22 - started IF testing BFP Jan '22 MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C Feb '22 BFP May '22
@wamam027 I don't know anything about dmv protocols but I wonder if the person you spoke with was 100% up on their policies for active military. My friend just spent 5 hours at the dmv in her new state doing the same thing (obviously not military though) and the person she ended up dealing with directly contradicted the information the dmv manager gave. It just seems like there should be a way for those basic things to get done when someone is unreachable and serving our country. I'm sorry you're dealing with that mess
I am currently crying because I let my PGAL brain get carried away and go on google. My ultrasound looks like the sac is way too small and according to google, you have an 80% chance of muscarriage with a small sac. So now I am freaking out and crying.
@bfpafter4years I'm sure your doctor would have said something if the sac was actually too small!
I know it's hard not to worry (fellow PGAL momma with anxiety here), but try to relax and think about something else. And stay off of Dr. Google if you can. I'm guilty of the same thing, so I know it's hard.
@bfpafter4years google is notorious for causing undue worry! talk to your ob in the morning. try to focus on the fact that you’ve had a couple (a few?) great ultrasounds already until then.
DH got Toy Story 3 for DD. Just watched it for the first time. First, when they all hold hands as they’re about to go into the furnace and then especially when Andy plays with the toys one last time with Bonnie
@lifesabeach85 haha I had to share this picture! this is DS a few years ago he used to get so emotional when he watched Toystory I think it was 2 though.
I'm crying this morning because I updated my app when we found out the sex of LO and when I got my weekly update today it referred to him by name. I'm so excited for another little boy!
MH's cousin posted this to FB yesterday and I think she was intentionally trying to break me https://cv-insight.com/en/facebook/video_ranking/29912887 (you shouldn't need to log into anything to view the video in the link I posted)
ETA: I promise it's worth watching. It's not a bad cry, it's cuteness/sweetness overload.
BFP 3/21/2020! OMG We're having TWINS! 4/17/2020 -------------------------------- LO arrived 11/9/2018! We have a baby! -------------------------------- Me: 33 | DH: 41 Married: March 2016 TTC #1/IUD out January 2017 PCOS dx January 2018 Medicated cycle 2.5mg Letrozole CD3-7 February 2018 BFP 3/10/2018! -------------------------------
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Married 10/28/17
Our TTC Journey
Team Green turned Team Blue 10/15/18
TTC #2 January '21
BFP June '21
MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C July '21
Jan '22 - started IF testing
BFP Jan '22
MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C Feb '22
BFP May '22
Me: 33 DH: 38 Married: 1/10/15
1st Pregnancy EDD: 1/1/17 Born 1/10/17 Team Green turned Blue!
2nd Pregnancy EDD: 11/6/18 Born 11/09/18 Baby Boy!
3rd Pregnancy EDD: 12/?/21
Children are like casseroles; it takes a lot to mess them up.
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LO arrived 11/9/2018! We have a baby!
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Me: 33 | DH: 41
Married: March 2016
TTC #1/IUD out January 2017
PCOS dx January 2018
Medicated cycle 2.5mg Letrozole CD3-7 February 2018
BFP 3/10/2018!
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Married 10/28/17
Our TTC Journey
Team Green turned Team Blue 10/15/18
TTC #2 January '21
BFP June '21
MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C July '21
Jan '22 - started IF testing
BFP Jan '22
MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C Feb '22
BFP May '22
1. Trailer for Megan Leavey
2. Reading an article about a children's book about Harvey Milk
3. Listening to "I Am Woman" by Helen Reddy
4. Realizing I cried three times already.
The other day, we went grocery shopping and took too long, I started to crash. We were waiting on the fried chicken and went to check out with our other stuff so we could just grab the chicken and go. I had no idea where I put my green tea after we paid and just stood by the checkout lane looking like a lost puppy. DH had already gone to the chicken counter. I was about ready to bawl because I NEEDED MY GREEN TEA GOSH DARN IT. It was in the front of the cart, on top.
Me: 33 DH: 38 Married: 1/10/15
1st Pregnancy EDD: 1/1/17 Born 1/10/17 Team Green turned Blue!
2nd Pregnancy EDD: 11/6/18 Born 11/09/18 Baby Boy!
3rd Pregnancy EDD: 12/?/21
Children are like casseroles; it takes a lot to mess them up.
https://youtu.be/yrpkF8zR94M
And I thought I was doing so well with emotions so far this pregnancy lol
Me: 33 DH: 38 Married: 1/10/15
1st Pregnancy EDD: 1/1/17 Born 1/10/17 Team Green turned Blue!
2nd Pregnancy EDD: 11/6/18 Born 11/09/18 Baby Boy!
3rd Pregnancy EDD: 12/?/21
Children are like casseroles; it takes a lot to mess them up.
Me: 33 DH: 38 Married: 1/10/15
1st Pregnancy EDD: 1/1/17 Born 1/10/17 Team Green turned Blue!
2nd Pregnancy EDD: 11/6/18 Born 11/09/18 Baby Boy!
3rd Pregnancy EDD: 12/?/21
Children are like casseroles; it takes a lot to mess them up.
I have cried over everything. Last night I cried when watching an episode of Blackish and the baby took his first steps. I blundered. H was looking at me like I sprouted a second head.
Plus my youngest just started walking, and I'm so emotional about it because my baby isn't a baby anymore.
Married 10/28/17
Our TTC Journey
Team Green turned Team Blue 10/15/18
TTC #2 January '21
BFP June '21
MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C July '21
Jan '22 - started IF testing
BFP Jan '22
MMC/Blighted Ovum that led to D&C Feb '22
BFP May '22
I know it's hard not to worry (fellow PGAL momma with anxiety here), but try to relax and think about something else. And stay off of Dr. Google if you can. I'm guilty of the same thing, so I know it's hard.
● IUI #2: BFP - early M/C
● IUI #3: BFN
● IUI #4: BFN
● IVF/FET #1 (2 transferred): BFP! TWINS!
● FET #2 (1 transferred): BFP! BOY #3!
● Natural #1: BFP - M/C @ 8 weeks
● Natural #2: BFP - M/C @ 5w5d
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DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
@lifesabeach85 haha I had to share this picture! this is DS a few years ago he used to get so emotional when he watched Toystory I think it was 2 though.
I'm crying this morning because I updated my app when we found out the sex of LO and when I got my weekly update today it referred to him by name. I'm so excited for another little boy!
"I died that day!"
Annnnd never ending water works...just remembering the scene makes me tear up!
https://cv-insight.com/en/facebook/video_ranking/29912887
(you shouldn't need to log into anything to view the video in the link I posted)
ETA: I promise it's worth watching. It's not a bad cry, it's cuteness/sweetness overload.
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LO arrived 11/9/2018! We have a baby!
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Me: 33 | DH: 41
Married: March 2016
TTC #1/IUD out January 2017
PCOS dx January 2018
Medicated cycle 2.5mg Letrozole CD3-7 February 2018
BFP 3/10/2018!
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