I am very sad today

samm1983 · January 2009

It's a combination of lots of things. It's freaking cold out, I feel like I have alienated the few friends I have here during the last year......they are all pregnant or just had babies. I feel so left behind and that we will never get there. Like my life is paused on a really sh!tty time and everyone else's is just moving on. Sometimes I feel like I suck at my job. I suddenly have zero motivation to work out and just want to eat greasy food. I am worried that I won't get a BFP this cycle even though I was convinced I would. I feel like a cow today, but called DH to bring home something good....and I don't care. I just feel really heartbroken this week and nobody around me understands it.

shaney06 · January 2009

Ah, sorry hun. Sounds like you need a big hug. <<HUG>>

NiceAsstra · January 2009

I feel exactly like that lately. And not even my H understands.

We get it. You can always talk to us. BIG HUGS!

wntrbride05 · January 2009

(((HUGS))) It is ok to be sad. We all have days like that. I had four friends get pg within two weeks of me the first time and they are all having their babies in the next week. It is hard. I feel like I've lost friends because of it. They don't know how to act around me or in a few cases, I just don't want to hear them complain or talk constantly about their babies.

*jenjen* · January 2009

Oh sweetie, i'm so sorry. ?I completely understand feeling like everything is piling on you at once. ?I've been feeling exactly the same way lately and can't seem to shake it. ?I hate that nobody IRL understands...even family has been disappointing. ?I'm sorry...tell your DH to give you extra hugs tonight...things will turn around for you!