I was due for AF 2 days ago. Tested with a dollar store cheapie Faint BFP. Confirmed next day with FMU on FRER. The line was faint but not a squinter. That night I got period cramps and orange/pink spotting with a little red. I thought oh no. But wait maybe since I have a 12 day Luteal phase this is just implantation bleeding being 14 DPO. Nope. This morning I’m passing blood clots and thick dark red and bright red blood. We have decided to let it run it’s course without medical attention unless there is a medical need. I don’t need to see my hcg levels drop I don’t want to see an empty uterus. We want to try again when I ovulate. But this is hard. My SO is like oh well better luck next time and it’s frustrating that he’s not even effected by our loss. I understand we only knew for a day. But it’s so hard on me. It’s not as hard as when I had my D&C @11weeks
in 2013 but I had 11 weeks to get attached and I didn’t have my rainbow baby girl to hold and love. I feel like I’m being stupid for being so upset over this loss. I’ve bawled my eyes out over a baby I’ve known about for 1 day. I just need some incouraging words from other moms who have been threw chemical pregnancies? Is what I’m feeling normal?