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TW went into my appt today and the baby no longer has a heartbeat.  Devastated can’t even describe how I am feeling end TW I wish all you ladies a happy and healthy 9 months.  Thank you all for all your support. 

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  • What a heartbreaking rollercoaster. Sending you so much love, hugs and healing ❤️ Prayers that we’ll see you back here soon.
    TTC since May 2013
    Mild PCOS, Compound Heterozygous MTHFR
    No Folic acid/pharmaceuticals/supplements (too many to list- private message me if interested), IVIL infusion
    [Deleted User]bpietronicco
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  • I am so sorry to hear this.  Loss is about the most difficult thing a person can go through. Please know that you are not alone, and be good to yourself. ❤
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  • So sorry to hear, prayers that you will be back here again.  Many of us here know how you feel, hope you can make it through and try again. Glad you were able to get pregnant, there are some that don't even make it that far, so hopefully that silver lining will carry you through and next time you will be successful. 
    bpietronicco[Deleted User]
  • Oh @bpietronicco I am so sorry. We were all pulling for you and we still are. Hope to see you back here again soon.  <3
    bpietronicco[Deleted User]
  • I am so so sorry for your loss.
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  • @bpietronicco I'm so sorry. Take care of yourself.

    bpietronicco[Deleted User]
  • I am so sorry for your loss @bpietronicco, thinking of you & your family.
    bpietronicco[Deleted User]
  • I'm so sorry :( 
    [Deleted User]bpietronicco
  • so very sorry for your loss and this unfair roller coaster of IF.   Really hoping you will be back here soon with your miracle!!
    History of TTC in spoiler box
    TTC since 2014
    Unexplained Infertility - but I am 40...Low AMH .30
    7 - IUI (50mg-150mg Clomid) Feb - August 2016 all BFN 
    IVF#1 August 2016 (Antagonist protocol 4/5 eggs) Cancelled cycle :( RE thought I would get at least 10.
    IVF#2 Sept 2016 (microdose luporn pro - disappearing follies, ONLY ONE, convert to IUI) BFN
    IVF#3 November 2016 (4 ER, 3 F,  3DT)-BFP  with TWINS // MC both at almost 10wks  :'( 
    IVF#4 March 2017 //EPP  (10 ER (1 wonky so 9 ER) 7F, 3B (5AB, (2)5BB) PGS tested- ALL abnormal  :'( 
    IVF#5 April 2017 // EPP (7 ER, 7F yes! 6B) 2/5 day 4/6 day - 2 PGS normal! yes!! :)
    IVF#6 May 2017 // Antagonist didn't have time for Estrogen Priming...(4 ER, 3 F, 3B) (5AB, (2) 5BB) 2 PGS normal, yes!! :)
    IVF#7 June 2017 // EPP praying this is it and then on to an FET!

    [Deleted User]bpietronicco
  • So sorry for your loss :(
    [Deleted User]bpietronicco
  • I'm so sorry for your loss.  Please take good care of yourself. 
    History and blog link in spoiler
    2016 - dx with super low ovarian reserve; failed cycle with clomid, failed IUI, 
    2017 - egg retrieval #1 - 3 eggs, 0 embryos appropriate for transfer; ER #2 2 eggs, 0 embryos on day 3; ER #3 1 egg 0 embryos
    moved to donor egg in summer 2017; 35 eggs retrieved; 19 fertilized; 9 total embryos
    Fresh transfer Dec 2017= BFP!  baby boy born 8/22/18

    May 2019 - surprise natural pregnancy ended in MC
    Nov 2019 FET; MC at 9 weeks
    May 2020 FET; BFN
    July 2020 FET; CP treated with methotrexate
    Oct 2020 BFP! 

    Take a look at my blog

    [Deleted User]bpietronicco
  • @bpietronicco such heartbreaking news.  I’m know there are no words that can make it better but know you are not alone.  Any life no matter how short makes an impact on the world and probably the greatest impact to their mother.  My heart aches for you and I hope that one day you can find comfort through your loss and the strength to one day try again.  (hugs)

    Me:38 DW:33 
    TTC History in Spoiler ***Trigger Warning*** Losses/Child Mentioned 
    Dx: My wife has no sperm  :D and apparently my embryos aren't as good as they look

     * April IUI#1 - BFN
     * June IUI#2 - BFN
     * July IUI#3 - CP  :'(
     * Sept IVF#1 - 4 Retrieved & Mature, 4 Blasts.  Fresh Transfer 1  - CP  :'(
     * November FET #1 - Transferred 1 Blast - CP  :'(
    2017 Switched REs - Recurrent loss testing for me - all normal, remaining 2 frosties sent for PGS - both abnormal
     * April/May IVF#2:  9 retrieved, 8 mature, 7 fertilized, 7 blasts!  Sent for testing - 2PGS Normals (0 remaining)
     * November IVF #3 12R, 8M, 6F, 4 blasts! - All 4 PGS normal!
     * November FET# 2 (Transfer a PGS normal from IVF#2) - BFP!!!
    2018 DD born 8/20/18
    2019 5PGS frosties ( 4 remaining)
      * September FET#3 (1PGS normal) - Beta#1: 139.7  Beta#2: 322.6

    [Deleted User]bpietronicco
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