1. Not new. Three early losses in 2017. 2. TWW, CD 18. 3. Rant: I feel like I’m getting another UTI. I’m getting one about every other month and nothing works to prevent them. It’s so freaking annoying. Rave: 4-day work week, ya’ll. 4. I generally disdain people who buy into conspiracy theories, but I occasionally indulge in the TV show “Ancient Aliens” so I can’t really talk.
1. Introduce yourself (if new) not new 3 losses since 8/2016 2. Status? TWW 12DPO 3. Rants/Raves: 4 day work week for me too @cassafrass15 but it feels like Monday and I hate them! 4. GTKY: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? If so, which ones? Nope
Not New - I think I'm still WTO CD19. I don't opk anymore.
I had a consultation today with our new OB. She seemed really nice and
knowledgeable, more so than my last OB. Like everyone else said there's
no reason I can't get pregnant. She said at the age of 35 your chances
drop a little but she said mine wouldn't because my AMH is so good.
Basically my next step is clomid monitored with the RE. She suggested I
do CD5-9 and to ease my mind have a pregnancy blood test prior to
taking it. I explained my concern for late implantation. She said the
blood test is more accurate than the urine test. So the more I think
about it I think I'm ok starting it in Feb.
School is out today because of negative wind chills so we are thinking of seeing a movie this afternoon. I'm also feeling negative thoughts come back to my brain regarding TTC cause I'm thinking about it more now so I need to not and keep the positive outlook going because life is good.
2. WTO CD17 3. R/R: I have a headache and it won't go away. Also, it's really cold outside and I just want to go home and wrap myself in blankets on the couch. 4. Ew. No.
2. CD 3. Waiting for u/s on CD 14 and if everything is good, FET Feb 1st 3. I've had a migraine on and off since Sunday night. I hate AF. 4. Nope. Being a scientist, my brain tends to reject anything that doesn't accompany a good amount of empirical evidence.
Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN May 17: IUI #2 = BFN Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies) Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201 Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715
U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125! EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
1. Introduce yourself (if new) not new. 2 MC in July and November.
2. Status? WTO CD 16.
3. Rants/Raves: I’m really hoping that I ovulate this week, because DH is going away on Saturday for a work trip for 4 days, so I’m afraid I’ll miss FW if I don’t ovulate before then.
4. GTKY: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? If so, which ones? nope, I don’t believe in things not supported by facts.
Sounds like things are slow this week with everyone.
@vlagrl29 glad your new ob seems good! It’s hard not to let the negative thoughts creep in sometimes, so like you said, keep focusing on the positive stuff going for you!
@cassafrass15 So sorry about another UTI! That's strange that you get them so often. Hope it goes away quickly. @vlagrl29 Did you end up seeing a movie? That's great that your doctor is working with you to get an extra blood test before you start Clomid. @acciocoffee Will you get to relax and cuddle up under some blankets when you get home tonight? @tosh24 FX for your u/s and a February FET! Hope your migraine goes away soon.
1. Introduce yourself (if new) - sort of new, joined the board a few weeks ago. 3 early losses since August of 2017. 2. Status? TWW, 3 or 4 dpo (not temping this cycle for sanity's sake) 3. Rants/Raves: My first RE appointment is on Monday! For now I'm just looking forward to that. Although I'm not excited about filling out the pages and pages of paperwork in advance! Another rave, I have a 3-day work week because of the holiday yesterday, plus I had to stay home today *TW-kid* because my daughter is sick. *end TW* 4. GTKY: Nope!
@vlagrl29 I am glad you had such a good and productive meeting. I think that's smart to do bw to double check before you start the clomid to address your concerns. @tosh24 Ugh! Sorry about the migraine! So excited for your FET! @acciocoffee It's snowing here and we are a "panic because white stuff is falling from the sky" type of city so I'm home working/goofing off which is great. @pumpkinpancake Fx you O soon! @offtoneverland Let us know how your RE appt goes! You probably know this but ask how you can ask more questions - like do they have a portal?
1. Introduce yourself (if new) Not new, 3 first tri losses. 2. Status? WTO 3. Rants/Raves: I'm home for the afternoon due to snow so I'm kind of psyched about that. I have a monitoring appt tomorrow and I'm very curious to know what my ovaries are doing. 4. GTKY: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? If so, which ones? Not in general, but I watched a lot of X-Files as a kid and I do think there just have to be extraterrestrial life out there in the universe. Have they visited us? Mmm, I don't know for sure but I wouldn't be surprised.
@zamora_spin@pumpkinpancake@offtoneverland - she didn't see how clomid could hurt an embryo cause it's mainly estrogen? I think it is a good idea to go ahead and have the extra blood work done before I take it. Though I know for me implantation doesn't happen until after CD5. So I'm basically going to pray nothing bad will happen once I start taking it. The OB thought I should do letrozole instead cause it won't thin your lining but I told her the RE was going to prescribe me some vag inserts to take to support it for a week. Also told her RE said letrozole can cause birth defects if taken while pregnant. I also don't want this process dragging on and on and I just dont think I'd want medicated cycles every other month - it could drag out all freaking year!
@zamora_spin Thank you for the advice! I actually never would have thought of that, and it's an excellent question to ask. Adding it to my list. I hope you had a relaxing afternoon at home. GL at the appointment tomorrow. I'll be anxiously awaiting your update!
1. Not new 2. ~4 DPO, cd 18. This is going to be an agonizingly long TWW. 3. Rant: So here’s the downside of not drinking- I had an acquaintance ask if I was pg yesterday at a social gathering. He’s not the most socially graceful person, so I tried to cut him some slack- he was just trying to take an interest in my life- but argh I was pretty pissed off. Such an invasive question. Rave: I have less than a month until my RE appointment! Of course, I hope I have to cancel it if I luck out this month. I’m trying not to get my hopes up but I sort of am right now. 4. No, not really. @zamora_spin I hope there are (nice) extraterrestrials out there, too. I watched a lot of X Files as a kid also- it’d be kind of sad if there’s nothing else out there.
@lin0442 - yea for the RE appt. I hope you don't need it either. I had mine last week and ever since I'm questioning myself "why am I still doing this" - like I just want to stop all together. I should be excited.
2. Status? CD 13. WTO. 3.
Rants/Raves: Glad for a short week. Not much going on. 4.
GTKY: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? If so, which ones? Eh, not really. Agreed that
I enjoyed watching some X Files and some ancient aliens.
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks) MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks) MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP) RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017 MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP) RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017 MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023. Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing. Surgery for endometriosis January 2024 Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months.
FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)
Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.
@lin0442 That's the worst! I'm sorry he put you on the spot like that. I wish people would just stop asking anyone if they are pregnant. You are either going to hurt their feelings or make them share something they weren't ready to share. There is literally no good outcome. FX you get to cancel your appointment! @dpjennifer Your GIF makes me wish our fireplace worked.
1. Introduce yourself (if new) not new EP at 9 weeks followed by lap surgery, left tube removed. 2. Status? TWW CD 19 3. Rants/Raves: I'm about ready to strangle MH. He keeps going crazy and buying furniture before our house has even been built. It's making me really mad. He came home with the ugliest desk ever. I don't even want to get into it but it's cheeto orange teak. Everything in our house is going to be grey and dark wood. Rave:he got the dining table I had been drooling over. I managed to get one thing I wanted lol 4. GTKY: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? If so, which ones? I don't necessarily believe any conspiracy theories but I find them really fun to read. My favorite is the Bernstein bears one.
@galactickates I neeeed a picture of the cheeto orange desk. Pretty please? Is he going to keep it or did you make him return it? I've never heard of the Berenstein bears conspiracy theory. I just looked it up but the article is too long and I don't feel like reading it right now. @lin0442 I'm sorry about your coworker's question. That's the worst! I guess it's nice that he was trying to take interest; some people just don't know how hurtful that question can be. I understand your wishes that you won't end up needing your RE appointment after all. My appointment is coming up and I've been feeling the same way. GL at your appointment!
1. Introduce yourself (if new) Not brand new, but newish. Second week back on the boards.
2. Status? Benched (by myself. Lol) as we wait for some more answers/guidance about recent results. WTO CD 3
3. Rants/Raves: Rant: We just had our fifth snow day this week... we’ll be in school until July at this rate. Two were actually due to power outages and not snow when we had a crazy storm in November but they still count so puke to that.
Rave: RE appt is in four days! I am so nervous... and hopeful and excited and scared and guarded. I'm all over the place but so glad it's finally almost here.
4. Nah
@vlagrl29 glad the doctor will give you a blood test. It's always nice when they will try to help ease your mind and not withhold things just because they "aren't necessary."
@lin0442 I just gave up drinking and am dreading that question, too. I agree times a million with @acciocoffee - there is no good way to respond to that question so WHY do people ask it!?!?
@ccvslp - I'm doing better mentally. I sure have been thinking about the worst possible situations with our next TTC steps and realizing I've been trying to control this situation so I won't get hurt anymore. So I'm working on slowly letting go of that and opening the possibility of positive thoughts and positive things that can happen. In the meantime really enjoy life cause that's what's important. GL at your RE appt.
@galactickates@offtoneverland OMG. I looked up the Bearenst(a)ein Bears theory. Wow. I totally remember it as the Berenstein Bears, but apparently it is the Bearenstain Bears and to some people that is proof that we are all either living in the Matrix/there are parallel timelines or universes. Mind blown. Apparently there are several other details out in the world - like some people claim that Nelson Mandela died in prison and he did not - that are similar, large numbers of people are CONFIDENT of some other variation of the truth. Here are some of the examples, it's actually called the Mandela Effect: https://www.theodysseyonline.com/examples-mandela-effect-that-will-ruin-your-life
@zamora_spin!!! Me too!! That's why I typed it the way that I did to see if anyone would correct me! I even tried to find my old books! That might be the only one I believe because it happened to me lol.I find those conspiracy theories fascinating. @offtoneverland I don't know how I didn't see your response. @zamora_spin summed up the theory perfectly. And of course I'll send a picture! It's in pieces right now in our living room but I'll see if I can find the Craigs list ad.
Me: 35 H: 35 Married: 4/5/13 "You know that place between sleep and awake, that place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting." ~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #1: 11/12/12 EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13 BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18 BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18 RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28 BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022
Re: TTCAL week of 1/15
1. Not new. Three early losses in 2017.
2. TWW, CD 18.
3. Rant: I feel like I’m getting another UTI. I’m getting one about every other month and nothing works to prevent them. It’s so freaking annoying. Rave: 4-day work week, ya’ll.
4. I generally disdain people who buy into conspiracy theories, but I occasionally indulge in the TV show “Ancient Aliens” so I can’t really talk.
2. Status? TWW 12DPO
3. Rants/Raves: 4 day work week for me too @cassafrass15 but it feels like Monday and I hate them!
4. GTKY: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? If so, which ones? Nope
2. WTO CD 11.
3. R/R: feeling very content today!
4. Nope
@cassafrass15 sorry about the UTIs!
I had a consultation today with our new OB. She seemed really nice and knowledgeable, more so than my last OB. Like everyone else said there's no reason I can't get pregnant. She said at the age of 35 your chances drop a little but she said mine wouldn't because my AMH is so good. Basically my next step is clomid monitored with the RE. She suggested I do CD5-9 and to ease my mind have a pregnancy blood test prior to taking it. I explained my concern for late implantation. She said the blood test is more accurate than the urine test. So the more I think about it I think I'm ok starting it in Feb.
School is out today because of negative wind chills so we are thinking of seeing a movie this afternoon. I'm also feeling negative thoughts come back to my brain regarding TTC cause I'm thinking about it more now so I need to not and keep the positive outlook going because life is good.
I don't really believe in conspiracy theories.
3. R/R: I have a headache and it won't go away. Also, it's really cold outside and I just want to go home and wrap myself in blankets on the couch.
4. Ew. No.
3. I've had a migraine on and off since Sunday night. I hate AF.
4. Nope. Being a scientist, my brain tends to reject anything that doesn't accompany a good amount of empirical evidence.
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
2. Status? WTO CD 16.
3. Rants/Raves: I’m really hoping that I ovulate this week, because DH is going away on Saturday for a work trip for 4 days, so I’m afraid I’ll miss FW if I don’t ovulate before then.
4. GTKY: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? If so, which ones? nope, I don’t believe in things not supported by facts.
Sounds like things are slow this week with everyone.
@cassafrass15 hope you’re not getting a uti.
@vlagrl29 glad your new ob seems good! It’s hard not to let the negative thoughts creep in sometimes, so like you said, keep focusing on the positive stuff going for you!
@vlagrl29 Did you end up seeing a movie? That's great that your doctor is working with you to get an extra blood test before you start Clomid.
@acciocoffee Will you get to relax and cuddle up under some blankets when you get home tonight?
@tosh24 FX for your u/s and a February FET! Hope your migraine goes away soon.
1. Introduce yourself (if new) - sort of new, joined the board a few weeks ago. 3 early losses since August of 2017.
2. Status? TWW, 3 or 4 dpo (not temping this cycle for sanity's sake)
3. Rants/Raves: My first RE appointment is on Monday! For now I'm just looking forward to that. Although I'm not excited about filling out the pages and pages of paperwork in advance! Another rave, I have a 3-day work week because of the holiday yesterday, plus I had to stay home today *TW-kid* because my daughter is sick. *end TW*
4. GTKY: Nope!
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
@tosh24 Ugh! Sorry about the migraine! So excited for your FET!
@acciocoffee It's snowing here and we are a "panic because white stuff is falling from the sky" type of city so I'm home working/goofing off which is great.
@pumpkinpancake Fx you O soon!
@offtoneverland Let us know how your RE appt goes! You probably know this but ask how you can ask more questions - like do they have a portal?
1. Introduce yourself (if new) Not new, 3 first tri losses.
2. Status? WTO
3. Rants/Raves: I'm home for the afternoon due to snow so I'm kind of psyched about that. I have a monitoring appt tomorrow and I'm very curious to know what my ovaries are doing.
4. GTKY: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? If so, which ones? Not in general, but I watched a lot of X-Files as a kid and I do think there just have to be extraterrestrial life out there in the universe. Have they visited us? Mmm, I don't know for sure but I wouldn't be surprised.
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
2. ~4 DPO, cd 18. This is going to be an agonizingly long TWW.
3. Rant: So here’s the downside of not drinking- I had an acquaintance ask if I was pg yesterday at a social gathering. He’s not the most socially graceful person, so I tried to cut him some slack- he was just trying to take an interest in my life- but argh I was pretty pissed off. Such an invasive question.
Rave: I have less than a month until my RE appointment! Of course, I hope I have to cancel it if I luck out this month. I’m trying not to get my hopes up but I sort of am right now.
4. No, not really. @zamora_spin I hope there are (nice) extraterrestrials out there, too. I watched a lot of X Files as a kid also- it’d be kind of sad if there’s nothing else out there.
2. Status? CD 13. WTO.
3. Rants/Raves: Glad for a short week. Not much going on.
4. GTKY: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? If so, which ones? Eh, not really. Agreed that I enjoyed watching some X Files and some ancient aliens.
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023.
Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months.
FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)
Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.
FET #2: September 2024 (failed)
FET #3: December 2024 (failed)
#BitterHagPartyOf1
@dpjennifer Your GIF makes me wish our fireplace worked.
2. Status? TWW CD 19
3. Rants/Raves: I'm about ready to strangle MH. He keeps going crazy and buying furniture before our house has even been built. It's making me really mad. He came home with the ugliest desk ever. I don't even want to get into it but it's cheeto orange teak. Everything in our house is going to be grey and dark wood. Rave:he got the dining table I had been drooling over. I managed to get one thing I wanted lol
4. GTKY: Do you believe in any conspiracy theories? If so, which ones?
I don't necessarily believe any conspiracy theories but I find them really fun to read. My favorite is the Bernstein bears one.
@lin0442 I'm sorry about your coworker's question. That's the worst! I guess it's nice that he was trying to take interest; some people just don't know how hurtful that question can be. I understand your wishes that you won't end up needing your RE appointment after all. My appointment is coming up and I've been feeling the same way. GL at your appointment!
DD1: 8/2014
TTC #2: 6/2017
BFP 8/3/2017 | CP 8/4
BFP 10/16/2017 | CP 10/21
BFP 12/18/2017 | CP 12/28
BFP 2/15/2018 | EDD: November 2nd | It's a girl!
DD2: 10/2018
2. Status? Benched (by myself. Lol) as we wait for some more answers/guidance about recent results. WTO CD 3
3. Rants/Raves:
Rant: We just had our fifth snow day this week... we’ll be in school until July at this rate. Two were actually due to power outages and not snow when we had a crazy storm in November but they still count so puke to that.
Rave: RE appt is in four days! I am so nervous... and hopeful and excited and scared and guarded. I'm all over the place but so glad it's finally almost here.
4. Nah
@vlagrl29 glad the doctor will give you a blood test. It's always nice when they will try to help ease your mind and not withhold things just because they "aren't necessary."
@lin0442 I just gave up drinking and am dreading that question, too. I agree times a million with @acciocoffee - there is no good way to respond to that question so WHY do people ask it!?!?
Married: 4/5/13
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
~Peter Pan
*TW*
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022