I'm new here--just getting my feet wet again with thebump as my DH and I are starting to think about baby numero dos. My son is 17 months, and we have had this month bookmarked for a very long time for when we would "remove the goalie" as they say, haha
Well, we jumped the gun a couple weeks ago out of impulse and I'm seriously starting to feel bouts of panic and anxiety swell over me. We have discussed at length wanting to have two children close in age, having a big family, etc--but for whatever reason I'm starting to break out in a cold sweat thinking about the idea of being pregnant again. Having our lives flip upside down and backwards, again. Time has flown by so damn quickly since LO was first born, and I can't believe we're here again--part of me wants to just shut it down for a few more months and just enjoy our lives together. SO many emotions and thoughts running through my head and its making me second, third, and fourth guess our logic and reasoning for trying again at this point in time.
Anyone else been in the same boat?? Am I crazy? Is it normal to feel this way when TTC #2?