Nov '16: TI Clomid- 2 Follicles, BFN |
Dec '17: IUI Clomid- 1 Follicle, BFN |
Jan '17: TI Clomid - 1 Follicle, BFN |
Feb '17: IUI Clomid - 1Follicle, BFN |
Mar '17: IUI Inject - Canceled (Cyst) |
Jun '17: IVF Antagonist, 13ER, 10Fert (5ICSI, 5Nat) - No Blasts, 1 D5T, BFN |
Sep '17: IVF Antagonist, 14 ER, 4 Fert (All ICSI) - 2 D3T, BFN |
Nov '17: IUI Inject - 4 Follicles, BFN |
Dec '17: Laparoscopy Endo - Neg (No Endo) |
Feb '18: IUI Inject - 4 Follicles, BFN |
June '18: IUI Inject - 5 Follicles, BFP -> CP |
Aug '18: IUI Inject - 1 Follicle, BFP -> Ectopic |
Sep '18: IUI Inject - 7 Follicles, No Trigger, Missed O, BFN |
Currently on BCP to gear up for Nov '18 IUI |
Re: No Blastocysts IVF - D5 Transfer (New to Board)
It was definitely hard for me to get over these struggles and I think the best advice I can give you is to let yourself cry and never give up and of course, always lean on your DH for support. (And get a puppy, they can really help in the worst of times and give you a bit of distraction) That's how I made it through the toughest of days and the toughest decision of my life- to accept that donor eggs were my answer to having my family.
TW the donor eggs worked and I am currently about 13 weeks pregnant with twins and one more good quality embryo in the freezer to hopefully completely my family. EndTW
If you continue to struggle and need support, reach out. We are all here for you.
31 is still very young, so you still have your age. I think there's still hope for you and i have faith that with a tweak in your protocol, your eggs will do better. I've read a lot of people having success with IVF alongside acupuncture. That maybe something that's worth a try. They are generally $80-90 per session and can increase your success of IVF by sometimes 40% depending on the study. IVF is so expensive to begin with that anything to increase your chances maybe worth looking into.
Also, it maybe a good idea to do some research through books. I just got my order for "making babies-a proven 3 months program for maximum fertility" in the mail and it has a lot of good information and suggestions. Also, the reviews are great for "It starts with the egg"-this book is mostly on how to improve egg quality for IVF and is all backed up by research and not theories. Both books are less than $10 a piece. The one i ordered was only $2.95. It maybe worth a browse.
We are all here to lend a ear when you need it. Hugs
Age: 32 DH: 35
natural pregnancy DD 2012 TTC #2 since 2014
9/2015 chemical pregnancy
Initial workup:
AMH: 0.898 ng/ml
Antral Follicle Count: 5
FSH day 3: 6.56 mIU/ml
LH day 3: 5.24 mIU/ml
Estradiol day 3: 46.75 pg/ml
IUI 1-4 BFN
IVF #1 After ovulation was confirmed with progesterone levels on CD19. Cetrotide ½ dose X4 doses and minivelle was started CD 20 to continue through stim. Upon AF, started follistim 150 bid and menopur 75 bid on CD3. Started cetrotide 1 dose when biggest follicle reached 13mm. Retrieved 4 eggs out of 12 follicles, 2 PGS normal, FET #1 9/14/18 BFP beta#1 10dp6dt 369, 12dp6dt 1210
Age: 32 DH: 35
natural pregnancy DD 2012 TTC #2 since 2014
9/2015 chemical pregnancy
Initial workup:
AMH: 0.898 ng/ml
Antral Follicle Count: 5
FSH day 3: 6.56 mIU/ml
LH day 3: 5.24 mIU/ml
Estradiol day 3: 46.75 pg/ml
IUI 1-4 BFN
IVF #1 After ovulation was confirmed with progesterone levels on CD19. Cetrotide ½ dose X4 doses and minivelle was started CD 20 to continue through stim. Upon AF, started follistim 150 bid and menopur 75 bid on CD3. Started cetrotide 1 dose when biggest follicle reached 13mm. Retrieved 4 eggs out of 12 follicles, 2 PGS normal, FET #1 9/14/18 BFP beta#1 10dp6dt 369, 12dp6dt 1210
I second the suggestion to read "It starts with the egg"; My first IVF round I had 5-6 follicles (no eggs because I ovulated early). Before our second IVF (2 months later) I took all the supplements recommended in the book for those doing IVF with diminished egg quality and our second round was WAY more successful. Previously my left ovary wasn't responding, but the second time I had 2-3 follicles on that side (same med protocol). My RE retrieved 13 eggs total the second time, which was a shock compared to what I had the first round.
We're dealing with poor sperm quality, but I remember reading somewhere that good egg quality can compensate for poor sperm and repair damaged sperm DNA. I truely think the supplements I took helped out fertilization rate and embryo quality too.
I know this doesn't help you much with this cycle, but don't despair. Quality is more important than quantity, and I often seen better % of fertilization with women who have retrieved fewer eggs on these boards. Jump into the Sept IVF thread!
MFI (High DNA Fragmentation) & Mild endometriosis
Aug 2016 - May 2017 6 IUI's with letrozole - BFN
April 2017 - laparoscopy to remove mild endo
June 2017 - Mini IVF letrozole 12.5mg, Gonal-F 75IU - Cancelled early ovulation, no eggs retrieved.
Aug/Sept 2017 - Mini IVF letrozole 12.5mg, Gonal-F 75IU, cetrotide - 13 eggs retrieved, 11 mature
5 eggs ICSI'd 6 eggs frozen - 1 day 5 blast transfered, 2 expanded blast frozen - BFP!
May 2018 - Baby girl born - Our Joy
TTC #2 since July 2019
July 2019 - FET - BFN
Jan 2020 - FET - canceled due to family health issues
Mar 2020 - FET - low beta - chemical pregnancy
July 2020 - ICSI'd remaining 6 eggs - 3 fertilized - 2 survived to early blast stage, transfered both - Chemical Pregnancy
I've found that to stay sane during this process you need to remember the things that made you happy before you started the grueling process of IF treatment, and go back to those things when you suffer a setback or are feeling particularly frustrated or down. Otherwise it's too easy to get caught up in this and forget to appreciate what is good in your life.
Examples: We just had a huge setback (cancelled donor egg cycle) so DH and I decide to take a weekend getaway to go hiking and camping. [MC ment] When I had my first MC, I went and visited my sister's family; spending time playing with my little niece and nephews, who I am close to, really helped because it's something that has always brought me joy. I've gotten back into yoga as that is something I've always loved and quit doing when I started IF treatment. Those types of things, little things that I have always loved, make me happy regardless of what other crazy IF things are happening.
Good luck to you. I have no answers, but wish you the best.
While I have lower AMH for my age (29), it appears my real issue is egg quality. Once we found the right protocol for me on the third IVF (also at a new clinic), I was able to get 8 mature eggs, and we had 6 good ones on day 3. From day 3 to 5, all arrested but two. They were early blasts on day 5 (not yet gradeable) and neither stuck. My RE doesn't know why I have egg quality issues. I have stage 2 endo, and slightly elevated thryoid antibodies (which if they are too high, they can attack the ovaries I guess), but nothing is bad enough that it should have impacted anything really. After 3 failed IVFs in 6 months, we made the difficult decision to go to donor eggs. I really don't think you are there yet though, and with your numbers, i think you will be able to find the golden egg! Estrogen priming is supposed to help with quality, so really hoping this IVF has been results for yoU!
Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN
June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze ), BFN
May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline
Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid
Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues
Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
Back for # 2!
@rachel2107 I'm so happy to hear you have good news now- twins is amazing! It sounds like your situation with limited viable eggs for transfer was very similar to mine. I think thats so hard because your not sure what you could be doing differently especially when your younger. I'm so glad to hear a donor egg was the right path for you. Your comment on getting a dog made me laugh. I have a very sweet cuddly cat right now but I'm open to a dog so I will breach the subject with DH tonight. Maybe we can even foster one for a bit.
@babyhopeful442 Thank you so much for your kind words. They were uplifting and your absolutely right that these pages have really given me a sense of community in the past few days. I did start acupuncture last month and I love it!! It is such a great recommendation, I wish I had started sooner. I think because of the additional cost I was hesitant but just having someone who specializes in fertility, who listens to me and helps me relax has been a big help. I'm a big reader so I will download the books you recommended. My eggs have always seemed to be good quality but at my last appointment my doctor mentioned the results I had could be due to egg quality so if there is anything I can do differently to help improve this I will. Thank you again!
ReesaAnne16 Thank you for the book recommendation. I love that an egg could help compensate for poor quality sperm. Right now we don't know if the egg or the sperm is the problem so anything I can do I will. Also my acupuncturist told me tonight exactly what you did- quality is more important than quantity. I wish my doctor had said that when I was crying in the exam room lol, but it is so good to hear that from you and my acupuncturists. It makes me feel less pressure to cancel or change protocol which is where my mind was going last night. Thank you again and congrats on your BFP!
@dragonette505 Thank you- I think you're absolutely right. All cycles are different- it's good to understand your situation as well that reflects that. I'm also glad to hear you had more from your first to second monitoring so fingers crossed for tomorrow's appointment. Just to clarify, my doctor wasn't surprised with the lower follicles this cycle. The surprise was from the previous cycle when I had no blastocysts and very specific results with the ICSI vs. non- ICSI eggs. I don't think she's had a situation in a very long time with no blasts (@ age 30) and certainly not one where it was so distinct in the groups of ICSI vs. non. Thank you again for your words and support. I will join that September cycle post!
@ChiTown16 I think thats the hardest part. Feeling hopelessness, then allowing yourself to hope secretly, only for disappointment. I'm so sorry to hear that you had a recent setback with your donor cycle. That has got to be so painful. It's funny that you mention spending time with your niece and nephew because, when I get to see my nieces and nephews, I feel the exact same. Something about playing with kids that are so carefree helps you cheer up and take your mind off things. You don't focus so much on the bad. A big part of my life before all of this was sports/running. Thats been hard for me as well because you can't really do strenuous activity so I'm missing that piece that used to keep me whole. I think I need to find an activity that isn't too rigorous but that as you said made me happy before all of this started!
@JamieH2000 I'm so sorry you have had such difficult results, I can't even imagine going through that many cycles in such a short amount of time. It must have been all encompassing. How did you know you had endo? Did you do a laparoscopy My doctor can't see anything but based on my symptoms it's certainly a possibility but I haven't made that decision yet. I think your right that changing protocol could make a difference and I guess either way if it is successful or not, I'll get more information. Best of luck to you and thank you for your support and thoughtful words.
Thank you ladies again- you have seriously lifted me up on one of my darkest nights. XO
Diagnosis: Unexplained
2 IVFs, 8 IUIs (2 Clomid, 6 Injectables)
Diagnosis: Unexplained
2 IVFs, 8 IUIs (2 Clomid, 6 Injectables)
Diagnosis: Unexplained
2 IVFs, 8 IUIs (2 Clomid, 6 Injectables)