It was truly nice starting to get to know all of you. As some of you know, last week my US showed that the fetus was too small (measuring 5w, should have been over 7w). A follow up US today showed no change - so mc confirmed.. I just want you all to know how lucky you all are, especially those of you who have more than one child. It took us 13 months and thousands of dollars in fertility treatments to get this pregnancy and now it's gone in a split second. I know we'll get back up on the horse (so to speak) and just keep trying, but its been a massive blow to my confidence and positivity So I just want every one of you to truly and completely cherish your little miracles.
I really do wish you all the best, and I hope I'll be able to join another birth month board in the not too distant future
Me: 26, DH: 26 TTC #1 since July 2016 Dx: PCOS, on Metformin since Feb 2017
@tops-2 I'm so very sorry for your loss and for all you've been through to get to this point. Thinking of you and your family and sending all my best thoughts your way for the future.
I'm so very sorry this happened to you. I know how devistatingly hard fertility treatments can be on both spirit and finances. I wish you peace and future success. Take care of yourself and your family.
@tops-2 I'm so sorry for your loss. I know what it's like to mc on top the struggle of fertility treatments. Take care of yourself and take it one day at a time. Good luck with future treatments!
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Married April 9, 2011
TTC since October 2011
Me 34, DH 40
IUI #5 w/ Tamoxifen+Ovidrel+Acupuncture Oct 24, 2014-->BFP!!! EDD July 17, 2015. Panorama=low risk...and it's a GIRL! DD born July 10, 2015 -------------------------------------------------------- Trying for baby #2! IUI #1 w/ Tamoxifen+Ovidrel+Acupuncture July 10, 2017-->BFP!!! EDD Apr 2, 2018. Panorama=low risk...and another GIRL!
I am so sorry for your loss. I also understand what it's like to spend so much money on treatments just to end in a miscarriage. My thoughts are with you.
@tops-2 I'm so sorry for your loss. Any loss is devastating but especially after such a long journey. Take the time you need to heal emotionally and physically. Best wishes in the future!
@tops-2 what a crushing disappointment. I am so so sorry for your loss. The financial outlay, I'm sure was not easy to take, but all that stored up hope must be having a toll as well. Please take time for yourself in the coming weeks. I think we all pressure ourselves to get the hell back on the horse when a little self-compassion would be well worth the effort. Big hugs!
Re: TW...
Started Dating: 2003 Married: 2013
Started TTC August 2016
BFP: 2/1/17 MC: 2/8/17
BFP: 3/8/17 MMC: 5/1/17
BFP: 7/23/17 EDD: 4/5/18
BFP: 2/27/20
Married: 10/3/15
TTC: May 2017
BFP: 7/20/17
EDD: 3/29/18
Married April 9, 2011
TTC since October 2011
Me 34, DH 40
IUI #5 w/ Tamoxifen+Ovidrel+Acupuncture Oct 24, 2014-->BFP!!! EDD July 17, 2015. Panorama=low risk...and it's a GIRL!
DD born July 10, 2015
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Trying for baby #2!
IUI #1 w/ Tamoxifen+Ovidrel+Acupuncture July 10, 2017-->BFP!!! EDD Apr 2, 2018. Panorama=low risk...and another GIRL!
Eden: February 8, 2016
Ivy: April 3, 2018
Baby 3.0: Due September 26, 2020
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Together: 11/2008, married: 3/2014
DH: Type 1 Diabetes, (dx 4/15) Celiac Disease (dx 11/14), Treatment induced Neuropathy of Diabetes (dx 7/15)
DH SA: 11/16: low count and low motility
DH SA: 12/16: borderline low, count and motility
1/20/17: BFP, 1/24/17: CP
5/17:low AMH (0.89)
6/17: first IUI cycle, 50 mg clomid + ovidrel + IUI: 2 follies, BFN (count 58 million, 97% motility)
7/17: second IUI, 2.5 letrozole, OPK, IUI: 1 follie, BFN (count 9.5 million swimming- dont know percentage)
8/17: third IUI, 5.0 letrozole,