Short & Sweet

GridIronGrrl34 · July 2017

Hey ladies,

I know I haven't posted much in here. I posted in the intro thread and maybe once or twice elsewhere. But that doesn't mean I haven't been reading everything all the time

. I guess I didn't post much because I just in my gut didn't feel like this pregnancy was real...

As it turns out, my mommy intuition was right. My BFP's kept getting lighter and lighter and I just knew something was wrong. I started bleeding Friday and got in to my doc for a blood draw. Confirmed today: a chemical pregnancy.

I can't say I'm surprised... Like I said, my intuition told me this wasn't real. But despite that, I am very sad.

All is not lost, however. Hubby and I had decided we were ok with one child. And then this surprise BFP happened and it opened up the conversation again... we have decided that despite our age, we're going to give it a try for another baby. So in a way, this was a blessing. We will be giving it our all for the next 3 months so that we won't have regrets later.

So with a heavy heart, I am leaving the group. But I truly wish each and every one of you a H&H 9 months and a lifetime of happiness with your new bundle of joy.

As for me... I am going to check out "TTGP" and will hopefully be joining a new birth month group.

I wish you all well.

Gridirongrrl (Adrienne)