June FET

colette18 · June 2017

@momma6angels11 i just tested today, 4dp5dt. couldn't wait any longer..im not sure if I see two lines...took 3tests and they all look the same...thoughts?

momma6angels11 · June 2017

@colette18 i definitely see the 2 lines on all three!! Congratulations!! I cant wait until our betas!! Im so happy for our june fet group!! But if it makes you feel more confident..i would get a first response early result test and test with that as the lines will most likely be darker..

i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake · June 2017

colette18 - I see TWO lines as well! Congrats!!!

Cowboycorgi · June 2017

@colette18, Congrats! I see 2 pink line on all three!!

Hopeful_mom · June 2017

@colette18, The fact that ur so early its amazing u can see anything - but they are there! congrats hope it gets darker!!

@cowboycorgi funny you ask that question I thought everyone went to the PAIF boards...maybe that explains why i lost some names along the way. I thought it was strange people being so invested over here and then falling off...didn't realize ppl went to other areas.

Stairbear its out of concern that I even sad anything on the exercising. It sounds like you're super fit already and i'm sure you'll get right back at it when you can. You've worked so hard to get here, enjoy it!!

***TW*** Some of u asked and my results r in and sux!! So read at your own risk!

Hi ladies been a rough day for me! PGS Results came back and they straight up suck! 2 out of the 3 embryos are abnormal and the 3rd had no DNA...meaning theres an error and need to retest it, IF I want to. I have to dethaw the embryo and do the process and cost again. AND have to hope the egg survives all of it. You wanna talk about feeling so discouraged, today would be that day! How do 3 "perfect looking" embabies come back bad.
Yes I know I have normies waiting, but do I, cause science is always right. Have I been crying all day and a basket case, yup! Does OH not want me to transfer and come back to myself, yep! Can I argue with him, I dont know. Right now I want to do nothing, I feel like this is never going to work.
I feel bad having these thoughts when we're all going through different struggles, to get to transfer etc. Being all out of pocket and being able to put a price tag on your unhappiness to boot really sux!
If I was younger I would take a break but I'm not so what do you do. Today I'm mad that I have to still be in this process. I'm pissed even more with my MC today. I had everything I wanted and lost it, how do you move past that.

Cowboycorgi · June 2017

@Hopeful_mom, I'm so sorry to hear about your embryos. Did you talk to your doctor about what he thinks? Sometimes it's hard to trust anything after so many let downs. I'm also sorry that for the moment you and OH aren't on the same page regarding transfer, that adds a whole other sticky level of what to do. Breaks never worked for me, I just secretly obsessed. However, for others they have been very cleansing and helped the couple come back to zero with renewed strength.

(Creepy internet hugs) you have been through so much. I hope you get your sticky baby soon

thucks · June 2017

@i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake I'm ok with twins umm it's going to take a little bit for it to sink in and our family to adjust to it. TW we got twins from IVF in 2012 so this will be the second set. I really just wanted 1 more and wanted to know what a singleton pregnancy felt like but looks like God has other plans. We are going to need to increase the size of our vehicles and do a room addition in the new house but it will all work out in the end.
@Hopeful_mom I'm so sorry about your embryos I know that's not what you wanted to hear.
@colette18 I for sure see 2 lines. That's awesome.

Cowboycorgi · June 2017

@thucks, I'm looking forward to you ultrasound!

thucks · June 2017

@Cowboycorgi Your telling me. I still don't feel like it's real. If I was a normal person who didn't know I was prego yet I wouldn't know. 7 more days till we "see" whats going on in there and how many we have baking in the oven.

brooklyngirl18 · June 2017

@collette18 i see 2 lines also congrats!! when is your beta.

@hopeful_mom I'm so sorry about your results, I can't even imagine your disappointment. I'm praying your frosties will give you the family of your dreams.

thucks · June 2017

Crap I just realized I never put new patches on this morning after my shower..... grrr I did this the other day too!!!!
Is it to early to shop for cloth diapers? The ones I love are on sale and I'm dying to get started stocking up.

Cowboycorgi · June 2017

@thucks, as a cloth junkie... it is NEVER too early to buy cloth diapers!

i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake · June 2017

Hopeful_mom - You have every right to be mad about all of this. But I hope you are feeling better very soon!

I'm now 3dpt and had some cramps last night. Maybe AF, maybe not. I was just glad to be feeling something. The curiosity about what's going on in my body is torturous!

I really hope I can keep our group's momentum going! We've had an unbelievably positive FET month!!!

momma6angels11 · June 2017

@cmiller73 did you get your phone call about either beta or ultrasound date yet?

cmiller73 · June 2017

@momma6angels11 had another beta this morning... only increased 42% to 680. Monday I have more blood work and an ultrasound. Not the best way to start a holiday weekend I thought would be happy and stress free....

momma6angels11 · June 2017

@cmiller73 its great that it still has gone up!! Praying all looks good on your ultrasound on Monday and beta goes up even more

Cowboycorgi · July 2017

@cmiller73, I continue to keep my FX for you! I'm sorry you will have a stressful holiday weekend, but I'm glad they will get you in on Monday and not make you wait until after the 4th.

i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake · July 2017

What do you ladies think...should I test tonight? Or in the morning?

I've done very well staying away from the pee sticks thus far but I feel myself caving. OH and I discussed it and we are going to do it together this time (last cycle I took a test on my lunch break at work which is not something I would recommend. I don't handle negative tests well. Not well at all.) Today is 5dp6dt which would make the morning 6dp6dt...

I just want to find out because I've been feeling pretty down and negative for the past 24 hours...I'm planning to have a discussion with OH about what we will do if it is negative. I think if we have a contingency plan it will lessen my anxiety a bit.

Wish me luck, girls!

Cowboycorgi · July 2017

@i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake, I vote you test tonight. I know they say fmu, but all my tests were darker in the evening! Plus, you can always test again in the morning. FX for you!

Hopeful_mom · July 2017

i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake excited for u to test hope u see that squinter, keep the momentum going on this board!!

@cmiller73, keeping everything crossed you get great results on monday!

@momma6angels11 how are you feeling? Still poas? When is your beta?

@thucks, didn't even know cloth diapers still existed

How is hubby holding up? And how are you feeling?

brooklyngirl18 thanks it would be great to go through one cycle and just walk away with a decent number both sexes and get the party started. Having IF is bad enough why does every part have to suck! Maybe you'll have to give me one of your spares

hope you're feeling great! Whens your US?

AFM: Thanks for the support girls its been a very hard few days for sure! I wish I could say I've been feeling better but I haven't - I hate that I've lost so much in this process including faith and am so angry with g-d currently. I'm not a super religious person but I do have faith and I just dont get it. Life is hard but its not suppose to be this hard. I hate walking down the street and seeing families with FLOCKS of kids and i'm still desperately trying for one! They make it seem so easy and its just not.
I did have a cocktail last night and from not drinking i think it added to my pounding headache.

momma6angels11 · July 2017

@i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake test tonight and again tomorrow morning..

momma6angels11 · July 2017

Well it cut the rest of my post out so i probably wont remember everything i said before..
@Hopeful_mom i feel fine, had heartburn but has since went away.. 8dpt had pink spotting one time then it was black- brown with crinone.. my beta is Monday

thucks · July 2017

@Hopeful_mom hang in there chica I understand the faith thing. I just try so hard to remember he's in charge, he will never give you anything you can't handle, and one day we will understand what God is doing and why.
I'm in LOVE with cloth diapers. They aren't like the old fashioned ones they are called pocket diapers and have the cutest designs. Justsimplybaby.com some of the ones I use.

i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake · July 2017

I just got my 1st EVER BFP! A faint but totally there 2nd line on a wondfo. I'm in shock.

Cowboycorgi · July 2017

@i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake, Congrats! Seeing those 2 lines after only seeing 1 for so long is so crazy! I won't believe mines real until the ultrasound, lol. I randomly poas today for no reason other than I have tons of tests, and I wanted to see those lines pop up!!

brooklyngirl18 · July 2017

@i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake congrats!!!!

thucks · July 2017

@i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake Yes!!! I'm so excited to see you have 2 lines!!

cmiller73 · July 2017

Hey ladies, I'll keep it short; not good. Pregnancy ended on Saturday and my body is in process of resolving it now. Off meds as of tonight and follow up appt with RE this Wednesday. Talking all options and taking the rest of the week away to process and gain strength for the next step in our journey.

Good luck to everyone!! I will pop in the keep up with all the amazing successes in this group!

mathgal1025 · July 2017

@cmiller73 I'm so very sorry. Hugs and healing thoughts heading your way

kaseycoco · July 2017

@cmiller73 I'm so sorry to hear that. Sending hugs your way. I hope you can take time off to heal and find strength to move forward.

kaseycoco · July 2017

Hi ladies, so sorry to be MIA for so long! My phone broke two days into my trip, and since I was in Europe there was no help until I got home

Although I was unplugged, I was thinking of all of you while I was gone

@hopeful_mom I'm sorry to hear about your test results, it's just heartbreaking to hear that after all that you went though. I hope one of your normies ends up being your take home baby though.

@i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake congrats! I felt the same way about seeing those two lines after never seeing one before. Just like @Cowboycorgi I will still occasionally POAS just after waiting so long to see that second line, seeing it still helps to make it feel real.
I have my first US tomorrow and am nervous about it.
I'm not sure where I will go from here, probably a BMB and PAIF for now.
Happy 4th to you all!!

joneser1281 · July 2017

* Lurking...(though I hate that term... I prefer to say "checking in on everyone") @cmiller73 I am so very sorry for your loss. I know all too well what you are going through... I'm a nervous wreck for it to happen again. Take care of yourself and do what you need to in order to help yourself feel better and heal.

i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake · July 2017

cmiller73 - I'm sorry, that must be very hard. I wish you lots of luck in the future.

i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake · July 2017

kaseycoco & @Cowboycorgi - Yep! I've been peeing on sticks a lot since seeing those two lines for the first time. I now understand the 'pee stick addiction' that I've heard so much about! I cannot wait until my beta on Thursday, I think I will allow myself to get excited once my RE confirms it.

Stairbear · July 2017

@cmiller73 I am so, so sorry. Last year I had the same experience (BFP! Euphoria! Betas going up! But not fast enough... m/c at 7 weeks). It's incredibly difficult, and I am sending you healing vibes, for your body and psyche.

Stairbear · July 2017

@momma6angels11 I saw you posted your first beta to the spreadsheet. Woo hoo! How are you feeling?

Cowboycorgi · July 2017

@cmiller73, my heart aches for you. There really are no words to adequately describe the pain, frustration, sorrow, and anger of a miscarriage. There are few situations in life where there is zero silver lining, and this is one of them. Just know that there is a forum full of women here that are angry, confused, and frustrated for you. We are pissed, and extremely exhausted to have this happen to one of ours again.

(Creepy internet hugs)

cmiller73 · July 2017

@Cowboycorgi THANK YOU. I needed to hear exactly that. I was pregnant a week. More than ever before, so I am definitely grateful and happy for that.... but yes, pissed off and exhausted accurately describes me right now haha (hugs right back atcha)
@Stairbear I had prepared it might happen, but I don't think you can really be ready to have your heart broken. Thanks for the vibes (Hug)
@kaseycoco @i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake @joneser1281 @mathgal1025 thanks for the positivity. Tomorrow I hope to start figuring out with DH what our options are and we will take the summer off of obsessing over all things baby related and just spend some time on ourselves. The last 7 months have been exhausting! Two cycles, 37 eggs and only 1 normal. Good thing science is amazing and options are many, even in our case.

Again, I will be checking in on everyone! All my best to see the great results and happiness this board has created!

Hopeful_mom · July 2017

@i-wanna-b-the-girl-w-most-cake congrats!!!! Was so excited to see your update can't wait for thursday!!! Its amazing seeing anything other then white for sure! Let just getting darker with each day!!

cmiller73 words cant express how my heart is breaking for you!! There are some lovely ladies on this board that have already said it best. We are all so frustrated and mad with you! You have a wonderful attitude and the strength to make it through this process successfully, no doubt! Sending you much love and hugs!!!

@momma6angels11 did i miss your update? How are u doing?

thucks · July 2017

@cmiller73 I am so sorry to hear your news. My heart truly breaks for you. I can't imagine what your going through right now.

TW
There is only 1 bun in my oven. Had our first us this morning and search everywhere and could only find one sac. Heart beat is 126 and strong. FX this bean keeps growing. Next ultrasound is the 19th 8week. Then I will be released to my old OB and I already have an apt set up with the PA on August 11th.

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