Hi everyone, I'm sorry for spamming, I can't seem to get my entire post to go through, just the first few words. I'm making a great first impression, huh!? I hope it is okay to join you, I was not well-received at TTC board, I'm hoping that I can post here and not offend anybody. I'm 32 and have not conceived yet, but when I do, it will automatically be labeled high-risk due to my severe rapid onset preeclampsia for my first baby. They did my c-section before my husband could get scrubbed in, and there were some really scary things that happened after the delivery (not to my daughter, but medically to ME). I still have a lot of mixed up feelings about that whole thing, the magnesium sulfate I was on, my daughter's first days of life being a haze. I plan to be active on the VBAC board too...that is what I am hoping for, my c-section recovery was a bitch. Bottom line, I really hope I don't get pree again, and I'm just here to lurk and commiserate because it was scary and I am a total control freak and it felt totally out of control. You ladies all rock, sorry for pouring my heart out here on post number 1.