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I need to be an AW for a moment

Lucky428Lucky428
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I've finally started eating.  My weight has gotten disgustingly low because I couldn't drag my butt out of bed to brush my teeth, let alone eat.  Nothing sounded good, tasted good, and I just felt ill.

I have had 2 nights in a row of eating a full dinner.  I'm really proud of myself.  I even had 2 cookies today and a bunch of cashews.

I know some of the nesties are complaining about the opposite happening, but when I'm depressed, I just can't eat.  This has always been an uphill battle and I'm trying to make it to 100lbs by my next IUI.  I think I'll get there!!!

I'm kind of like an alcoholic.  Always in recovery, never recovered.  Battling my ED is an everyday thing and everytime I eat I think that it's for the best reason in the world, giving my baby to be a healthy mom. 

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  • Mrs.EmmaLouiseMrs.EmmaLouise member

    Congrats, keep it up! 

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  • kimisuejoiakimisuejoia
    Glad your on track to being healthy again. As much as some of us grumble about our weight, the truth is that being under weight can effect fertility as much as being over weight....
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  • HisKathyHisKathy

    One step at a time.  I hope you can continue to get healthier

    ((hugs))

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  • lunatwolunatwo member
    That is wonderful news!  If there's anything we can do to motivate you to stay on track, say the word!
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  • Lucky428Lucky428

    Thanks, ladies! MUCH appreciated!

     

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  • mrsmiller06mrsmiller06
    I know I am late posting this bc my stupid @ss internet went down again last night, but I just wanted to say that I am sooo proud of you!! I hope you can continue to keep up with the good progress. And like Luna said, please let us know if there is anything we can do to help you keep up the good work!
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