August 2017 Moms

Why My Pregnant Self is Crying 4/6

Hormones suck. Tell us what's got you feeling down this week. 


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Re: Why My Pregnant Self is Crying 4/6

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  • kodariahkodariah member
    edited April 2017
    I had my AS this week which made this pregnancy feel real and I ended up crying after because my DS (1) is still a baby but he's going to be a big brother. I honestly wasn't ready to be pregnant again, I was really just enjoying Keat still. My DH works out of town and I'm a SAHM so most of the time it's just me and him so thinking that's all going to changed breaks my heart. He's my little buddy and my everything. I'm not going to lie, I just cried as i wrote this.
  • Psh. Wtf doesn't these days. Today I was feeling shitty about DH being the only one who works and the only income and we adding our 3rd child.  Cried all day cuz of bills. Got home late in the after noon. Dd2 wouldnt nap so that was a hell of a time. He never told me when he was leaving work so i never started dinner... Never told me he was stopping by his grandparents house.... So he lost his shit when he came home cuz I didn't have dinner ready and on the table. Made me feel even worse. Hes been drinking since he got to hos grandparents house and hasnt stopped yet. I asked him to get me a burrito from the convenience store since he was walking over (we live literally right next door) he couldn't even remember to do that. A neighbor heard us argueing earlier i guess cuz he came and knocked on the door with a cold beer cuz "it sounded like he needed one".... Ya know cuz I am just a pregnant hormonal bitch right now and have no legit feelings or anything. So he jist walked out the door a few minutes ago and who knows when he will come home... Close to 2 probably.... Oh and he has a dentist appointmentment at 11am tbat he prolly wont make now and that'll be my fault somehow too cuz I am the one who totally consumed all of this alcohol for him..
     So here i am laying in bed blubbering like a fracking idiot because these hormones are out of control. 
    Me:27/DH:26(til April)
    DD#1:4/19/09
    DD#2:5/5/15
    EDD:8/10/17

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  • @mamamerc09 oh honey, I wish I could give you a huge hug right now! Let those tears out, detox a little bit. 
  • @mamamerc09 Is there anyone supportive near you like friends or family? It sounds like you're having a terrible day and could use some hugs.
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  • NxyNxy member
    @mamamerc09... dude. I'm sorry.
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  • @mamamerc09 what you just described is the snapshot of an abusive relationship. I hope you have the support and strength to overcome this. Good luck. 
  • @mamamerc09
    That sounds awful, and I'm sending lots of virtual hugs your way. Hold your babies tight, and I hope you have the support nearby to help you get through this.  Sounds like your husband might need some help...


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  • Work problems had me crying. Thankfully DH works at the same job so he knows what I deal with.
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  • I cried because Cool Runnings is emotional.
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  • This hasn't happen in YEARS. we have been married 4 years and this is the first time it has happen since we have been married. It had only happen like 2x before we were married. Idk where it even came from. Just outta nowhere. Perfect timing right? He apologized this morning and has really been his normal usual helpful self... But damn that was not ok. 
    Me:27/DH:26(til April)
    DD#1:4/19/09
    DD#2:5/5/15
    EDD:8/10/17

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  • LSP87LSP87 member
    I finished watching 13 Reasons Why last night while my husband was working overnight. So many tears.

  • @LSP87 DH and I binged it this weekend. So depressing and sad. I'd like to call it 13 ReasonS Why my kid isn't going to public school.
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