GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? I hate to hurt people's feelings so it would have been harder to tell someone to their face that I didn't love them.
R/R: I had a temp spike this morning but I don't know if it's related to the wine I had last night, oops
CS/Q: nope
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
Same as @purplg8r - I really hate to hurt people's feelings so I would struggle with admitting I didn't love someone back
R/R: I'm excited today because Netflix released more episodes of Terrace House! It's a reality show from Japan that's really addictive once you get into it. My rant is that DH is working a 12 hour day today, so I have to be good and wait to watch them!
CS/Q: Nope, just getting ready for FW...DH and I have been making jokes about "Save that for later!" when we kiss each other...we must conserve our energy.
GTKY: I was going to say telling the person I don't love them, but as I think more about it I think the answer is actually being first to say I love you. I hated hurting people's feelings when my emotions didn't match theirs, but it was also really hard for me to start letting myself believe that my own feelings might be reciprocated. So being first to speak would be the harder thing. Even though I was totally first with my DH. He made me feel safe even before the words were spoken.
R/R: we had an awesome fake-out spring day yesterday and the whole world was outside, it seemed, and today we're back to cold and rain
CS/Q: --
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
Hmmm I guess I should care more for other people's feelings, because saying I love you first is waaaaay more scary to me. Like @Augusta108, I said it first to DH but only because he made it comfortable for me to do so. He kept saying things like "I really LOVE being here with you" or "I LOVE that we found each other" and basically made a huge neon sign saying he loved me, ha. Otherwise, NOPE. Not saying it. It's so heartbreaking if/when it's not reciprocated.
@cdnrunning I hope the temp spike is real and not because of the wine!
Month/Cycle: 8/5 (2/1 AL)
CD: 27
WAYDTGKU: PNV, OPKs, temping, checking CM and CP, pants-off dance-off, bam-bam in the ham
R/R: Rave: I got through Monday without complaining!
CS/Q:
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? Both are hard. I would wait until the other person said it first even when I wanted to say it. It's also difficult to not say it back. Luckily I don't have to deal with all that dating crap anymore.
Me: 34 | DH: 33 Married Aug. 2013 TTC #1 Sep. 2016 ***TW***
BFP Jan. 15, 2017; MMC Mar. 4, 2017 at 10w6d BFP Jun. 5, 2017; MMC Aug. 2, 2017 at 11w6d BFP Nov. 20, 2017; ended in CP All the tests. Everything normal except treated for ureaplasma and DH potentially has high DNAF. BFP Dec. 25, 2017; EDD Sep. 5, 2018; DD arrived Aug. 26th My chart: https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/63f71d
Morning ladies! It's going to be in the mid 70s here today...but raining. Womp womp
Month/Cycle: 10/11
CD: 4
WAYDTGKU: just waiting for AF to see her way out
R/R: work sucks lately. Sucks. People are leaving with nothing lined up. Guess that's not telling management anything... im just miserable anymore but I have a few reasons to stay at this point (great maternity leave considering we're in the US and they're flexible with my schedule if needed with my husband's schedule and daycare for our son) so I need to wait it out unfortunately.
CS/Q:
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? I had one boyfriend before my husband (met my husband at 17). So with my old boyfriend he said it first and I said it back. Looking back I think it was more of loving him as a friend. We were friends for a few years before dating. And my husband also said it first and I said it right back. It was different and once he said it I could tell the difference between him and my previous boyfriend
R/R: **TW** A friend of mine told me a month ago they were 'sort of' ttgp. Last week she asked me about opks. Now shes pregnant. I literally just lost my shit thinking about this. WTF. I'm so pissed at the word and myself right now. **end tw**
CS/Q: nada
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? Most likely telling the person to their face that I didn't love them back. In a previous relationship I'm pretty sure I was the first one to say I love you so that doesn't really bother me.
@mispanda Hugs lady. I am so sorry you are dealing with this right now.
Month/Cycle: 11/12 (month roll-over, well f--k...)
CD: 8
WAYDTGKU: I am pretty sure I forget something every time I do this, but here goes...BBT, Vits, EPO, green tea, CM, OPKs soon
R/R: Ugh, it is Tuesday. Tuesday is my meeting day, so I hate Tuesdays. I am so glad that 4 hours of my day will end up being wasted listening to other people trying to make themselves sound important...
CS/Q: Nothing to see.
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? I am super awkward and have a serious fear of rejection, so being the first to say it would have been way scarier for me. I also didn't date all that much before DH (we started dating when I was 18), and the guys I did date were kind of crappy, so this situation pretty much just never came up.
@50Wife Sorry to hear about work struggles. But I can see why you're sticking it out for maternity leave and flexible schedules. @cdnrunning FX it is O and not the wine!
M/C: 5/3, 3/2 AL
CD: 8
WAYDTGKU: BBT, PNV, CM, CP, Evening Primrose
R/R: Rave: I made it to the gym this morning for the first time in a week. We've been so busy and staying up late, so when 4:30am rolls around, I've just been temping then passing back out. Also, I got into work early today, so I'm hoping to leave a bit early so I can spend time painting our bedroom. We move furniture into the house on Thursday, so I was hoping to have it all painted before then.
CS/Q: So I started spotting 2 days before AF started and had 5 days of AF and then continued to spot. So basically it has been over over a week of spotting and AF (9 days in total). Has anyone else experienced this? Is this something I should be concerned about? Last cycle was my first normal-ish cycle (despite being long) as my last 3 were either coming of BC, MC, and non-O.
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? Definitely telling someone I didn't love them back. That would be very heart breaking for the other person.
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
To be honest I didn't have many partners before H. My first one was my high school boyfriend who we both said I love you before we meant it and the second was a guy that neither of us got around to loving the other.
cdnrunning I hope you have another spike
tomorrow and can move onto the TWW
Augusta108 I
need to know more about this show! Sounds super interesting. So your DH watches
it too? (we’re looking for more mutual shows). I do the save that for later bit
too lol.
50Wife Ugh,
sorry about work. Take a hint management!
mispanda I’m
so sorry. I am bitter toward my friends who are getting KU like rabbits and are
saying, “OMG I didn’t even want another kid!” It’s like, no.
Pinky917 My
day yesterday was all meetings, and one of the 11 was
interesting/important/relevant to me. You have my empathy!
Month/Cycle: 3/3
CD: 7
WAYDTGKU: OPKs (why am I using two
brands?), temping (lazily during the WTO part and OBSESSIVELY during the TWW,
which is really a OWW for me), Vitamin B6, eating the good foods, having sex (I
think I can, I think I can).
R/R: Rave: I’m just in a good mood.
Sleeping in a new bed is nice, the rough part of work will be over tomorrow, I
think I can sneak a run in this afternoon, I cooked everything I need for the
week on Sunday, and it isn’t freezing anymore!
CS/Q: My chart hates me.
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have
been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have
to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
Harder for sure to tell
someone to their face that I didn’t love them back. Honestly, I don’t think I
could do that. I could in a text though, because I’m a garbage person like
that.
WAYDTGKU: prenatals, bbt, checking cm, limiting coffee and alcohol
R/R: Temp stayed up today! Just one more day, and then I'll get cross-hairs, yay! And I have plans to make hotpot for dinner tonight, yum. On the flip side, I'm still so very tired. All the time. It's probably from my lingering cold, but I'm not sure I've experienced fatigue as the only (remaining) symptom before. It's making limiting my coffee very hard.
CS/Q: I think @cdnrunning answered them all yesterday
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? Tell them I didn't love them back. I was in quite a few relationships like that, not quite sure why, but it always made me feel like such a liar and cheater when I couldn't say it back. I've even (I'm ashamed to say) said it back although I didn't properly mean it, just to avoid the situation.
@Augusta108 Haha, your CS/Q made me laugh. In all seriousness though, before we started TTC I never expected that sexy time could be so draining. If we manage ED for 3-5 days, then we don’t have sex for like a week afterwards because we’re exhausted, haha.
@starla pants-off-dance? I think you’ve outdone yourself
@50wife you don’t happen to work for Uber, do you? I’m sorry that work is awful, but I understand staying somewhere with good maternity leave. It’s one of those things I just can’t understand in the US - why isn’t it better!!!
@mispanda Sorry about the situation with your friend, it sounds really difficult. Be pissed all you want, and take care of yourself.
@darkrose88 I have long periods. If I count spotting, I generally have 7-10 days total. I’m regular-ish otherwise, so that seems to be just the norm for me.
R/R: Worked from home yesterday, and was able to get everything done! Including some housework on the side! However, I was working from home so I could be there for the exterminator, but he was a no show... >.< We've been dealing with some sort of bug for over a month that my fiance is allergic to, the first time the exterminator just gave us a sticky trap, this was supposed to be his follow up visit...
CS/Q:
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
Both are hard. With my ex, it got to the point where saying "I love you" was difficult, and lord help me if I wanted to try and end things by saying I didn't love them. I think it really depends on the person you're dealing with.
**TW in Spoiler**
https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/683816 BFP 6/30/16, MC 8/21/16 BFP 05/04/17, 5/10/17 Emergency LAP due to ectopic. Right tube removed. BFP 07/12/17, ECDD 03/25/18 - Silver Orion Born 3/23/18 BFP 09/30/19, EDD 06/11/20
@mispanda Ugh that really sucks and your feelings are justified. It's so not fair. Hugs.
Me: 34 | DH: 33 Married Aug. 2013 TTC #1 Sep. 2016 ***TW***
BFP Jan. 15, 2017; MMC Mar. 4, 2017 at 10w6d BFP Jun. 5, 2017; MMC Aug. 2, 2017 at 11w6d BFP Nov. 20, 2017; ended in CP All the tests. Everything normal except treated for ureaplasma and DH potentially has high DNAF. BFP Dec. 25, 2017; EDD Sep. 5, 2018; DD arrived Aug. 26th My chart: https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/63f71d
@mispanda I am so so sorry. That is extra cruel at this time @dilynne good luck today! Hope everything goes smoothly @50Wife that situation sounds terrible I hope things puck up soon
Month/Cycle: 10/10
CD: 14
WAYDTGKU: bbt, cm, epo, pnv, green tea, a little preseed, eod until O, RE appointment next wed.
R/R: yucky day outside but I worked hard last night to have my apt in a good place for the cleaning people so I will come home to a glorious sparkling apartment tonight.
CS/Q: nope, so very very boring right now
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? Much more difficult for me not to say it back. I like to please people wayyyyyy too much
Me: 32, DH: 31 Together: 11/2008, married: 3/2014 DH: Type 1 Diabetes, (dx 4/15) Celiac Disease (dx 11/14), Treatment induced Neuropathy of Diabetes (dx 7/15) DH SA: 11/16: low count and low motility DH SA: 12/16: borderline low, count and motility 1/20/17: BFP, 1/24/17: CP 5/17:low AMH (0.89) 6/17: first IUI cycle, 50 mg clomid + ovidrel + IUI: 2 follies, BFN (count 58 million, 97% motility) 7/17: second IUI, 2.5 letrozole, OPK, IUI: 1 follie, BFN (count 9.5 million swimming- dont know percentage) 8/17: third IUI, 5.0 letrozole,
WAYDTGKU: PNV, OPK, Temping, charting, figuring out CM, HIO. I got a promising OPK this morning (will try again in afternoon), and my temp was way low yesterday (today it was higher, but not O high... i think i'm still new) so as @starla would say. Pants off dance off!
R/R: I'm so grateful for you smart ladies here! I started on another app that has a forum and they are literally idiots over there....
CS/Q: How much do you see alcohol affecting your temping?
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? To tell the person I didnt love them... I dont like confrontation at all...
R/R: Excuse my rant... Omg my Iphone has caused me so many problems over the past 12+ hours. Yesterday around 4pm my phone stopped accepting my password. The same password I have had for 6+ months and use a bagillion times a day. So I had to completely wipe my phone and start over from the original factory settings. This alone took me 4+ hrs to figure out for various reasons. Then my Icloud wouldn't restore on my phone. So last night at like 10pm I had to go to the store to buy an alarm clock because I had no way of waking myself up for work today (husband is also out of town). FINALLY this morning when I got to work I was able to get my Icloud to download. So I'm back in business but what a serious pain in the butt!
CS/Q: N/A
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
I've never had to tell someone I didn't love them back. Even if I didn't really love them I pretty much convinced myself I did or I would evetually. I was also generally someone to hold off on the L word though. I'm very complicated lol but I think telling someone I didn't love them would have been harder because I struggled with the idea of how thing "could" be or "may be" in the future. Glad I finally found someone where that wasn't even a question!
@WillRunForWine21 I love how we have to clean our houses before the cleaning people come. My DH cannot wrap this head around it and freaks out every time I do the dishes/etc before they come lol
Month/Cycle: 10/9
CD: 11
WAYDTGKU: OPKs, PNVs, tracking
R/R: Started peeing on my OPKs this morning - so far, it's just an empty circle - which is good, since my husband is out of town until tomorrow night. Should work out perfectly, timing wise. I have a majorly busy day today, but at least it's with the family that I love. I'm a nanny for 2 families - one is 2 girls (and their freaking parents are impossible, but I still love them), and the other is 4 boys. The boys are my favorite people on earth and their parents are freaking fabulous and amazing. I want to be exactly like them when it's my turn One of them was just singing Moana for like 20 minutes in the shower. So adorable.
CS/Q: Nope
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
I would have a harder time telling someone I don't love them. That cuts really deep.
Hey ladies! Haven’t been on here in almost a week due to moving at work and then having a super busy weekend. My mobile app doesn’t let me sign in so I can’t post from my phone and I didn’t have much time to get to a computer. Hope everyone had a great couple days and I didn’t miss too much!
Month/Cycle: 2/2 (after 6 mo an-o)
CD: 17
WAYDTGKU: PNVs, Extra Folic Acid, Monitoring CM, OPKs
R/R: Based on CM, I think O is right around the corner! I haven’t gotten a positive OPK yet but I have a feeling I will later today or tomorrow. I hope I’m right cause I O’d on CD 28 last month so this would mean that O is right back to where it used to be when I was “regularish”. So fingers crossed!
CS/Q: Nope
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? I found it really difficult to say “I love you” even after the other person had said it to me. Even with DH, I knew I loved him weeks before he said it and even after he did, it took me a couple days to say it back. Now I say it multiple times a day .
JJMNO1616- I understand the iphone struggles. Mine freezes all the time or will just randomly turn off. I hate it! Seriously considering switching to android. Hope yours stops giving you trouble now that it’s been reset.
Me: 29 DH:30 Dating 03/31/2011 Married 10/18/2014 DS Born 12/28/2017 TTC #2 06/2019
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? Thinking real hard about this but both would be hard for me.
WAYDTGKU: all the things....I'm so bad at remembering my vitamins though
R/R: I picked up over time today and so not happy I did.....this day is dragging sooo bad and I have stuff to do, plus I have to work second shift tomorrow and am not very happy about it
CS/Q:
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? Eh, not sure....I don't like to do either lol but if I had to choose probably saying I love you first
@starla I can't stop myself, I stalk your chart everyday hoping that O is coming (this is done in the least creapy, rooting so much for you way), hooray for 2 days of fertile CM!!! I hope this means your body is gearing up. hugs @mispanda hugs, the universe is not fair. You have every right to lose it and feel all the feels. hugs again @pinky917 hugs M/C buddy, I rolled over on the 1st... fx this is the cycle for both of us @dilynne GL with your HSG today!
*TW*
TTC 1/2012 Diagnosed : unexplained infertility 6 rounds of IUI and a MC 2/2014, rainbow twins 4/2015 TTC #3 5/2016 Restarted Fertility tx IUI 2 rounds, baby girl 12/17
@SoraLk UGH I hate bug issues! We had a problem with these little beatles called stink bugs when I lived in MI and they were the worst! Now we deal with the occasional cock roach and they make my skin crawl.
@LaurenEG14 Welcome back! I had android before Apple and I eventually started to have the same phone glitch issues. I think phones just suck like that after awhile because of all the system upgrades and stuff.
@kaitlink33 I feel you on the PNV struggle. I was so good about taking my PNV and now I keep forgetting!! I've never been able to keep up with vitamins or any type of medication. Hopefully once I do get KU or at least TTC it's on my mind more.
WAYDTGKU: HIO, BBT, Starting OPK this cycle, FertilAid, OvaBoost, FertileCM, Vitamin C, Omega3, Probiotic, Dessicated Liver, Collagen, Red Raspberry Leaf Tea, Maca, Green Tea, POM Juice, No Alcohol/Caffeine, Fertility Yoga
R/R: Rant: My youngest is teething and I was up every hour last night, I’m exhausted. Rave: gorgeous day today!
CS/Q: Normal to have temps that are pretty high in the first part of your cycle?
GTKY: This is a hard one! Probably would be harder for me to have to say “I don’t love you” back.
@mispanda I’m so sorry you’re having a hard day; sucks when it seems so easy for our friends. And this is the last thing I’m sure you needed to deal with right now.
@dilynne I hope everything goes well with your HSG, thinking of you!
@EmilyLove25 OWW made me laugh, because gallows humor and misery loves company.
@mispanda Ugh, I am so sorry! That's such a frustrating situation. @darkrose88 My AF is generally on the longer side, at least when you include spotting/brown blood. This past cycle I had spotting a couple days before flow, four days of medium flow, a day of spotting, a day of light flow, and five more days of spotting! That was a lot for me and I've never had spotting in the middle before, so I was kind of perplexed, but not really worried. @Dilynne FX for you!!
Too lazy to do my own post today/there's nothing of note on my end. Just doing some lurking.
Aww @wabash15 that's so sweet! LOL!! FX so hard we end up on the same BMB!!!!!
Me: 34 | DH: 33 Married Aug. 2013 TTC #1 Sep. 2016 ***TW***
BFP Jan. 15, 2017; MMC Mar. 4, 2017 at 10w6d BFP Jun. 5, 2017; MMC Aug. 2, 2017 at 11w6d BFP Nov. 20, 2017; ended in CP All the tests. Everything normal except treated for ureaplasma and DH potentially has high DNAF. BFP Dec. 25, 2017; EDD Sep. 5, 2018; DD arrived Aug. 26th My chart: https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/63f71d
You guys are making me feel kind of hard hearted with all the "harder not to say it back" answers to the GTKY question! Also making me think a lot today about the one time someone did tell me he loved me and I didn't feel the same way and knew I wouldn't be feeling the same way any time soon...when I pretended not to hear him and then he pretended not to have said it. Not my proudest moment.
@EmilyLove25 and @purplg8r, Terrace House is like a much gentler "Real World". There are six housemates, all strangers to each other, and the show is about their developing friendships/romances as well as following along in their daily lives as they pursue various personal and professional goals. People are allowed to leave whenever they feel they've gotten all they can out of the experience, so the cast rotates quite a bit. There's also a really funny panel of Japanese comedians/actors who come on every so often to talk about what's happening on the show. It takes a while to get into the show because it all feels so low key (seriously, at one point early on you're watching them do laundry), but eventually it's very addictive. I would recommend starting with the "Boys and Girls in the City" season rather than the current "Aloha State" one if you decide you want to give it a try!
I don't know if I'm allowed to link to things, but if I can there's a good article about the show here.
(If the link doesn't work, you can find it pretty easily by Googling polygon terrace house)
@50Wife, ugh, that sounds like an awful work situation. I hope something changes for the better soon!
@mispanda, sorry about your friend's news. That would be obnoxious at the best of times.
@camomile-2, exactly, having all this sexy time sounds so great in theory and is so tiring in practice!
@JJMNO1616, oh no, that sounds like a real nightmare with your phone! We don't realize how much we depend on them until they let us down!
@KatieEl, I've had a few cycles where my temps stayed high the first couple of days of my period. I was not a fan since it meant I didn't get any temp drop warning AF was on her way.
@Augusta108 I feel you on needing to conserve energy!
@50Wife I'm sorry your job sucks right now. My job is the same--sooo many people have left in the last few months that you think HR would notice a pattern here. I hope things improve for you soon!
@mispanda I'm so sorry about your friend. News like that always hits hard and I'm sure it's even harder when you're going through a loss. Many hugs.
@darkrose88 hope you get all your painting done! Moving is so stressful but so exciting!
@camomile-2 I hope you feel better and get some rest soon!
@JJMNO1616 I'm sorry for all the phone frustration! Glad it was able to work out, I would've been going crazy too!
Month/Cycle: 16/16
CD: 14
WAYDTGKU: PNV, BBT, OPK, evening primrose oil, pom juice
R/R: had what I thought was a positive OPK on Sunday but today I got a blaring positive so O day was definitely not yesterday like I thought. The good news is that I tend to O two days after my first positive OPK so I'm thinking O might be Thursday which would be GREAT because DH gets home tomorrow night from his trip. Fx that we can still get good timing in this month!
CS/Q: nope
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? Harder to tell them I don't love them. I dated a guy for like three days and he told me he loved me and I was like "okay...see you later!" I ended things with him a day or two later and it was so hard for me to do it but at the same time he was moving way too fast too soon (telling me he loved me and that he wanted to transfer to my college so we could be together after only dating a few days WTF). Anyway, I started dating DH a few months later so it was obviously the right move
TTC History
Me: 35 DH: 34 Married 07/2012 DD born 07/2014 DD2 born 10/2018 DS born 10/2022
IF history: TTC #2 since January 2016 June-Aug 2017: 3 IUIs w/Clomid = BFN Sept 2017: Dx w/Endometriosis Oct 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN Nov 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN Dec 2017: pre-IVF testing Jan-Feb 2018: IVF--17 eggs retrieved, 13 fertilized, 9 frozen and 1 transferred on 2/10 = BFP on 2/19!!! EDD 10/29/2018 FET Oct 2021: BFP on 10/31! MC at 5 weeks FET Feb 2022: BFP on 2/15! EDD 10/29/22
Re: WTO Tuesday 4/4
CD: 12
WAYDTGKU: benched
R/R: totally boring today
CS/Q:
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? I hate to hurt people's feelings so it would have been harder to tell someone to their face that I didn't love them.
CD: 19
WAYDTGKU: pnv, bbt, hio eod
R/R: I had a temp spike this morning but I don't know if it's related to the wine I had last night, oops
CS/Q: nope
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
Same as @purplg8r - I really hate to hurt people's feelings so I would struggle with admitting I didn't love someone back
CD: 8
WAYDTGKU: PNVs, BBT, CM, OPKs, green tea, Preseed
R/R: I'm excited today because Netflix released more episodes of Terrace House! It's a reality show from Japan that's really addictive once you get into it. My rant is that DH is working a 12 hour day today, so I have to be good and wait to watch them!
CS/Q: Nope, just getting ready for FW...DH and I have been making jokes about "Save that for later!" when we kiss each other...we must conserve our energy.
GTKY: I was going to say telling the person I don't love them, but as I think more about it I think the answer is actually being first to say I love you. I hated hurting people's feelings when my emotions didn't match theirs, but it was also really hard for me to start letting myself believe that my own feelings might be reciprocated. So being first to speak would be the harder thing. Even though I was totally first with my DH. He made me feel safe even before the words were spoken.
CD: 2
WAYDTGKU: bbt, cm, opk
R/R: we had an awesome fake-out spring day yesterday and the whole world was outside, it seemed, and today we're back to cold and rain
CS/Q: --
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
Hmmm I guess I should care more for other people's feelings, because saying I love you first is waaaaay more scary to me. Like @Augusta108, I said it first to DH but only because he made it comfortable for me to do so. He kept saying things like "I really LOVE being here with you" or "I LOVE that we found each other" and basically made a huge neon sign saying he loved me, ha. Otherwise, NOPE. Not saying it. It's so heartbreaking if/when it's not reciprocated.
So I guess @cdnrunning and @purplg8r are just nicer than me
Month/Cycle: 8/5 (2/1 AL)
CD: 27
WAYDTGKU: PNV, OPKs, temping, checking CM and CP, pants-off dance-off, bam-bam in the ham
R/R: Rave: I got through Monday without complaining!
CS/Q:
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
Both are hard. I would wait until the other person said it first even when I wanted to say it. It's also difficult to not say it back. Luckily I don't have to deal with all that dating crap anymore.
Married Aug. 2013
TTC #1 Sep. 2016
***TW***
BFP Jun. 5, 2017; MMC Aug. 2, 2017 at 11w6d
BFP Nov. 20, 2017; ended in CP
All the tests. Everything normal except treated for ureaplasma and DH potentially has high DNAF.
BFP Dec. 25, 2017; EDD Sep. 5, 2018; DD arrived Aug. 26th
My chart: https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/63f71d
Month/Cycle: 10/11
CD: 4
WAYDTGKU: just waiting for AF to see her way out
R/R: work sucks lately. Sucks. People are leaving with nothing lined up. Guess that's not telling management anything...
im just miserable anymore but I have a few reasons to stay at this point (great maternity leave considering we're in the US and they're flexible with my schedule if needed with my husband's schedule and daycare for our son) so I need to wait it out unfortunately.
CS/Q:
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
I had one boyfriend before my husband (met my husband at 17). So with my old boyfriend he said it first and I said it back. Looking back I think it was more of loving him as a friend. We were friends for a few years before dating.
And my husband also said it first and I said it right back. It was different and once he said it I could tell the difference between him and my previous boyfriend
CD: Not really sure what day to count
WAYDTGKU: Nope
R/R: **TW**
A friend of mine told me a month ago they were 'sort of' ttgp. Last week she asked me about opks. Now shes pregnant. I literally just lost my shit thinking about this. WTF. I'm so pissed at the word and myself right now.
**end tw**
CS/Q: nada
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
Most likely telling the person to their face that I didn't love them back. In a previous relationship I'm pretty sure I was the first one to say I love you so that doesn't really bother me.
@mispanda Hugs lady. I am so sorry you are dealing with this right now.
Month/Cycle: 11/12 (month roll-over, well f--k...)
CD: 8
WAYDTGKU: I am pretty sure I forget something every time I do this, but here goes...BBT, Vits, EPO, green tea, CM, OPKs soon
R/R: Ugh, it is Tuesday. Tuesday is my meeting day, so I hate Tuesdays. I am so glad that 4 hours of my day will end up being wasted listening to other people trying to make themselves sound important...
CS/Q: Nothing to see.
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? I am super awkward and have a serious fear of rejection, so being the first to say it would have been way scarier for me. I also didn't date all that much before DH (we started dating when I was 18), and the guys I did date were kind of crappy, so this situation pretty much just never came up.
Married 9/2015
TTC #1 6/2016
Dx Unexplained IF 6/2017
Clomid + Ovidrel + IUI 7/2017 - Cancelled (overstimulated)
Letrozole + Ovidrel + IUI #1 - BFN
Letrozole + Ovidrel + IUI #2 -BFN
Letrozole + Ovidrel + IUI#3 - BFP! EDD July 15 2018
Baby Girl H - July 22 2018
@cdnrunning FX it is O and not the wine!
M/C: 5/3, 3/2 AL
CD: 8
WAYDTGKU: BBT, PNV, CM, CP, Evening Primrose
R/R: Rave: I made it to the gym this morning for the first time in a week. We've been so busy and staying up late, so when 4:30am rolls around, I've just been temping then passing back out. Also, I got into work early today, so I'm hoping to leave a bit early so I can spend time painting our bedroom. We move furniture into the house on Thursday, so I was hoping to have it all painted before then.
CS/Q: So I started spotting 2 days before AF started and had 5 days of AF and then continued to spot. So basically it has been over over a week of spotting and AF (9 days in total). Has anyone else experienced this? Is this something I should be concerned about? Last cycle was my first normal-ish cycle (despite being long) as my last 3 were either coming of BC, MC, and non-O.
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
Definitely telling someone I didn't love them back. That would be very heart breaking for the other person.
Edit for comments.
CD: 9
WAYDTGKU: All the things
R/R: I have my HSG today and I'm 100% nervous.
CS/Q:
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
To be honest I didn't have many partners before H. My first one was my high school boyfriend who we both said I love you before we meant it and the second was a guy that neither of us got around to loving the other.
Married: 04/05/15
TTC since: 02/16/16
cdnrunning I hope you have another spike tomorrow and can move onto the TWW
Augusta108 I need to know more about this show! Sounds super interesting. So your DH watches it too? (we’re looking for more mutual shows). I do the save that for later bit too lol.
50Wife Ugh, sorry about work. Take a hint management!
mispanda I’m so sorry. I am bitter toward my friends who are getting KU like rabbits and are saying, “OMG I didn’t even want another kid!” It’s like, no.
Pinky917 My day yesterday was all meetings, and one of the 11 was interesting/important/relevant to me. You have my empathy!
Month/Cycle: 3/3
CD: 7
WAYDTGKU: OPKs (why am I using two brands?), temping (lazily during the WTO part and OBSESSIVELY during the TWW, which is really a OWW for me), Vitamin B6, eating the good foods, having sex (I think I can, I think I can).
R/R: Rave: I’m just in a good mood. Sleeping in a new bed is nice, the rough part of work will be over tomorrow, I think I can sneak a run in this afternoon, I cooked everything I need for the week on Sunday, and it isn’t freezing anymore!
CS/Q: My chart hates me.
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
Harder for sure to tell someone to their face that I didn’t love them back. Honestly, I don’t think I could do that. I could in a text though, because I’m a garbage person like that.
DD1 EDD 9/29/2015, Born 9/24/2015
DS1 EDD 1/3/2018, Born 12/26/2017
BFP #3 3/21/2019, EDD 11/29/2019, MMC/D&C 5/7/2019
BFP #4 6/28/2019, EDD 3/12/2020
CD: 20
WAYDTGKU: prenatals, bbt, checking cm, limiting coffee and alcohol
R/R: Temp stayed up today! Just one more day, and then I'll get cross-hairs, yay! And I have plans to make hotpot for dinner tonight, yum. On the flip side, I'm still so very tired. All the time. It's probably from my lingering cold, but I'm not sure I've experienced fatigue as the only (remaining) symptom before. It's making limiting my coffee very hard.
CS/Q: I think @cdnrunning answered them all yesterday
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? Tell them I didn't love them back. I was in quite a few relationships like that, not quite sure why, but it always made me feel like such a liar and cheater when I couldn't say it back. I've even (I'm ashamed to say) said it back although I didn't properly mean it, just to avoid the situation.
@Dilynne GL today!
Moving on over to TWW! See y'all soon!
TTC #2 - August 2016
MFI
IUI #1-3 BFN
BFP 4/21/18 MMC 6/11/18
Edited because TB ate half the post
I'm just seeing your pants off dance off. You must have posted while I was typing mine.
@mispanda I'm sorry you had to deal with that. =(
Month/Cycle: 13 Cycle, 8 TTCAL
CD: 7
WAYDTGKU: PNV, OPK, BBT, etc...
R/R: Worked from home yesterday, and was able to get everything done! Including some housework on the side! However, I was working from home so I could be there for the exterminator, but he was a no show... >.< We've been dealing with some sort of bug for over a month that my fiance is allergic to, the first time the exterminator just gave us a sticky trap, this was supposed to be his follow up visit...
CS/Q:
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
Both are hard. With my ex, it got to the point where saying "I love you" was difficult, and lord help me if I wanted to try and end things by saying I didn't love them. I think it really depends on the person you're dealing with.
**TW in Spoiler**
BFP 6/30/16, MC 8/21/16
BFP 05/04/17, 5/10/17 Emergency LAP due to ectopic. Right tube removed.
BFP 07/12/17, ECDD 03/25/18 - Silver Orion Born 3/23/18
BFP 09/30/19, EDD 06/11/20
Married Aug. 2013
TTC #1 Sep. 2016
***TW***
BFP Jun. 5, 2017; MMC Aug. 2, 2017 at 11w6d
BFP Nov. 20, 2017; ended in CP
All the tests. Everything normal except treated for ureaplasma and DH potentially has high DNAF.
BFP Dec. 25, 2017; EDD Sep. 5, 2018; DD arrived Aug. 26th
My chart: https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/63f71d
@dilynne good luck today! Hope everything goes smoothly
@50Wife that situation sounds terrible I hope things puck up soon
Month/Cycle: 10/10
CD: 14
WAYDTGKU: bbt, cm, epo, pnv, green tea, a little preseed, eod until O, RE appointment next wed.
R/R: yucky day outside but I worked hard last night to have my apt in a good place for the cleaning people so I will come home to a glorious sparkling apartment tonight.
CS/Q: nope, so very very boring right now
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? Much more difficult for me not to say it back. I like to please people wayyyyyy too much
Together: 11/2008, married: 3/2014
DH: Type 1 Diabetes, (dx 4/15) Celiac Disease (dx 11/14), Treatment induced Neuropathy of Diabetes (dx 7/15)
DH SA: 11/16: low count and low motility
DH SA: 12/16: borderline low, count and motility
1/20/17: BFP, 1/24/17: CP
5/17:low AMH (0.89)
6/17: first IUI cycle, 50 mg clomid + ovidrel + IUI: 2 follies, BFN (count 58 million, 97% motility)
7/17: second IUI, 2.5 letrozole, OPK, IUI: 1 follie, BFN (count 9.5 million swimming- dont know percentage)
8/17: third IUI, 5.0 letrozole,
CD: 27
WAYDTGKU: PNV, OPK, Temping, charting, figuring out CM, HIO. I got a promising OPK this morning (will try again in afternoon), and my temp was way low yesterday (today it was higher, but not O high... i think i'm still new) so as @starla would say. Pants off dance off!
R/R: I'm so grateful for you smart ladies here! I started on another app that has a forum and they are literally idiots over there....
CS/Q: How much do you see alcohol affecting your temping?
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? To tell the person I didnt love them... I dont like confrontation at all...
CD: 7
WAYDTGKU: PNV BBT CM RRL
R/R: Excuse my rant... Omg my Iphone has caused me so many problems over the past 12+ hours. Yesterday around 4pm my phone stopped accepting my password. The same password I have had for 6+ months and use a bagillion times a day. So I had to completely wipe my phone and start over from the original factory settings. This alone took me 4+ hrs to figure out for various reasons. Then my Icloud wouldn't restore on my phone. So last night at like 10pm I had to go to the store to buy an alarm clock because I had no way of waking myself up for work today (husband is also out of town). FINALLY this morning when I got to work I was able to get my Icloud to download. So I'm back in business but what a serious pain in the butt!
CS/Q: N/A
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
I've never had to tell someone I didn't love them back. Even if I didn't really love them I pretty much convinced myself I did or I would evetually. I was also generally someone to hold off on the L word though. I'm very complicated lol but I think telling someone I didn't love them would have been harder because I struggled with the idea of how thing "could" be or "may be" in the future. Glad I finally found someone where that wasn't even a question!
Sorry to P & G but i'll be back later.
@kmalls I hate the fake out! Make up your mind, WEATHER.
@cdnrunning That's why I feel like I can't temp! Wine (and my odd sleeping schedule).
@50Wife Sorry work sucks. I know the feeling. Hang in there, and wait it out until the weekend.
@mispanda Dude EFF those people. Why so this so hard for some, but easy as pie for others? It's so unfair.
@EmilyLove25 A new bed is always the bees knees. I got a new one last year and it's forvever changed my life.
@Dilynne Good luck today!
@WillRunForWine21 I love how we have to clean our houses before the cleaning people come. My DH cannot wrap this head around it and freaks out every time I do the dishes/etc before they come lol
Month/Cycle: 10/9
CD: 11
WAYDTGKU: OPKs, PNVs, tracking
R/R: Started peeing on my OPKs this morning - so far, it's just an empty circle - which is good, since my husband is out of town until tomorrow night. Should work out perfectly, timing wise. I have a majorly busy day today, but at least it's with the family that I love. I'm a nanny for 2 families - one is 2 girls (and their freaking parents are impossible, but I still love them), and the other is 4 boys. The boys are my favorite people on earth and their parents are freaking fabulous and amazing. I want to be exactly like them when it's my turn
One of them was just singing Moana for like 20 minutes in the shower. So adorable.
CS/Q: Nope
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
I would have a harder time telling someone I don't love them. That cuts really deep.
Happy Tuesday, y'all
Hey ladies! Haven’t been on here in almost a week due to moving at work and then having a super busy weekend. My mobile app doesn’t let me sign in so I can’t post from my phone and I didn’t have much time to get to a computer. Hope everyone had a great couple days and I didn’t miss too much!
Month/Cycle: 2/2 (after 6 mo an-o)
CD: 17
WAYDTGKU: PNVs, Extra Folic Acid, Monitoring CM, OPKs
R/R: Based on CM, I think O is right around the corner! I haven’t gotten a positive OPK yet but I have a feeling I will later today or tomorrow. I hope I’m right cause I O’d on CD 28 last month so this would mean that O is right back to where it used to be when I was “regularish”. So fingers crossed!
CS/Q: Nope
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? I found it really difficult to say “I love you” even after the other person had said it to me. Even with DH, I knew I loved him weeks before he said it and even after he did, it took me a couple days to say it back. Now I say it multiple times a day
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@cdnrunning- Hope that temp spike was real!
@mispanda- I am so so sorry to see you back here. And for your SS friend. So many hugs to you.
@dilynne- Good luck with your HSG!
JJMNO1616- I understand the iphone struggles. Mine freezes all the time or will just randomly turn off. I hate it! Seriously considering switching to android. Hope yours stops giving you trouble now that it’s been reset.
Dating 03/31/2011 Married 10/18/2014
DS Born 12/28/2017
TTC #2 06/2019
CD:40
WAYDTGKU:bbt,cm,hio
R/R:Lazy rainy day here
CS/Q: nope
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? Thinking real hard about this but both would be hard for me.
CD: 10
WAYDTGKU: all the things....I'm so bad at remembering my vitamins though
R/R: I picked up over time today and so not happy I did.....this day is dragging sooo bad and I have stuff to do, plus I have to work second shift tomorrow and am not very happy about it
CS/Q:
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back?
Eh, not sure....I don't like to do either lol but if I had to choose probably saying I love you first
@mispanda hugs, the universe is not fair. You have every right to lose it and feel all the feels. hugs again
@pinky917 hugs M/C buddy, I rolled over on the 1st... fx this is the cycle for both of us
@dilynne GL with your HSG today!
Diagnosed : unexplained infertility
6 rounds of IUI and a MC 2/2014, rainbow twins 4/2015
TTC #3 5/2016
Restarted Fertility tx
IUI 2 rounds, baby girl 12/17
@purplg8r I thought my day was super boring yesterday and then all hell broke loose!
@cdnrunning FX for another temp spike tomorrow!
@Augusta108 I know how you feel. My H is out of town for work right now and I really want to watch our DVRd episode of Big Little Lies!
@kmalls Sorry fo hear the weather is back to being crummy.
@starla Glad to hear Monday was kind to you!
@50Wife Sorry to hear work is so crummy lately. Hopefully AF leaves the building soon!
@mispanda I'm so sorry
@Pinky917 Your meeting day reminds me of my H's complaints about his job. He always says "these people add no value to what I'm doing".
@EmilyLove25 LOL at "I could in a text though". I guess it's better then just not saying it at all and stringing someone along.
@camomile-2 Yay for CH!
@SoraLk UGH I hate bug issues! We had a problem with these little beatles called stink bugs when I lived in MI and they were the worst! Now we deal with the occasional cock roach and they make my skin crawl.
@WillRunForWine21 I need cleaning people. Super jealous.
@abcola Bahah which one? Baby center?
@BreezyBee Yay for good timing!
@LaurenEG14 Welcome back! I had android before Apple and I eventually started to have the same phone glitch issues. I think phones just suck like that after awhile because of all the system upgrades and stuff.
@kaitlink33 I feel you on the PNV struggle. I was so good about taking my PNV and now I keep forgetting!! I've never been able to keep up with vitamins or any type of medication. Hopefully once I do get KU or at least TTC it's on my mind more.
Month/Cycle: 3/3
CD: 6
WAYDTGKU: HIO, BBT, Starting OPK this cycle, FertilAid, OvaBoost, FertileCM, Vitamin C, Omega3, Probiotic, Dessicated Liver, Collagen, Red Raspberry Leaf Tea, Maca, Green Tea, POM Juice, No Alcohol/Caffeine, Fertility Yoga
R/R: Rant: My youngest is teething and I was up every hour last night, I’m exhausted. Rave: gorgeous day today!
CS/Q: Normal to have temps that are pretty high in the first part of your cycle?
GTKY: This is a hard one! Probably would be harder for me to have to say “I don’t love you” back.
@mispanda I’m so sorry you’re having a hard day; sucks when it seems so easy for our friends. And this is the last thing I’m sure you needed to deal with right now.
@dilynne I hope everything goes well with your HSG, thinking of you!
@EmilyLove25 OWW made me laugh, because gallows humor and misery loves company.
@camomile-2 FX for CH!
@RVAmom315 good luck to you in the TWW
@JJMNO1616 what a phone nightmare, but I’m glad you got it all squared away.DS2: Jan. 2016
DS3: Dec. 2017
Baby #4 on the way!
@starla I love the euphemisms!!
@Dilynne Good luck!!
CD: 15
WAYDTGKU: all of it
R/R: im doing audits all week for work so I'm just plane hopping around the country.
GTKY: I have a hard time saying I love you first.
@darkrose88 My AF is generally on the longer side, at least when you include spotting/brown blood. This past cycle I had spotting a couple days before flow, four days of medium flow, a day of spotting, a day of light flow, and five more days of spotting! That was a lot for me and I've never had spotting in the middle before, so I was kind of perplexed, but not really worried.
@Dilynne FX for you!!
Too lazy to do my own post today/there's nothing of note on my end. Just doing some lurking.
DD - 12/28/17
TTC #2 3/2019
BFP 5/2019 || MC - D&C 5/2019
BFP 2/2020 || EDD 10/10/2020
Married Aug. 2013
TTC #1 Sep. 2016
***TW***
BFP Jun. 5, 2017; MMC Aug. 2, 2017 at 11w6d
BFP Nov. 20, 2017; ended in CP
All the tests. Everything normal except treated for ureaplasma and DH potentially has high DNAF.
BFP Dec. 25, 2017; EDD Sep. 5, 2018; DD arrived Aug. 26th
My chart: https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/63f71d
@Augusta108 what kind of reality show is it?
@mispanda ugh. I'm sorry about your friend. It's so frustrating how some people seem to get pregnant so easily while some of us struggle.
@darkrose88 good luck painting!!
@Dilynne I hope your HSG went well!!
@JJMNO1616 so annoying about your phone! I'm addicted to mine so that would freak me out.
@Augusta108 I feel you on needing to conserve energy!
@50Wife I'm sorry your job sucks right now. My job is the same--sooo many people have left in the last few months that you think HR would notice a pattern here. I hope things improve for you soon!
@mispanda I'm so sorry about your friend. News like that always hits hard and I'm sure it's even harder when you're going through a loss. Many hugs.
@darkrose88 hope you get all your painting done! Moving is so stressful but so exciting!
@Dilynne good luck with your HSG today!!
@camomile-2 I hope you feel better and get some rest soon!
@JJMNO1616 I'm sorry for all the phone frustration! Glad it was able to work out, I would've been going crazy too!
CD: 14
WAYDTGKU: PNV, BBT, OPK, evening primrose oil, pom juice
R/R: had what I thought was a positive OPK on Sunday but today I got a blaring positive so O day was definitely not yesterday like I thought. The good news is that I tend to O two days after my first positive OPK so I'm thinking O might be Thursday which would be GREAT because DH gets home tomorrow night from his trip. Fx that we can still get good timing in this month!
CS/Q: nope
GTKY: Before your current partner, would it have been more difficult for you to be the first one to say I love you, or to have to tell the person to their face that you didn't love them back? Harder to tell them I don't love them. I dated a guy for like three days and he told me he loved me and I was like "okay...see you later!" I ended things with him a day or two later and it was so hard for me to do it but at the same time he was moving way too fast too soon (telling me he loved me and that he wanted to transfer to my college so we could be together after only dating a few days WTF). Anyway, I started dating DH a few months later so it was obviously the right move
Married 07/2012
DD born 07/2014
DD2 born 10/2018
DS born 10/2022
IF history:
TTC #2 since January 2016
June-Aug 2017: 3 IUIs w/Clomid = BFN
Sept 2017: Dx w/Endometriosis
Oct 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN
Nov 2017: IUI w/Letrozole = BFN
Dec 2017: pre-IVF testing
Jan-Feb 2018: IVF--17 eggs retrieved, 13 fertilized, 9 frozen and 1 transferred on 2/10 = BFP on 2/19!!! EDD 10/29/2018
FET Oct 2021: BFP on 10/31! MC at 5 weeks
FET Feb 2022: BFP on 2/15! EDD 10/29/22