I am only 2 days away from finding out the news hoping and praying to God every time I go to the bathroom I don't see my AF lol. Our RE told us not to test at home and to wait the full 10 days after transfer to take a blood test and see if it worked.
But its like everything is happening during this "short" waiting time. One of my friends just had her baby early this weekend, "pleasant reminder" that we were trying for a year before she was even married, and now she's popped out a bb, I'm happy for her but just funny the timing of it you know? Then everybody wants to make plans with us- birthdays, trips, hangouts- you name it! I was really hoping we could just take it easy and keep on the DL and be forgotten for a little you know? To just disappear for a while without anybody noticing but its just not happening. I'm constantly wondering what I'm feeling or not feeling. Thinking hey! I've had much less achne than normal for this time of the month! to shit- I just had a mood swing and very irritable.... I feel like all this definitely can't be good for anybody trying to be pregnant, so much for all those saying to "just relax" yeah right! I need some serious help.