@sjohns08 We are so on the same wavelength. I came in here thinking about starting this exact thread. I am a crazy person tonight. So far I have cried because I want cornbread but I don't want to make it, because I'm worried about what I'm going to look like after I give birth, because DH and I can't agree on a boy name and because DH is so wonderful and understanding. That last one really threw him for a loop. "But...that's good, right? Why are you crying?" I don't know babe. I don't know.
Oh and because DH made me laugh and my laugh sounded like my SIL's
Today would have been my Mom's 53rd birthday. I got together my sister, her boyfriend (which is my BIL from marriage), my Aunt and my Uncle (not married to each other) to do a dinner in her honor. I made her spaghetti sauce and my Aunt got a chocolate ganache cake from our favorite bakery. She also brought a TON of my baby photos of me with my mom that she had taken and a lot of my mom as a teen. Just trying not to burst in to a ball of spill my guts as people joke with my sister about pregnancy hunger, rage, and emotions was hard. DH and I eyeballed each other from across the table. I cried having a heart to heart with sister two hours prior to this dinner. To know my Mom will miss out on my sister's twins due this Spring and my second child makes it so much harder some days.
@beezeemarie & @soprano19, I wasn't even watching the whole movie LOL I had put on Disney songs on YouTube while I played with DS. But that one caught my attention and I sat there bawling while he stared at me lol
It's been a rough week, but the flat tire on my way home (with DD in the car) was icing on the cake. I bawled for 5 mins before figuring out my next steps.
Pretty much what ever I'm watching on TV will make me cry...
Embarrassingly, I was watching real house wives of orange county reruns, and for those of you who watched the show, It was the episode where Vicki's daughter gives birth to her son. I was a balling mess. lol
mommac2017, @beezeemarie & @soprano19 - Add me to the "Refuses to watch Up" list. Even when I'm not pregnant, man that movie makes me bawl. I cried so hard in the theater, my H still makes fun of me for it.
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Me: 31+ H: 32 TTC Since 11/2015 #1 - MMC 6.5 weeks (2/16); #2 - MC due to cystic hygroma at 20 weeks (10/16); #3 CP (2/17); #4 - Due 12.16.17
@Tennis11785, during my last pregnancy I went to see Inside Out with all my friends. None of them knew I was pregnant. I had already seen the movie so I was prepared. I bawled my face off and they all just stared at me! The woman behind me even said "oh my gosh that girl is crying". I wanted to scream "yeah because my heart isn't made of stone!!!!"
This morning DH was watching YouTube videos and this one was from Britain's got Talent. This one little boy starts singing a song from Dreamgirls and he get so overwhelmed that he starts crying. Well his mom who is backstage comes running out on stage to him. I had to turn away. Normally these things make my eyes water but I was dangerously close to bawling.
Me: 29 DH: 32 Married 9/27/2014 TTC Since 1/1/2017 BFP: 2/6/2017 Due Date: 10/13/17
Not a full on cry, but definitely had tears. I watched a video of the Backstreet Boys rehearsing for their upcoming show and it just filled me with emotion that theyre still together and doing well. Needless to say I have been a diehard BSB fan for over 20+ years lol
@kkerner87 I was obsessed with the BSB back in the day! I think I went to three or four concerts. I so wish I could see them in Vegas!
@mommac2017@Tennis11785@beezeemarie@soprano19 also a big "Up" crier here! That beginning is the WORST. I still remember when DH and I watched it years ago we were eating dinner and I was bawling and still trying to eat my hamburger at the same time. I still get crap for it. God, there's just no warning and it throws all the feels at you in the first freakin 10 minutes. All Pixar movies tug at my heart. Toy Story 3? Don't even get me started. It makes me never want to get rid of any of DD's toys because they (yes, as in the toys) will be sad haha
DH sent me this video awhile back because of how I am with Pixar movies (don't worry, it's all satire and shouldn't make you actually cry haha
@Tennis11785 I just finished watching How I Met Your Mother on Netflix and bawled my eyes out! Damn that show and it's feels!
TTC since 01/2011 07/2013 - First round of testing - CD21 and CD3 blood tests and HSG + multiple SAs for DH 07/2013 - Diagnosis - Anovulatory and DH has very low counts - Referral to urologist for further testing 08/2013 - Urologist showed varcocele veins and testicular defect from birth. Unable to repair 11/2013 - Consult with RE regarding treatment. Benched due to finances 2014/2015 - Took break from pursuing treatment, moved to a new province 06/2016 - DH redid SA as per direction from new family doctor - Counts have increased!! 07/2016 - Consult with new RE - ordered a repeat HSG 09/2016 - Providing no issues on HSG - Scheduled to start first IUI with Clomid 01/17/2017 - First IUI with Clomid - BFP - M/C @ 9 weeks
Today it's because I now can't go on our church's volunteer trip to Mexico due to being pregnant. Every year we go down to the same orphanage and spend a week doing projects for them and hanging out with the kids there. I feel good enough to go, but H thinks I shouldn't since it's a LONG drive and we stay on a ranch and there's dust and stuff everywhere. Plus if I did get sick while there or worse, we're a minimum three hour drive back to CA. I know it's better for me not to go, but I'm really sad about it.
Ugh Up. I can't discuss that movie without tearing up!
I cried yesterday because we went to see an ice sculpture festival and it was too crowded and I could get close enough to see it. So I stood there and cried. Yup.
Also I cry when I'm hungry because we never have what I want to eat.
Friday - The Final Episode of Stranger Things Yesterday - Fifty Shades Darker (this is how I know it's hormone related)
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Started crying after hanging up with the docs and finding out I won't have an ultrasound til 20 wks then hubby bought me Taco Bell because I have been wanting it for days and then cried because I ate too much and now my stomach hurts -- someone pray for my DH
Crying because I watched this documentary and realized I will probably never see Daft Punk live and I want to go to a rave. Please note, have not raved since 2003. So much goofy nostalgia goop.
Re: Why my pregnant self is Crying (2/10)
3 failed IUI cycles
Oct '15 - IVF 1 - 10R, 3M, 0F
Sept '16 - IVF - 12R, 11M, 5F and 3 perfect day 5 blasts - MMC 7w5d
Jan '17 - FET 1 - BFP, EDD 10/14
Oh and because DH made me laugh and my laugh sounded like my SIL's
Embarrassingly, I was watching real house wives of orange county reruns, and for those of you who watched the show, It was the episode where Vicki's daughter gives birth to her son. I was a balling mess. lol
don't judge...
** December BMB Siggy Challenge - Animals in Pools **
Me: 31+ H: 32
TTC Since 11/2015
#1 - MMC 6.5 weeks (2/16); #2 - MC due to cystic hygroma at 20 weeks (10/16); #3 CP (2/17); #4 - Due 12.16.17
Married 9/27/2014
TTC Since 1/1/2017
BFP: 2/6/2017
Due Date: 10/13/17
@mommac2017 @Tennis11785 @beezeemarie @soprano19 also a big "Up" crier here! That beginning is the WORST. I still remember when DH and I watched it years ago we were eating dinner and I was bawling and still trying to eat my hamburger at the same time. I still get crap for it. God, there's just no warning and it throws all the feels at you in the first freakin 10 minutes. All Pixar movies tug at my heart. Toy Story 3? Don't even get me started. It makes me never want to get rid of any of DD's toys because they (yes, as in the toys) will be sad haha
DH sent me this video awhile back because of how I am with Pixar movies (don't worry, it's all satire and shouldn't make you actually cry haha
*O17 June Siggy Challenge - You had 1 job!*
** December BMB Siggy Challenge - Animals in Pools **
Me: 31+ H: 32
TTC Since 11/2015
#1 - MMC 6.5 weeks (2/16); #2 - MC due to cystic hygroma at 20 weeks (10/16); #3 CP (2/17); #4 - Due 12.16.17
TTC since 01/2011
07/2013 - First round of testing - CD21 and CD3 blood tests and HSG + multiple SAs for DH
07/2013 - Diagnosis - Anovulatory and DH has very low counts - Referral to urologist for further testing
08/2013 - Urologist showed varcocele veins and testicular defect from birth. Unable to repair
11/2013 - Consult with RE regarding treatment. Benched due to finances
2014/2015 - Took break from pursuing treatment, moved to a new province
06/2016 - DH redid SA as per direction from new family doctor - Counts have increased!!
07/2016 - Consult with new RE - ordered a repeat HSG
09/2016 - Providing no issues on HSG - Scheduled to start first IUI with Clomid
01/17/2017 - First IUI with Clomid - BFP - M/C @ 9 weeks
Come on Baby "B"! Time to come out and play!
I cried yesterday because we went to see an ice sculpture festival and it was too crowded and I could get close enough to see it. So I stood there and cried. Yup.
Also I cry when I'm hungry because we never have what I want to eat.
Yesterday - Fifty Shades Darker (this is how I know it's hormone related)
I heart YNAB
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“Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times,
if one only remembers to turn on the light."
- Albus Dumbledore