I don't like waking up to pee anymore because I end up awake for hours. I've been awake most of the time since 3:15 (it's 5:52 now) and tonight I've got some terrible pains going on with my hips, back, and stomach. It's like RLP on steroids and I can't even attempt to roll over or move to a new position.
Anyone else being woken up by nightmares/bad thoughts? Maybe this is a FTM thing, or maybe it's because I already have GAD, but I keep having recurring nightmares/bad daydreams of people dropping the baby while holding her. Or her rolling off the bed. Or just really disturbing things. It's starting to make me feel crazy..Like to the point where I talk to H about it in the morning and say something like "okay, all visitors must be sitting when they hold her.." or "no one else can drive if she's in the car". It's basically just a long list of "rules" and I know some of them are so irrational/embarrassing.
I work with a lady that makes her 16 year old call her before and after eating if she's home alone. I guess she thinks she will choke?! Not sure when this will end, maybe when she gets married?
I didn't get on TB last night but, trust me, I was awake. My dog was not acting like herself - jumping on and off her bed (which is the same level as our bed), barking, running around the room. Ended up giving my fiancé a mild black eye from a collision of their skulls. Took her out and put her in the living room around 2am. She came back and was real sorry around 4. UGH.
I told my fiancé maybe she knows something is up, like labor is soon! He said "nah I doubt it". ugh THANKS