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kiwi2628
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WTO Monday 1/2
kiwi2628
member
Good morning!!
Month/Cycle:
CD:
WAYDTGKU:
R/R:
CS/Q:
GTKY - What are your big fears in life?
Month/Cycle:
CD:
WAYDTGKU:
R/R:
CS/Q:
GTKY - What are your big fears in life?
Re: WTO Monday 1/2
CD: 17
WAYDTGKU: All the things, but apparently it doesn't matter.
R/R: Rant: I was just waiting for one more high temp to move over to TWW. of course my body says "no way! Not so easy" and gives me the lowest temp of my cycle and stark white OPK. WTF?!
CS/Q:
GTKY - What are your big fears in life?
Getting into a horrible car accident and being paralyzed or something. But moreso having a loved one (DH, sibling, parent) die unexpectedly. This is going to be a great GTKY for my mood today.
Married Aug. 2013
TTC #1 Sep. 2016
***TW***
BFP Jun. 5, 2017; MMC Aug. 2, 2017 at 11w6d
BFP Nov. 20, 2017; ended in CP
All the tests. Everything normal except treated for ureaplasma and DH potentially has high DNAF.
BFP Dec. 25, 2017; EDD Sep. 5, 2018; DD arrived Aug. 26th
My chart: https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/63f71d
CD: 14
WAYDTGKU: HIO, OPK, PNV...I also took musinex this month but only because I am actually sick, but we will see how that affected things
R/R: Everyone else has off today but I dont. WOMP WOMP. Also, I have to deal with a difficult client today so thats super annoying
CS/Q:
GTKY - What are your big fears in life?
Heights! Omg, I need serious xanax to go on a plane, and even around europe, all those tall churches and monuments and things that you need to climb stairs to get to the top- NEWP
Month/Cycle: 14/15... Cycle FIFTEEN. Ridiculous.
CD: 1
WAYDTGKU: Who knows, would love to take a more relaxed approached this month regarding temping and maybe sex EOD. When FW comes though I'm all THE MORE THE MERRIER. GET THOSE SHITS UP THERE. So we'll see.
R/R: DH is off today so it's nice to have an extended weekend together the 3 of us
CS/Q: Nothing to see except the label that this is my FIFTEENTH cycle. Not having the best day if you can't tell.
GTKY - What are your big fears in life?
My child dying before I do. And drowning.
Married Aug. 2013
TTC #1 Sep. 2016
***TW***
BFP Jun. 5, 2017; MMC Aug. 2, 2017 at 11w6d
BFP Nov. 20, 2017; ended in CP
All the tests. Everything normal except treated for ureaplasma and DH potentially has high DNAF.
BFP Dec. 25, 2017; EDD Sep. 5, 2018; DD arrived Aug. 26th
My chart: https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/63f71d
CD: 9
WAYDTGKU: letrozole 5mg, all the other things. Watery/ewcm started today so it's time to get going!
R/R: @kiwi2628 I'm right there with you with work today. But i figure it's ok since it's time and a half for me!
CS/Q: nope
GTKY - What are your big fears in life?
Deep question for a Monday! I think losing DH is my biggest fear.
Edited because I forgot to add hugs for you @TravelingCouple. Cycle 19 for me...I find some days are harder than others. This wknd was tough because I'm putting so much pressure on 2017 to be the year for us. Just know that you're not alone!
Surgery Dec 2016: submucosal fibroid removed
Awaiting RE appointment
@TravelingCouple Oh no, I'm so sorry for CD1 and cycle 15. Such a nightmare. I hope this cycle is the one.
@Starla Ugh, I hate when you get a dip like that! Maybe it's a delayed fallback rise? I'll cross my fingers you get a nice, high temp tomorrow.
@kiwi2628 Good luck with the difficult client today!
Month/Cycle: 7/8
CD: 5
WAYDTGKU: pnv only right now
R/R: I've now lost my sense of taste. This cold can suck it!
CS/Q: nadda
GTKY - What are your big fears in life?
for some reason, I have a really big fear of sharks. Like, even if I go in a deep pool, my head imagines that there are sharks looming at the bottom!
Dating since: 11/17/2001
Married: 9/26/2009
TTC: June 2016
EDD: 5/14/2018
CD: 12
WAYDTGKU: All the things + Metformin
R/R: Sorry I've been MIA - I find it incredibly difficult to mobile bump and since I don't have a computer at home I did some dirty lurking over the holidays.
CS/Q:
GTKY - What are your big fears in life? This is going to sound super morbid, but my biggest fear is that H's depression will come back in full force and something bad will happen.
Married: 04/05/15
TTC since: 02/16/16
CD: 1
WAYDTGKU: just PNV and green tea right now
R/R: Feeling really anxious about going back to work tomorrow. I'm an accountant and this time of year is always insane. Tomorrow our independent auditors are coming to observe inventory counts and then I have about 3 days to do what I normally do in a week.
CS/Q:
GTKY: I have a fear of talking on the phone - social anxiety is a real silly goose. I know how irrational it is, yet my pulse races, my palms get sweaty and I can't think straight.
Married: October 2009
TTC#1: August 2016
DD Born 10/20/17
Married Aug. 2013
TTC #1 Sep. 2016
***TW***
BFP Jun. 5, 2017; MMC Aug. 2, 2017 at 11w6d
BFP Nov. 20, 2017; ended in CP
All the tests. Everything normal except treated for ureaplasma and DH potentially has high DNAF.
BFP Dec. 25, 2017; EDD Sep. 5, 2018; DD arrived Aug. 26th
My chart: https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/63f71d
@starla- sorry for the fake out from the ute
@TravelingCouple I am so so sorry you are having a day like that today. Big hugs
@JulesDP sorry to see you back here
Month/Cycle: 5/4
CD: 17
WAYDTGKU: OPKs. PNV. RRLT.
R/R: ugh another day of flashy smileys. I think that's 7? Or 8? I wish I had peed into a cup and dipped my wondfo this morning so I would have some sense of where I am. I had ewcm a few days ago and now I'm dry so I feel like it already happened but I'll hang out for a little while longer.
CS/Q:
GTKY - What are your big fears in life?
Everything. Mainly losing DH (to death)
@JulesDP accountant here too! I'm not looking forward to the next couple of months. Audits are the worst
@kiwi2628 @adirat my top reason for not moving to TWW is because I don't want to be all alone! I'm loving the activity in WTO
EDD: March 24, 2018 - angel baby at 21 weeks
Month/Cycle: 5/5
CD: 13
WAYDTGKU: PNVs, CoQ10, not temping or using OPKs this cycle, increasing my liquid intake
R/R: headed to the Outback Bowl to watch my Gators play!! I actually convinced H to go since I was asking on the way home from his Broncos game a few weeks ago.
CS/Q:
GTKY - What are your big fears in life? I have lots. Not being able to get KU. Being alone forever. Bodies of water with animals in it. Leaving things plugged in & causing fires.
CD: 13
WAYDTGKU: hio, temp, cm, opk, pnv
R/R: office is closed today, yay! My temp jumped waaaaaay up this am from my normal 96.7ish to 97.6 after I temped 2 hours late and got up to pee and couldn't fall back asleep instantly at 5:30a. I don't think there's any way it's O as nothing else lines up with it, just super annoying because my chart was the prettiest its ever been and my ocd brain really liked that
CS/Q:
GTKY - What are your big fears in life?
Something happening to H. If I think about too long I can start crying. And a few months ago I dreamt something did and woke up ugly crying.
Also so I just found this gem: https://www.fertilityfriend.com/courses/lesson.php?p=1;15;0;0
It explains a lot, but I was also thinking that apparently anything can happen and all this charting may just be confusing me further. I think CM has been the best predictor of O for me so far.
ETA: Sorry for being such a downer today, ladies. I'll probably get a really nice temp shift soon and will be all "yay! Temping and charting is the best!"
Married Aug. 2013
TTC #1 Sep. 2016
***TW***
BFP Jun. 5, 2017; MMC Aug. 2, 2017 at 11w6d
BFP Nov. 20, 2017; ended in CP
All the tests. Everything normal except treated for ureaplasma and DH potentially has high DNAF.
BFP Dec. 25, 2017; EDD Sep. 5, 2018; DD arrived Aug. 26th
My chart: https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/63f71d
Month/Cycle: 12/12 1 TTCAL
CD: 8
WAYDTGKU: cm OPKs sex EOD
R/R: *TW* had a shitty weekend, didn't want to do anything and just having a hard time getting past all this. I'm supposed to call the doc tomorrow for my blood test and ultrasound results. I took a test to be sure and it's negative now. DH and I have been waiting to BD but we are getting into our fertile window and I'm getting impatient waiting. If I didn't test the day of my missed period I would've never even known that I had a CP so I don't know why we're waiting or if we even have to be. When I met with the doc he never mentioned it. Anyone have any thoughts on this? *end TW*
CS/Q: see above
GTKY - What are your big fears in life?
I just worry about my family and the people I love
Oh my gosh @beachbunnyxo123 I must've missed when you posted about your loss, I'm so so sorry to see you back here. If your doc didn't tell you to wait a cycle, I don't see why you need to. My OB told us to wait one cycle after my 6 week loss and my cycle right after ended up being annovulatory anyway. If you feel ready to jump right back in and your doc didn't say to wait, I don't see why you need to.
Month/Cycle: 4/4
CD: 1
WAYDTGKU: PNV, OPKs, going to start temping, HIO eod, CM
R/R: Back to my "day job" tomorrow...sigh. The last three nights I've woken up in a complete panic about work. Rave: This does mean I have one more lazy day off with DH
CS/Q: nothing.
GTKY - What are your big fears in life? Oh my gosh....I need to think on this one a little!
**TW**I read so much stuff after my CP in December and a lot said you don't need to wait. The main thing is, are you emotionally ready to try again? I felt ready to try two weeks later when I O'd (I did O two days earlier than normal). I was a complete emotional wreck though when I tested, got a bfn and then AF arrived. I am so sorry you are back here, but I hope that we can provide some support for you. My month after CP was really difficult, but coming here helped me grieve and talk about it since I didn't want to talk with people IRL. Hugs.**TW**
@TravelingCouple @JulesDP @jess0211 Sorry for CD 1
Month/Cycle: 4/4 2 TTCAL
CD: 4
WAYDTGKU: PNV, drinking pomegranate juice every day (read it helps build uterine lining) given I have had multiple light, 2 day periods
R/R:
Rave: I had an amazing night sleep again. I feel so well rested. I don't have to go back to work until Wednesday, so I got to sleep in until 10am. No rants given the day just started!
CS/Q: nope
GTKY - What are your big fears in life?
Typically, I fear failure of any kind. I try to work hard and put in a great deal of effort and if I still fail, that's really tough on my self-esteem. The lack of control in TTC doesn't help and makes me feel like a failure with each passing cycle.
@TravelingCouple @JulesDP and @jess0211 sorry for CD1, and fx this is your cycle
Month/Cycle: 3/3
CD: 17
WAYDTGKU: all the normal stuff
R/R: not looking forward to going back to work tomorrow, and sorry to everyone else that is feeling the same way
CS/Q: my temps are all over the place, I think O was on Saturday but I'm gonna hang here for a few more days to see what happens with my temps
GTKY - What are your big fears in life? *TW* I guess having another MC
CD: 2
WAYDTGKU: waiting for AF to leave
R/R: so this cycle is really weird already.... AF started yesterday and has been way lighter than usual. I did have a temp drop yesterday but still not anywhere near what it usually is when AF shows, so today I expected my temp to drop further, but no it jumped way up, to near all time post-O highs... cue the BSC, so I tested this AM just to be sure, BFN. Oh and to top it off I had food poisoning yesterday.... really things have to get better
CS/Q: who knows what the hell is happening
GTKY - What are your big fears in life? loosing the twins or DH
I am so sorry to all the CD 1 ladies @TravelingCouple @julesDP @jess0211
@adirat hi girl! I hope you don't have to come back over here
@beachbunnyxo123 I'm with the other ladies, TW my RE let us jump right back in to trying after a late first trimester loss. so if your mentally up for it, I'd have at it during fertile week. hugs
Diagnosed : unexplained infertility
6 rounds of IUI and a MC 2/2014, rainbow twins 4/2015
TTC #3 5/2016
Restarted Fertility tx
IUI 2 rounds, baby girl 12/17
@kiwi2628 That's not a fun way to get back to work after the New Year - hopefully it doesn't go too badly
@TravelingCouple Sorry for CD1, and the rollover to 15 - lots of creepy internet hugs
@JulesDP Sorry for CD1
@haylsbayls Ugh - how annoying those flashing smiley faces must get haha! I had a fake out (although only using Wondfos) this month, so feel your frustration with not knowing
@beachbunnyxo123 The others said everything I would have - but thought you should have more hugs xo
@jess0211 Sorry for CD1
Month/Cycle: 3/3
CD: 25
WAYDTGKU: everything - and lots of freaking waiting
R/R: I'm getting so frustrated with my body's fake out this cycle - even though it makes complete sense after being sick twice in 10 days... but it's still getting to me. At least I have today off still, and can enjoy one more lazy day with DH
CS/Q: Nope - still waiting
GTKY - What are your big fears in life? I think having regrets... I mean, I hate the idea of losing anyone close to me, but know that it is beyond my control. But I don't want to look back on choices I made out of fear and wish I had had the courage to do something differently
So sorry for these cd1s. Wine, netflix, chocolate, repeat. (this is the best solution I have found so far)
@beachbunnyxo123 Just wanted to give you *hugs*
@haylsbayls yeah that's exactly why I always preferred wondfos! FX you figure it out soon.
AFM
Month/Cycle: 10/10
CD: 12
WAYDTGKU: For the full arsenal of meds check my siggy, but IUI #3 this month.
R/R: Ultrasound showed that I will have 5-6 good follicles for my IUI tomorrow. This would make me feel super hopeful but last month I had 4, so *shrugs* The RE suggested that it is possible that the sperm for whatever reason weren't able to penetrate my eggs. The only solution to this is IVF with ICSI. So I'm not hugely hopeful the month but at least I can say I tried my best.
CS/Q:
GTKY - What are your big fears in life? Well besides the obvious "oh fuck I'm never going to get pregnant" I would be destroyed if my H died.
I'll see you all soon!
DD born: 3/31/19
DD born: 3/31/19
@Starla I hope it wasn't just a fluke and your temp goes back up tomorrow!
@TravelingCouple so sorry about CD1
@JulesDP and @jess0211sorry about CD1 as well
@beachbunnyxo123 I'm so sorry ❤️
Month/Cycle: 9/9
CD: 14
WAYDTGKU: PNV, OPK, BBT, Preseed, EOD
R/R:positive OPK this morning so I think I'll O tomorrow or Wednesday. H is leaving for a work trip so our timing will not be great.
CS/Q:
GTKY - What are your big fears in life?
Death. It will keep me up all night just thinking about it.
edit x2: English is hard.
@kiwi2628 Hope your day isn't too bad working all on your own! Good luck with the difficult client!
@TravelingCouple So sorry for another CD1! It's completely understandable to have a rough day!
@jmr1515 Yay for impending O!
@BertieMeetsGertie How did you enjoy the game yesterday? I was so excited to sport my new jersey my brother got me for Christmas!
@Dilynne I understand your fear. I sometimes worry about DH's anger, but then 2 hours later he's fine again. I wish I could let go of anger that easily, but then again, I don't get angry as often in the first place!
@JulesDP Sorry about CD1!
@Haylsbayls Ugh, stupid OPKs. Is there a reason you don't temp? (Sorry, I know you'll probably hear this a million times).
@purplg8r Have fun at the game!
@cactusblossum Welcome to the ruined looking charts club!
@beachbunnyxo123 Sorry your weekend was rough! Treat yourself well! **TW** My understanding is that there is no biological need to wait after CP (later MC is suggested to wait until first period, and from what I can tell this is mostly for dating and making sure HCG returns to 0 to rule out remaining tissue) **end TW**
@jess0211 Isn't it amazing how one extra lazy day feels so good? Have fun relaxing with DH!
@dragonfly87 I also fear failure. I get unreasonably embarrassed with myself!
@metrogirl I'd get one more HIO in just in case, since you had another + OPK yesterday and a temp drop again.
@wabash15 Sorry your cycle is already throwing you for a loop!
@Sailing_Mama Sorry about the lingering cycle. Last cycle I got so bummed I thought that I was never going to O (no fertile signs in sight at CD23), then I O'd 2 days later. Hang in there, and FX you O soon!
Month/Cycle: 4/4 (3 TTCAL, 1 anovulatory cycle)
CD: 17
WAYDTGKU: HIO, OPK, BBT, PNV, green tea, cutting back on alcohol
R/R: I got so much unpacking done yesterday, but it looks like I've made more of a mess than I've organized. This work will continue today since I have the day off.
CS/Q: Temp went back down today like I thought it would (artificial high temp due to drinking on NYE):
GTKY: I've always had a fear of skin cutting open and seeing blood flowing. Stems from an evil prank my dad pulled on me when I was 3. He used one of those fake blades where the blade retracts into the handle and put ketchup around it. Then he stabbed his own hand into the arm of the recliner. I ran to my room screaming and locked the door. I still can't watch any of the Saw movies because of this.
Me: 30 | DH: 31
Met: August 2006
Married: July 2012
TTC #1 since June 2016
***TW***
BFP: 7/12/16 | MC: 9/12/16
BFP: 1/18/17 | MMC: 2/13/17
BFP: 10/7/17 | EDD: 6/21/17
MTHFR: homozygous A1298C
@antoto good luck tomorrow fx that this is your cycle!!!!
@antoto welcome back! P.s. I love your Instagram and wish I could move like that...I slept in and missed yoga so I was on my elliptical for 45 mins this morning so it's a step in the right direction. Ha
@mispanda Sorry about the bad timing of O this cycle. FX things work out the best possible with DH going out of town.
Me: 30 | DH: 31
Met: August 2006
Married: July 2012
TTC #1 since June 2016
***TW***
BFP: 7/12/16 | MC: 9/12/16
BFP: 1/18/17 | MMC: 2/13/17
BFP: 10/7/17 | EDD: 6/21/17
MTHFR: homozygous A1298C
@antoto FX so hard for you!!
@icecubeinthedesert I was quite happy with the game last night! Although I have to say the onside kick with 13 seconds left has me quite nervous.
Dating since: 11/17/2001
Married: 9/26/2009
TTC: June 2016
EDD: 5/14/2018
CD: 4
WAYDTGKU: All the things
R/R: Ughhhh I have to go back to work tomorrow
CS/Q: None
GTKY - What are your big fears in life? That I will never have kids. Being on my 9th cycle does not help those fears. Also, something happening to DH
Edit: forgot to add stuff
EDD: March 24, 2018 - angel baby at 21 weeks
EDD: March 24, 2018 - angel baby at 21 weeks