Everyone and everything is pissing me off today. It's gloomy, foggy, and cold outside. I just want to go home lay on the couch and sleep at all day. I will have say second time around I'm a bitch and moody!
@delizab unfortunately my parents are the same. I love them dearly. But how I survived growing up with them and not going off I don't know. I can completely understand where my anxiety comes from. They wear me out! Now my inlaws I LOVE THEM!
Insomnia...thats my bitch for today...and I feel miserable. I'm 38, a full-time student, and work part time as a pharmacy tech. Finals are next week and being so damn tired it is impossible to focus! Plus my OB has labeled me high-risk, first US is today, and my hubby doesn't get to attend because it was scheduled last minute...nervous that something will be wrong and I won't have any support with me.
@rachelfozo My mom was a pharmacist and told me all about the work the techs do. Man is that hard! Can't imagine being on my feet all day running around..let alone being paranoid to make a mistake. Fingers crossed for your appointment today..what a bummer your DH couldn't attend. I'm sure he'll be waiting for your phone call immediately after!
I start my new job tomorrow so I had high hopes of organizing the house from top to bottom, cleaning, finishing my mountain of laundry and going grocery shopping oh and looking for a winter jacket and boots but now I'm on the couch and I'm so tired and just want to binge on Netflix all day.
Ugh so much I feel like I could bitch about today. Let me just say, I'm so excited and happy to be pregnant, but I'm so worried that something is going to go wrong, and between that and being constantly tired and hungry I'm in a super crazy bitchy mood today. Trying really hard not to take it out on DH, but he's pointed out that he hates that I'm "moody" today and I want to rip his head off for not even trying to understand. When I try to explain that it's because of these pregnancy hormones and everything going on in my body he plays it all off and says stuff like, "oh it's too early for you to be blaming things on being pregnant, don't start that already."
On top of it, I'm pissy that we don't have a doctors appointment until mid January. What if something were to happen between now and then? We just got married so I don't have insurance until the beginning of the year.
And on top of that, my mother-in-law, who has always hated my guts has decided to try to be my best friend since I'm pregnant now. And it's a really really REALLY long story, but lord I know it is not going to end good with her. I just want her to leave me alone.
Also, it's cold, gloomy and rainy and our ceiling started leaking today... in several different places. Give me a break!
I was pissed off at myself for lunch today. I thought I had enough cash to get a McDonald's Southwest Chicken salad (my new fave). I get over there. Not enough. So I had to settle for a burger and fries and now I'm having a carb crash and feel so bloated. Pants are undone.
I get mega nauseated on all of them but the one a day with folic acid. I had to go through so many with DD to get the hang of taking the ones that work at night. It was a hot mess.
And I literally don't get the VBAC thing. Like why would we just try to be all natural just to endanger our kids.... stop it legal system!
I'd like to bitch about the process of getting a referral for OB care here.. still have no idea when I'll be seen or who my doctor will be. 5 stars Tricare.
I have had insomnia for about 2 weeks and just realized it's related this morning with my BFP. Every pregnancy is different I guess lol.
I hear ya. I have two older boys (6 and 3) and I never had insomnia this early in the game with them. Previous pregnancies were due to being 9 months pregnant and uncomfortable. Right now, that's obviously not the case. I just cannot rest even though I'm tired.
I'd like to bitch about the process of getting a referral for OB care here.. still have no idea when I'll be seen or who my doctor will be. 5 stars Tricare.
I wonder why they are giving you such a hard time. I had my blood work done last Monday on base and they sent my referral off after that. The next day I call Tricare and checked on my referral by talking to a representative and she gave me by OBs name and number. I called two days later, to give them time to get the paperwork, and they scheduled my appointment. Still waiting on my referral papers in the mail though.
My DH has been sick for a week (so dealing with a lovely case of "man cold") and he gave it to DD a couple of days ago. She doesn't have a fever anymore, but must have a sore throat, or maybe her ears are bugging her, because she slept in 10 minute intervals for THE WHOLE NIGHT!! I feel drunk I am so tired! And, to top it off, I think DH finally shared his cold with me. So now I am tired, pregnant, sick, and have to deal with a sick 11 month old.
Me: 32 DH: 32
Married 11/24/13
DD1 born 12/24/15
TTC #2 Aug. 16
BFP for #2 11/22/16
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@Shan870 are you guys stationed overseas too? I think it's just our clinic to be honest. A lot of miscommunications this afternoon, a lot of me ping-ponging between offices to get things figured out.
@TheNewMrsLee those are the ones I take. Do you have Kroger where you are? I started buying mine there while pregnant with DS and when I use my rewards card, I get coupons based on what I buy, so I get coupons for them. Amazon has pretty good prices on them, too!
My daughter is getting ALL FOUR OF HER FIRST MOLARS. She is clingy and whinyvand dramatic. I love her to pieces and I feel terrible for her. There is not much I can do for her :-( she has had such a beautiful bedtime routine and that's jacked now.
Ugh so much I feel like I could bitch about today. Let me just say, I'm so excited and happy to be pregnant, but I'm so worried that something is going to go wrong, and between that and being constantly tired and hungry I'm in a super crazy bitchy mood today. Trying really hard not to take it out on DH, but he's pointed out that he hates that I'm "moody" today and I want to rip his head off for not even trying to understand. When I try to explain that it's because of these pregnancy hormones and everything going on in my body he plays it all off and says stuff like, "oh it's too early for you to be blaming things on being pregnant, don't start that already."
On top of it, I'm pissy that we don't have a doctors appointment until mid January. What if something were to happen between now and then? We just got married so I don't have insurance until the beginning of the year.
And on top of that, my mother-in-law, who has always hated my guts has decided to try to be my best friend since I'm pregnant now. And it's a really really REALLY long story, but lord I know it is not going to end good with her. I just want her to leave me alone.
Also, it's cold, gloomy and rainy and our ceiling started leaking today... in several different places. Give me a break!
Alright, rant over.
Point out to him how fast the baby grows in the first few weeks. All your resources are dedicated to the baby and not much left for you.
@nxy that's crazy! I didn't need a referral (I'm in Massachusetts) I just googled an OB associated with the hospital I'd like to deliver at, called that practice up.. and I made an appt.
Then.. I didn't like the fact that the appt with in early January (I wanted to go sooner).. so I cancelled that appointment and called a different practice.
@Peedy I think it's becuase we are in Germany. BUT after another afternoon of where the frick is my paperwork?!?! I FINALLY got an appointment scheduled!
UGH, don't judge me, but I need to just bitch about what a fire breathing dragon my 18 month old son was today. I love him more than anything in the whole world, but holy cow was today rough. He must've had at least 30 meltdowns, refused to eat, and didn't nap nearly as long as I needed him to. These canines are a bitch and I can't wait until they cut through. Wahhhh.
UGH, don't judge me, but I need to just bitch about what a fire breathing dragon my 18 month old son was today. I love him more than anything in the whole world, but holy cow was today rough. He must've had at least 30 meltdowns, refused to eat, and didn't nap nearly as long as I needed him to. These canines are a bitch and I can't wait until they cut through. Wahhhh.
Ugh, I felt like the canines were worse than the molars. 17 months old and really testing boundaries. He keeps throwing stuff and I tell him to pick it up right now. He threw something today and I said pick it up, he looks me dead in the eye and said, "Right now!" I had to turn around to keep from laughing
It's not Monday. But I'm posting something anyway. I have a 3 yo old son who I love tons. But he does not sleep. It takes us 2+ hours at night to get him to go to sleep and then he wakes up and comes in our room 3+ times a night. We have tried everything. I'm so exhausted. We all are. I think it's taking it's toll on him as he seems to be coming down with something. Does any STM have an advice or ideas? We tried the super nanny thing with going in his room and putting him back in his bed ( he just thinks it's a game and laughs at us 2 hours later he wears out and goes to sleep), we've done sitting on his floor, standing in the doorway, laying with him, no TV before bed, wearing him out during the evening, relaxation videos, putting a gate up, locking his door, etc. He use to sleep 12+ hours then he hit 2.5. It seemed to start when we put him in a big boy bed. Should I just stick him back in his crib....joking...but ugh!
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I will have say second time around I'm a bitch and moody!
On top of it, I'm pissy that we don't have a doctors appointment until mid January. What if something were to happen between now and then? We just got married so I don't have insurance until the beginning of the year.
And on top of that, my mother-in-law, who has always hated my guts has decided to try to be my best friend since I'm pregnant now. And it's a really really REALLY long story, but lord I know it is not going to end good with her. I just want her to leave me alone.
Also, it's cold, gloomy and rainy and our ceiling started leaking today... in several different places. Give me a break!
Alright, rant over.
Also IL has a law that does not allow VBAC's :-(
And I literally don't get the VBAC thing. Like why would we just try to be all natural just to endanger our kids.... stop it legal system!
Effing body.
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Then.. I didn't like the fact that the appt with in early January (I wanted to go sooner).. so I cancelled that appointment and called a different practice.