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Intro TTC (in 3 months) benched due to loss

justsuziejustsuzie member
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I was on this board a little bit in August...We got pregnant the first month we tried in September.  Unfortunately it ended in an epiotic.  I had the methotrexate shots and now have to wait 3 months ttc.  Being benched is sucking the life out of me because it's all I can think about and the days go by so slowly.  I know that right now I should be getting my body healthy again, and ready for a baby.  It helps reading all of your stories.
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  • vlagrl29vlagrl29 member
    sorry for your loss.  It must suck to wait but hopefully the time will go fast and you can get back to TTC
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  • jennh75bjennh75b member
    Hello again, so sorry you are back and sorry for your loss.  I know how much taking time off can suck...I hope it goes by quickly for you!!
    Me: 41
    Husband: 40
    TTC#1 since 9/2014
    Unexplained Infertility - Trying naturally
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  • justsuziejustsuzie member
    jennh75b said:
    Hello again, so sorry you are back and sorry for your loss.  I know how much taking time off can suck...I hope it goes by quickly for you!!
    I've never felt "old" in my entire life until now. It sucks the most that you want the time to go by fast so you can ttc again, but you are ever so aware of every minute creeping by taking you further into the "mature" zone. 
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  • jennh75bjennh75b member
    @justsuzie - in our world of AMA TTC - every month is like a year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Me: 41
    Husband: 40
    TTC#1 since 9/2014
    Unexplained Infertility - Trying naturally
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  • justsuziejustsuzie member
    @jennh75b  so true!  Ugh, and just got a call from the office saying that my hcg levels are dragging and going down so slowly.  I went from 1397 to 1203 in a week!  We were expecting a much bigger drop.  Maybe next week will prove to be better.  Fingers and toes crossed.  Trying not to obsess over it.  (Not working.)
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  • k2-hiker@yahoo.comk2-hiker@yahoo.com member
    @justsuzie I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sure the time is passing slowly, having to wait too! I hope your stay here is short. Crossing everything for you!
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  • justsuziejustsuzie member
    @k2-hiker@yahoo.com Thanks, trying to keep busy! 
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  • MomifbyseaMomifbysea member
    @justsuzie welcome and I'm sorry to hear about your loss. I hope you find this group as supportive as I have and wish you all the best!
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  • artemis618artemis618 member
    edited October 2016
    Hello! I'm sorry for your loss :( I can only imagine the frustration of having to wait.  I must have just missed you.  I was on this board in July for about a month (moved over to April 2017)...and now I'm back (and 39 :-/). I hope your next cycle back in the game is the one!
    About me:
    Married 6/18/16 (Me 42, DH 44), TTC #2
    ***TW***
    Natural BFP 8/10/16 --> mc our NIPT-normal little girl at 11w5d on 10/1/16 :(
    As of 12/2016:  AMH 1.42, FSH 6.1, AFC ~10
    Self-benched Nov-Dec 2016 for
    IVF #1 Jan-Feb 2017 (OCP, testosterone primed antagonist w/HGH - ER 2/2/17 - 12R, 7M ICSI'd, 3F, 0B)
    IVF #2 Mar-Apr 2017 (testosterone primed agonist/luteal lupron w/HGH - ER 4/8/17 - 10R, 8M, 8F, 5B, 1 PGS normal)
    IVF #3 May-Jun 2017 (testosterone primed agonist/luteal lupron w/HGH - ER 6/4/17 - 14R, 5F, 3B, 0 normal)
    **New RE**
    IVF #4 Sept 2017 (natural start microdose lupron flare w/HGH - ER 9/28/17 - 33R, 18F, 10B, 4 PGS normals!)
    FET #1 (medicated) of one PGS normal 4AA XX 11/2/17 - Beta #1 11/11/17 (153), Beta #2 11/13/17 (324), mc at 5w1d on 11/19/17 :(
    IVF #5 Dec 2017 - Insemination of 9 frozen eggs from 2012 (8F, 1B, 0 normal)
    Jan 2018 - Natural cycle ERA (normal/receptive) & stimming for
    IVF #6 Jan-Feb 2018 (natural start microdose lupron flare w/HGH - ER 2/3/18 - 17R, 6M, 4F, 0 blasts)
    IVF #7 Feb 2018 (natural start microdose lupron flare w/HGH - ER 2/26/18 - 19R, 9M, 9F, 4B, 2 PGS normals)
    FET #2 Apr 2018 (natural cycle w/o trigger, w/P4 support) of one PGS normal 4AA- XX 4/5/18 - Beta #1 4/14/18 (67), Beta #2 4/16/18 (231)
    Rainbow baby girl born 12/16/2018 (via c-section, induced at 39 weeks)

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    TFAS!
    FET #3 Dec 2019 (natural cycle w/o trigger, w/P4 support) of one PGS normal 3BB XY 12/16/19 - Beta #1 12/24/19 (139), Beta #2 12/27/19 (482)

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  • justsuziejustsuzie member
    artemis618 said:
    Hello! I'm sorry for your loss :( I can only imagine the frustration of having to wait.  I must have just missed you.  I was on this board in July for about a month (moved over to April 2017)...and now I'm back (and 39 :-/). I hope your next cycle back in the game is the one!
    We must have literally just missed each other.  Let's hope we are back onto a due date month soon!  Good luck to you.  
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