I'm 34 1/2 weeks. I started having bad cramps a few weeks ago. I went to the hospital and was slightly dilated and put on modified bed rest. I was still having constant cramps but then on Thursday night I started having contractions... irregular at first so I thought nothing of them.
Fast forward to Friday afternoon when they were coming every 5-6 minutes and they were INTENSE.
Off to the hospital I go and I'm put on a monitor. Right away the nurses are in shock. The monitor was showing off the chart, regular contractions. They were convinced I would go deliver, and so did the doctor until he checked my cervix and no progression at all. Cervix was also still 2cm thick.
I was in the hospital for 2 nights on morphine, being checked every few hours. Never any progression to my cervix, so they finally discharged me this morning.
The contractions are now back and I seriously just give up... I'm going back to the hospital when I just left there 3 hours ago.
Baby looks perfect on all of the monitors so these contractions don't appear to be putting him in distress. I am just so exhausted and frustrated... night 3 of no sleep

Thanks for letting me vent

DS#1: born Dec 29, 2013
TTC#2 since Sept 2014 - unexplained secondary IF
BFP #2: 11.7.14 M/C: 11.27.14 @ 6w3days
BFP #3: 04.19.2015 M/C 04.27.15 @ 4w3days
BFP #4: 10.05.2015 C/P @ 3w4days
Oct 11, 2015: Cycle 13. Starting Femara (2.5mg). HSG this cycle (all clear) - BFN
Nov 12, 2015: Cyle 14. Femara 5mg + IUI - BFN
Dec 10, 2015: Cycle 15. Femara 5mg + IUI #2 - BFP #5! C/P 4w4d
Jan 10, 2016: Cycle 16. Femara 5mg + IUI #3 - BFN.
Feb 10, 2016: Cycle 17. No IUI or meds. Taking a break - Natural BFP Mar 5, 2016!!!! EDD Nov 16, 2016
Moving to IVF March 2016
Beta at 10dpo: 21, Beta at 12dpo: 98, Beta at 14dpo: 264, Beta at 16dpo: 745
U/S 6w6d: single beautiful heartbeat of 121bpm - It's a boy!!!!
Nov 3, 2016: Our family became complete. Welcome DS #2.
Re: I just want to scream
BFP 3.8.16 EDD 11.20.16
Jan 10, 2016: Cycle 16. Femara 5mg + IUI #3 - BFN.
Feb 10, 2016: Cycle 17. No IUI or meds. Taking a break - Natural BFP Mar 5, 2016!!!! EDD Nov 16, 2016
Moving to IVF March 2016
Beta at 10dpo: 21, Beta at 12dpo: 98, Beta at 14dpo: 264, Beta at 16dpo: 745
U/S 6w6d: single beautiful heartbeat of 121bpm - It's a boy!!!!
Nov 3, 2016: Our family became complete. Welcome DS #2.