I'm new to this board. We went to our first ultrasound on September 2nd and our baby had no heartbeat at 12w 2d measuring 10w. I had a d&c the next day. I went right back to work and I'm struggling. I have a 3 yr old who makes every day worthwhile but I'm wondering how long you struggle. I'm trying to hold it together every day and some days are easier than others but i'm finding it hard. I'm sorry for everyone on this board and appreciate any thoughts.