So DH went back to school so I'll be the sahm for a few months. I've been spoiled, I know, but dreading going back to work and leaving LO. No choice though : (
My FFFC is now that it's just me and LO, I realize that we've been completely slacking in any sort of routine and I'm just realizing that I actually need to put her down for naps, not just wait for her to fall asleep wherever she is. And she's behind in tummy time. She strongly favors turning her head to one side, don't know how I didn't notice that. Ugh we have so much work to do : (
So DH went back to school so I'll be the sahm for a few months. I've been spoiled, I know, but dreading going back to work and leaving LO. No choice though : (
My FFFC is now that it's just me and LO, I realize that we've been completely slacking in any sort of routine and I'm just realizing that I actually need to put her down for naps, not just wait for her to fall asleep wherever she is. And she's behind in tummy time. She strongly favors turning her head to one side, don't know how I didn't notice that. Ugh we have so much work to do : (
I actually am excited to go back to work in April and while I love being with Damien, I don't think I'm cut out to be a SAHM long term. To be honest, I'm pretty miserable. I try to enjoy this time nonetheless, do my best to make it as fun for both of us, and be grateful for this opportunity.
Maybe as time goes on I will change my mind, I'm open to it and honestly hope that happens. I feel so guilty and like a monster for not loving being at home.
My confession is that I've been back at work for 3 weeks now. While I don't hate my job and it is getting easier each week to be there, I still would MUCH rather be home. Sooooo I've been purposefully unexcited or engaging at the office hoping they cut me some slack. It has worked once already when I had a full plate.
Me: 32 DH: 31 *The old lady by 5 whole weeks* Married: 11/2013 M: 6/2016 E: 5/2018
Re: FFFC!!
My FFFC is now that it's just me and LO, I realize that we've been completely slacking in any sort of routine and I'm just realizing that I actually need to put her down for naps, not just wait for her to fall asleep wherever she is. And she's behind in tummy time. She strongly favors turning her head to one side, don't know how I didn't notice that. Ugh we have so much work to do : (
Maybe as time goes on I will change my mind, I'm open to it and honestly hope that happens. I feel so guilty and like a monster for not loving being at home.
Baby #2 Due 3/7/20
My confession is that I've been back at work for 3 weeks now. While I don't hate my job and it is getting easier each week to be there, I still would MUCH rather be home. Sooooo I've been purposefully unexcited or engaging at the office hoping they cut me some slack. It has worked once already when I had a full plate.
Married: 11/2013
M: 6/2016 E: 5/2018