I'm new here. I've been a lurker for a while but decided it was finally time to introduce myself. I'm 28 and have been TTC since last November. After stopping birth control and not getting a cycle for a few months, I went to my OBGYN who thought maybe my body just needed a little help getting going and tried to jump start it with provera. That resulted in a period but then nothing, so I was referred to my RE.
My RE diagnosed me with PCOS in June and we have been trying to figure out the right mix of meds for me. On my first round of clomid I did ovulate, but had a very thin lining and no luck. I had tried really hard to manage my expectations since I knew it wasn't likely with my lining, but it was still devastating when AF came around. I am trying to remind myself that it's a good thing that I got a cycle at all.
On my second round of clomid I went in for monitoring and I didn't have any follicles. My doc upped my clomid dosage and I go in tomorrow for an ultrasound. I am super anxious about whether the increased dosage will work and whether my lining will continue to be a problem.
Anyway it's definitely been a tough process so far, and most of my closest friends aren't anywhere close to TTC so while they are wonderful and kind and let me vent they can't really understand how it all feels, and I find it's very hard to really put into words. So I figured it was time to jump in and am looking forward to connecting with you ladies who definitely (unfortunately) know how I'm feeling.