Its been 7+ months of devotion but I just can't do it anymore. Its taking away from time with my son, zapping my energy. Keeping me up late at night, early mornings. I am done. I just can't do it any longer. I am ending it....with my pump!
I EP and I am so over it. My period came back about 4 months ago and wrecked havoc on my supply. That on top of the time and energy devoted to it is just exhausting. I am so tired of washing pump parts and extra bottles and being tied to an electrical outlet all day long. My son received only breastmilk for the 1st 6 months of his life. I am proud of that and can't allow myself to feel guilty about being done! Those of you still BFing and EPing you are rockstars!
I will miss my extra break at work though
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Still BFing DS here all meals except dinner time when he gets 8oz bottle of formula and I pump before bed. Trying to keep my supply up but this allergy season has been horrible and I've given in a few times or so to half a Zyrtec, which messes up my supply. Drinking cold Milkmaid Tea and pumping and hoping for the best. I've got about 170oz of milk stored in the freezer so far. But, if my supply goes, so be it. I'll keep trying but I won't feel too guilty having made it 8.5mths. My goal was 4 so I went way over my expectations. We all do what we have to do to have happy, healthy babies AND have our own sanity!
DS: 18 months
Dx DOR AMH .2
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However, I love breastfeeding so much that it's painful to me that my baby is weaning. I wanted to be