Cycle 1&2 : Clomid 50mg- BFN
Cycle 3: Letrozole 2.5mg- BFN
Cycle 4: Letrozole 5mg- BFN
Cycle 5: HSG-normal
Clomid 100mg+ Estrace- BFN
Cycle 6: Letrozole 5mg+Trigger shot+IUI+Progestrone- BFN
Cycle 7: Letrozole 5mg, Cyst found during follicle check
Cycle 8: Birth control to treat left ovary cyst
Cycle 9: Letrozole 7.5mg+Trigger shot+IUI+Progesterone- BFN
Cycle 10: Letrozole 7.5mg, 2 Cysts found during follicle check
Cycle 11: Clomid 100mg+Estradiol+Trigger shot+IUI+Progesterone- BFN
Cycle 12: Clomid 100mg- BFN
Cycle 13-16: Natural attempts while awaiting IVF
Cycle 14: IVF-BFN
Re: How do you cope?
No Folic acid/pharmaceuticals/supplements (too many to list- private message me if interested), IVIL infusion
Third cycle Clomid 6/29/16 O'd CD 16 BFP @11dpo!
EDD April 3 and praying things work out!
on my way to work when I got the news, turned around, got ice cream, went home and cried on the couch for hours. Then I had a cousin and another friend announce Now here I am still trying and theyve already had their babies, ugh
Married 7/13
TTC #1 since 10/13
BFP 2/4/15, MC twin boys at 18w3d 5/15
IUI #1 2/25/16
TW:
HSG/FSH/AMH/E2/SA all normal DX: unexplained IF
spontaneous BFP 01/01/2017- Alexander was born sleeping 04/13/2017 at 19w1d ic/chorio
September 2017 HSG #2 & Gonal-F/Femara/Ovidrel/IUI #1 = ep (Salpingectomy of left fallopian tube)
spontaneous BFP 01/02/2018 EDD Aug 30th It's a GIRL!
Cerclage placed on 03/02 Cerclage removal 08/02
Having someone other than your SO who you can vent to has been a huge help! Hopefully it gets easier for you, but what you are feeling is completely normal!
5/27: U/S Scheduled
It is definitely a rough road to walk down. I have only talked to one other person about our infertility struggles besides my DH and that is a male co-worker who I'm close with. He has his own baby struggles that helps me put mine in perspective. (He is also desperate to have children and is close to 40, but hasn't found that person to have them with.) It helps me realize that everyone is going through something and could be all consuming to them even if I were to think it was silly.
I'm also with @ChristinaV2015 DH and I like to remind each other to enjoy the time we have just the two of us and the spontaneity we can have in our daily lives.
Me: 30 DH: 33
Married: February 15, 2013
TCC: October 2013
MFI- low count/morphology
May / June 2016- Monitored cycle and TI- BFN
June / July 2016- Gonal-F + IUI #1- BFN
August 2016- Gonal-F + IUI #2-
DH and I decided to spend this summer doing all the things our friends with kids tell us that they never get to do anymore - go to some great local bars for live music, walk around our house naked, watch rated R movies, eat ice cream for dinner, take a weekend get away at a moment's notice, etc. Try to find a little happiness in where you are, but don't force yourself to be happy ALL the time (it's not realistic).
Hoping your weekend was okay. Sending lots of love
Together 9 Years, Married 3 Years
DH (33) Me (29)
TTC 1.5 Years
We know that suffering produces endurance; endurance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us.
-Romans 5: 3-4
TTC #1 Since: April 2015
Unexplained Infertility
Cycle 1&2 : Clomid 50mg- BFN
Cycle 3: Letrozole 2.5mg- BFN
Cycle 4: Letrozole 5mg- BFN
Cycle 5: HSG-normal
Clomid 100mg+ Estrace- BFN
Cycle 6: Letrozole 5mg+Trigger shot+IUI+Progestrone- BFN
Cycle 7: Letrozole 5mg, Cyst found during follicle check
Cycle 8: Birth control to treat left ovary cyst
Cycle 9: Letrozole 7.5mg+Trigger shot+IUI+Progesterone- BFN
Cycle 10: Letrozole 7.5mg, 2 Cysts found during follicle check
Cycle 11: Clomid 100mg+Estradiol+Trigger shot+IUI+Progesterone- BFN
Cycle 12: Clomid 100mg- BFN
Cycle 13-16: Natural attempts while awaiting IVF
Cycle 14: IVF-BFN
@daboz I would find it challenging to work in that environment with IF, good for you keeping a positive attitude! I volunteer in our church nursery and even those it is very hard for me to see all the pregnant mama's, getting to snuggle and comfort the babies is a joy, so I continue to do it.
@hoffmanr7 I'm right with you; Jaded is how I feel too. I've never had to struggle with so much jealousy in my life before. Like you, It's been challenging for me to love my nieces and nephews, because my heart is aching for children of my own. How I cope, is thinking about my aunt, who never had her own children, but was an AMAZING aunt and second mother to me. I was so blessed to have her in my life, that it motivates me to love my nieces and nephews despite my pain. It's not their fault I'm going through IF (and I have to continue to tell myself these things over and over...)
MFI (High DNA Fragmentation) & Mild endometriosis
Aug 2016 - May 2017 6 IUI's with letrozole - BFN
April 2017 - laparoscopy to remove mild endo
June 2017 - Mini IVF letrozole 12.5mg, Gonal-F 75IU - Cancelled early ovulation, no eggs retrieved.
Aug/Sept 2017 - Mini IVF letrozole 12.5mg, Gonal-F 75IU, cetrotide - 13 eggs retrieved, 11 mature
5 eggs ICSI'd 6 eggs frozen - 1 day 5 blast transfered, 2 expanded blast frozen - BFP!
May 2018 - Baby girl born - Our Joy
TTC #2 since July 2019
July 2019 - FET - BFN
Jan 2020 - FET - canceled due to family health issues
Mar 2020 - FET - low beta - chemical pregnancy
July 2020 - ICSI'd remaining 6 eggs - 3 fertilized - 2 survived to early blast stage, transfered both - Chemical Pregnancy
Met 2008 | Dated 2010 | Married 2012
TTC#1 since June 2015
June 2016- 50mg generic clomid CDs 5-9 w/TI | 2 follies (14 & 12), thin (2.45) lining | BFN
July 2016- 1mg estradiol CDs 1-7, 50mg generic clomid CDs 5-9 w/TI | 2 follies (14 & 10), thin (~4) lining | BFN
August 2016- 1mg estradiol CDs 1-7, 50mg generic clomid CDs 5-9 w/TI | BFN | Referred to specialist, visited once, was told we have less than a 3% chance even on medication, recommended to IUI for up to a 50% chance, decided not to pursue at this time | Stopped "trying"
October 2016- We became licensed foster parents
November 9, 2016- Arrival of DD#1, 4yo
March 1, 2017- 1 day late, feel like crap (low fever & exhausted) | Mom suggested test before taking meds, I laughed but did it anyway | BFP! *shock*
TTC since 02/2014
IUI #1 9/14/19 BFN
IUI #2 10/13/16 BFP