TTC After a Loss

Can I come back?

well it seems I am on the carousel from hell they never ends. Beta 1: 10 Beta 2; 20 Beta 3: 7.9. 

Had one pink spotting today, I think the progesterone they started me on last night is keeping me from actually bleeding. 

i may hang out here but I also think we may be done trying.  3 losses in 6 months is more than I can handle. 
Me: 30     DH: 31
Married: 11.12.11
TTC: Nov 2015
BFP #1: 1.22.16                 MMC: 2.29.16 ( tetrasomy 11, partial deletion 1, XXX)
D&C: 3.2.16
BFP #2: 4.14.16                 CP: 4.17.16
BFP #3: 6.10.2016             CP: 6.17.2016
RE appt: 6.27.2016- saline sono all clear
Chromosome karyotype- Normal both me and DH
Progenity: + carrier Tay-Sachs, Gaucher's, hemachromatosis. DH: carrier Alpha 1 anti-trypsin
Clomid + TI Cycle #1: pending  8.15.16
Fur mom to 2 sled masters: an Alaskan malamute and a malamute wolf hybrid 
half marathon running, surgery loving trauma hand and reconstructive plastic surgery PA-C
PCOS, hypothyroid, MTHFR, hx of LEEP in 2006

Re: Can I come back?

  • Nooooooo ! Oh noooooo. I'm so sorry. My heart breaks for you  :'(
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  • @SnobunnieMel My heart. I am so sorry. Of course you can, regardless of where you are in your journey. Tell me if there is anything I can do for you.
    Renee, 34 + Devon, 29 married 08/13 <3
    TTC  09/15
    *TW Loss mentioned*
    BFP 12/15/15 EDD: 08/26/16
    MMC discovered 1/25/16 at 9 +3
    TTCAL 3/2016
    Acupuncture 11/16
    Dx December 2016: unexplained 
    January 2017: 50 mg Clomid + TI =
    BFP #2 01/30/17  Please be a sticky baby!
    EDD: 10/15/17  Measuring ahead! 10/12/17 
    Ambrose born on his due date!

  • What?! No!
    @SnobunnieMel I am so so sorry. My heart is broken for you. You do what you need to do to heal. We'll be here for you if and whenever you need us.
  • Oh, @SnobunnieMel, we are all hurting for you. Let us know if we can do anything for you.
  • I am so sorry this is happening. It's all so unfair. Sending you lots of love today and moving forward. Take all the time you need, you know where to find us.
  • Noooooooooooooooooo!!! Ugh I'm so sorry @SnobunnieMel.
  • JDMRSJDMRS member
    I am so sorry @SnobunnieMel My heart aches for you and your husband. Please be as kind to yourself as you can. 
  • I am so sorry @snobunniemel :( UGH this shit sucks, I'll be frank. You do anything and everything you need to right now. We'll be here <3 I wish I could give you a IRL hug!
  • Aera11Aera11 member
    Nooo noooooooooo :( I am sooooo sorry @SnobunnieMel please let us know if we can do anything & take care of yourself.
  • I am so sorry, we're always here for you and you will be in my thoughts. Do whatever you need to now and take care. <3
  • I am so so sorry.  
    About me:
    /loss mentioned/
    TTC#1 July 2014
    dx: MFI (morphology)
    IUI #1 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Sept. 2015 ~ BFN
    IUI #2 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Halloween 2015 ~ BFN
    IUI #3 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Thanksgiving 2015 ~ BFP!!
    hb 146 bpm at 7w5d
    1/28/16 ~ began to say goodbye to our beautiful baby at 11w 
    d&c, followed by cytotec
    TTCAL April 2016
    IUI #4 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Apr. 2016 ~ BFN
    IUI #5 w/Clomid + Ovidrel ~ CP
    IUI#6 w/Clomid + Ovidrel ~ BFN
  • I am so incredibly sorry :'(
  • @SnobunnieMel oh no I am so so so so sorry! You and your husband are in my thoughts. Please take all the time you need and we are all here for you!
    Married: June 2011
    TTC #1: September 2015-January 2016
    BFP #1: 1/25/16 - MMC Diagnosed 3/22/16
    TTCAL: June 2016
    BFP #2: 8/26/16 - EDD 5/9/17
    Jackson born 5/6/17 at 8:36 PM - 9lbs 5oz & 21in
      Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • @SnobunnieMel I'm so sorry....that is just awful and so incredibly unfair. 
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  • I am so sorry!! You do whatever feels right for you *hugs*
  • edited June 2016
    This made my eyes well up and my heart just ache, I'm so very sorry @SnobunnieMel. sometimes this process can be so cruel
    DH - 34, Me - 32
    Married 7/13
    TTC #1 since 10/13
    BFP 2/4/15, MC twin boys at 18w3d 5/15
    IUI #1 2/25/16

  • @SnobunnieMel Oh no!!!! I just saw this. I am so incredibly sorry- there are no words. Do what feels right but know we are all here for you.
     ****TW: Pregnancy, loss and children mentioned****
    Me (39) DH (40) 
    From my first marriage DD: 03/04 CP:01/06 DS:12/06 
    DH- no kids
    ******************
    TTC: since 2/15, RE Consult 9/15
    IUI #1 10/15: Letrozole = BFN 
    IUI #2 11/15: Letrozole + trigger = BFN
    1/08/16: Surprise- BFP!!  2/16/16: MMC @10w 2days,  D&C: 2/17/16
    TTCAL: May 2016
    IUI #3 5/27/16: Letrozole+trigger=BFN
    IUI #4 06/24/16: 7.5mg Letrozole+trigger= BFN
    IUI#5 08/24/16 Menopur+trigger = BFN
    IUI #6 09/19/16 5 mg Letrozole +Menopur + Trigger= BFN
    **10/2016: No more medicated cycles, TTCAL on our own**
    12/03/16: BFP!! EDD: 08/12/17 It's a girl!! 
    Eleni was born on 8/14/17!!
  • I am really sorry!!!
  • FUUUUCCCCKKKK.

    I am so angry and hurt and sad for you. I am so sorry this has happened.

    Me: 40, DH: 35 / Married: 2009; TTC #1: 2013

    2013 - 2015: 5 pregnancies —> 5 miscarriages

    TTCAL with RE (RPL specialist): February 2016

    2016: 3 medicated TI cycles —> 3 medicated IUI cycles: All BFN

    Donor Egg IVF Transfer: May 1, 2017

    May 11, 2017: BFP!! Beta #1: 449.1, Beta #2: 844, Beta #3: 1714

    EDD: 1/17/18, it's a GIRL!  <3 E. L. A. born 12/7/2017








  • I am so, so sorry. I hate this.
  • Oh dear @SnobunnieMel I'm so sorry that this is happening to you. It's so unfair!!  

    Hugs and lots of strenght for you!
    Married 06.21.14 / TTC since 11.15 /
    BFP 01.03.2016 / MMC 6w5d D&C 02.2016 // BFP 05.06.16 / natural MC 05.12.16
    Benched 06.2016-08.2016 / TTC again 09.2016! On a diet. Cranky.
    BFP 10.02.2016 / NT scan at 12w looked normal / Anatomy scan at 20w everything ok
    Team blue! / EDD June 11th 2017
    DAVID ROGER was born on May 23rd at 37 weeks.

    Architect, Peruvian living in Chile. I love art, opera and good chocolate.
    Started PhD studies in Architecture on 2017.
    Fur mom of a rescued miniature poodle called Luke Skywalker.


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  • I am so so so sorry @SnobunnieMel. Do whatever you need to do to take care of you and your DH. Hugs!
  • Sorry that you have to go through this again. :( it's heart wrenching to see people have to come back to this group.

    MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
    MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
    MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
    RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
    MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
    RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
    MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)

    RE #3: More testing 2023. 
    Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
    Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
    Lupron Depo March 2024.  Benched 3 months.

    FET #1: June 3, 2024 (failed)

    Lupron Depo June 2024. Benched 3 months again before next FET.

    FET #2: September 2024 (failed)

    FET #3: December 2024 (failed)

    #BitterHagPartyOf1

  • @SnobunnieMel omg i am so very sorry sweetie, this brought tears to my eyes. please know you are in my thoughts and i am here if there's anything at all you need. big internet hugs <3
    TW*** Child and loss mentioned
    Married 10/12
    DS 11/14
    Ectopic 2/16
    PCOS/Ovulation Dysfunction 11/16
    IUI x 3- BFN
    Laparoscopy 3/17 Endo and tubal damage
    IVF- 4/17- 40 eggs retrieved, 10 blasts, 7 pgs tested embryos
    FET- 6/17- BFP!
    Due Feb 15, 2017
  • I am so very sorry to hear this, @SnobunnieMel. You are in my thoughts. Sending you so many good vibes, and wishing you strength.
    Me: 31 DH: 32
    Married April 2014
    TTC since December 2015
    1st BFP: February 8, 2016; MMC at 7 weeks, 3 days; Discovered at 10 weeks; D&C March 25
    2nd BFP: June 20, 2016; CP June 22, 2016
    3rd BFP: August 13, 2016!!  Fingers crossed!!

  • I am sooo sorry you're going through this, @SnobunnieMel! You're in my thoughts, and I'm sending you positive vibes! 
    Married 9/27/2014  :)
    BFP #1: 8/23/2015 M/C: 9/24/2015
    BFP# 2: 4/15/2016 M/C: 5/13/2016 Cervical Ectopic Pregnancy
    5/13/2016 Methotrexate Shot #1
    5/15/2016 Methotrexate Shot #2
    5/17/2016 Methotrexate Shot #3
  • I am so so sorry to hear this, and for all you and your husband have been through. 
  • Words fail me - I'm so sorry 
    ---TW BFP and MC mentioned - scroll down past the Lilo and Stitch gif to avoid ---




    Me: 33 & DH: 33
    Married: 07/2006
    TTC: 10/2015
    BFP #1: 11/2015, MC 12/2015 (7 weeks)
    BFP #2: 06/2016, EDD 2/15/2017



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  • I am so so sorry to hear this
    ------------------------------------------------------------
    Me: 26 DH: 28  
    TTC #1 since 06/2014
    BFP #1 09/23/15. MMC discovered 11/24/2015
    BFP #2 08/24/16 EDD 05/08/17


  • shae86shae86 member
    I'm just so sorry to see this. It not fair. My heart goes out to you and your DH. 
    About me *TW*
    Me: 29, DH: 34
    TTC 12/2015
    BFP #1: 1/05/16, MMC 2/17/16 (10 wks)
    BFP #2: 7/13/16, EDD 3/21/16
  • Nooooo!!! PP said it best: this sucks. Know that we are all thinking about you and sending love and creepy internet hugs :-(
    “Be present in all things and thankful for all things.”  ~Maya Angelou

    ~~~~ TW ~~~~~~

    Me: 40    DH: 39
    Married 12.19.13
    BFP #1 1/14, MC 2/14 (6wks)
    BFP #2 1/15, MMC/D&C 3/15 (12wks)
    BFP #3 6/15, MC 8/15 (9wks)
    BFP #4 4/16, MC 4/16 (5wks)
    BFP #5 7/16, MMC 8/16 (10 wks)
    BFP #6 3/4 , EDD 11/9/17
  • I'm so sorry!!!! Wish I could say something to make it better :(
  • Oh no, I am so sorry.  TTCAL is the worst rollercoaster.
  • Oh no, I am so sorry to read that you've had another loss :(  You are on my mind and I'm lifting you up.

    DD1 born 5/24/10.

    Missed M/C at 14 wks Feb 2012.

    DD2 born 5/14/13.

    Missed M/C at 9 wks July 2015.

    Expecting someone new 4/17/17.
  • I am so sorry! Its really not fair  :'(  You do whatever you need to do, but we are here for you no matter what.
    Me: 32 DH: 36
    Married 5/08
    BFP #1: 1/27/13 DS #1 born 10/16/13
    BFP #2: 1/20/16, ectopic discovered 1/23/16
    Surgery 1/23/16 to remove ruptured tube
    TTCAL 3/16
    BFP #3: 3/24/17 EDD 12/5/17
    DS #2 born 12/11/17



  • I must have missed this post before seeing your other one. 
    I'm so so sorry..... so unfair.  Sending you my thoughts. 
    Me:35, DH 37  ~ Married July 2014
    ttc July 2015 ~ bfp Nov 2015 (cp)
    bfp Dec 2015 ~ (tfmr 17wk, March 2016, genetic disease)
    ttcal May 2016
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