@sammajane19 Congratualtions and welcome!!! yay for knowing your cycle! Also, in my head when saying your sn I kept saying it as sammajamma, so that's what I was typing. Good thing I had to check up above for the number after it!
Timing: blah...it seems not as good as I originally thought.
Testing: BFN last Friday and Sunday. STILL no AF, getting super impatient and feeling like I should just stop posting in TWW..I might as well just go back to WTO even though I'm not on CD1 yet.
R/R/CS: see above! also, *TW someone else's new baby* i had two parent meetings this afternoon (which absolutely could not be rescheduled for a few different reasons), which meant I couldn't help with set up for a movie night at school I was on a team to run, so I let the team know in good time that I would be there, but couldn't help set up or pop popcorn ....I get out of my meetings 10 minutes before the movie is about to start, kids already lined up outside the auditorium, and find out that not only has no one even started to pop popcorn, but two of the four of us on the are not even in the building! One went home because he finishes early on Thursdays and has a new baby so the principals said he could leave (without telling anyone else so we would know we couldn't count on him) and the other decided to walk her 11 year old home...the 11 year old couldn't wait one hour until movie night had started? seriously?
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws? Yes, for the most part. I adore my MIL and I know my file has good intentions. Also being across an ocean helps
TTGP history (*TW*):
Started TTC Oct 2015 BFP #1 June 2016: EDD 16 March 2017, MC July 2016 Re-started TTC Aug 2016 Started IF testing Nov 2016 Spontaneous BFP #2 January 2017: Rainbow Baby Boy September 2017 BFP #3 November 2018: Baby #2 expected August 2019
R/R/CS: temp dropped to CL today and I feel all signs of AF. if she follows same pattern with my temp than it means she will be knocking on my door tomorrow. Just really having a tough day.
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws? Yes! I don't have a bad thing to say about them. I love his whole family. They are very supportive and treat me like their own and since my mom has passed and my dad really isn't in picture I treasure my relationship with them
Posting and running for now, but hopefully I'll be back for responses later!
Month/Cycle: 4/3
CD/DPO: 32/5
Timing: -5, -3, -1, 0
Testing: 10 DPO is the plan
R/R/CS: DH yesterday was randomly like "so do you feel any different or anything this month?" It was cute but I was like uhm, it's been 4 days since I've ovulated. That's not how science works. And then I was like why ask this month and not the past few months? His response was the best part: "Well I feel like we just kind of went at it this month and I felt like I did a good job". I had to try not to laugh. I was like well you did, but it's because I ovulated super late, so most of those times, while fun, were not productive in terms of making babies. He was kind of deflated after that and I felt bad, but I didn't want him getting his hopes up, and then mine by association, too much.
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws? Welllllll.... I can tolerate them in small doses. And honestly they are typically well meaning people. But they make comments from time to time that make my head spin. And they are obsessed with my SIL and DH kind of gets the short end of the stick. Sometimes it seems they like my SILs fiancé more than my DH. My SIL and I are friends but she is also challenging to get along with. She is short tempered and easily frustrated and frequently just has outbursts. Which I think is why my in laws cater to her so much. Idk, I could literally write a book about this. I guess the answer is 'eh, enough'.
Testing: holding out until this weekend. I'm so proud i've stayed strong and waited. I guess for me I'd rather see AF than a BFN. Something about a BFN just really sucks. I should be due for it today or tomorrow but nothing yet. Don't even feel like i am bit doesn't mean i won't. I actually had a significant temp rise today so maybe a good sign? Or could be the fact i decided to sleep with a few extra blankets.
R/R/CS: none today.
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws? Of course! I am fortunate to have everyone get along so great. Including my parents and ny husband. I'm very close with my husbands mom and aunt (who is basically a 2nd mom to him). He is close with my dad.
I am so sorry to post and ghost. Work has been insane and I've been so busy. But know i have my fingers crossed for everybody here!!!
R/R/CS: OK, I usually try not to SS but I had some spotting today which I usually never have mid cycle. Of the 9 cycles I have tracked, I've never had spotting as early as CD25. I wasn't temping this month but maybe I will temp tomorrow just to see if they are higher or lower than my usual LP temps. Usually my LP is 13-15 days.
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws? We get along very well, even though their quirks drive me batty at times.
Me 34 DH 36 Married since July 2010 MFI (High DNA Fragmentation) & Mild endometriosis
TTC #1 since June 2015 Aug 2016 - May 2017 6 IUI's with letrozole - BFN April 2017 - laparoscopy to remove mild endo June 2017 - Mini IVF letrozole 12.5mg, Gonal-F 75IU - Cancelled early ovulation, no eggs retrieved. Aug/Sept 2017 - Mini IVF letrozole 12.5mg, Gonal-F 75IU, cetrotide - 13 eggs retrieved, 11 mature 5 eggs ICSI'd 6 eggs frozen - 1 day 5 blast transfered, 2 expanded blast frozen - BFP! May 2018 - Baby girl born - Our Joy
TTC #2 since July 2019 July 2019 - FET - BFN Jan 2020 - FET - canceled due to family health issues Mar 2020 - FET - low beta - chemical pregnancy July 2020 - ICSI'd remaining 6 eggs - 3 fertilized - 2 survived to early blast stage, transfered both - Chemical Pregnancy
R/R/CS: DH is being a d-bag today so I'm just over it. Good thing I already ovulated =P
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws? I'm indifferent about them. All but one live on the other side of the country so I only see them once a year now which I'm totally okay with since there's always some sort of drama. FIL passed away right before our 1 year anniversary and we were long distance at the time, so I didn't get to know him. BIL had moved in with us for a year but after a lot of disrespect and illegal behavior, we had to kick him out. He moved back again a year later with a couple of friends and is doing a lot better on his own. We don't see him much except around holidays or when he and DH meet up to shoot around.
@Megs7911 - I'm telling you, I loved my MIL. She was my second mom. What is it about marriage that changes that for the in laws?? I was actually upset by the loss of that close relationship. We don't have kids yet, but I'm HOPING a grandchild might help.
R/R/CS: I don't know where I belong at the moment, figure here is as good a place as any.
+ 10dpo - or very very faint + for 2 days after spotting for 4 days + 2 days after (19dpo) so faint I'm calling it - this morning.
Wtf body, get your shit together and stop stressing me out! I haven't got a clue what's going on, I'm worried and stressed, DH is just like "whatever happens, happens, just wait till you go see the doctor you can't change anything by worrying" builder by trade and nature, listens to fix rather than listen to understand.
gah! I just want to crawl into a ball and sit there until Monday when I can get some damn answers!
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws?
yes, quite well, they annoy me sometimes but generally are nice people, except my FIL I can't stand him, he is a horrible person and I don't even want to speak to him, but DH works with him so I often have to.
Me - 22 | DH - 32 | Married - 24 May 2014 DS - January 2014
TTC#2 - December 2015
BFP - 6 March 2016 | MC Confirmed - 21 March 2016 TTCAL | April 2016 CP | June 2016 CP | July 2016
R/R/CS: I just signed on TB on my laptop instead of the app for the first time. I'm having a hard time. I'm gonna have to lurk and play around for a while to get the hang of it.
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws? Ha. No. They hate me andddd live less than an hour away from me so they expect to see DH and DD all the time but are nasty pants to me all the time. Rude. I've never found out why they dislike me so much but I've gotten to the point where I just don't care any more.
@Marley629sorry for the tough day. It happens. Hope tomorrow is better for you. Hugs. @PartiallyDomesticatedI'm so sorry things are so confusing right now. fx for good news soon!!
@MonaLisaRalphio what was your outcome? Going to assume it wasn't good, my problem is simply that When I started spotting I had already written the cycle off as a chemical, so I've already grieved the loss, now I just want answers and to know what's going on one way or the other, the tests aren't dodgy because they're all coming up positive, albeit so faint I'm just calling them negative, but I've now had 2 darker (still faint) tests either side of 4 days of bleeding, I just don't get it, I have no other symptoms of anything (boobs don't hurt, CP is changing like it normally would now, CM is usual for now etc) i just want to know why the tests are jumping around, they're either dark and visible 1/10 times or insane squinters 9/10 times why am I not getting any in the middle? I just so badly want to know what the hell is actually happening.
I'm now 20dpo (cd 7 if we count the spotting as a new cycle) so would've thought if it's good news i'd be able to turn a test pretty reliably now.
eta: spelling
Me - 22 | DH - 32 | Married - 24 May 2014 DS - January 2014
TTC#2 - December 2015
BFP - 6 March 2016 | MC Confirmed - 21 March 2016 TTCAL | April 2016 CP | June 2016 CP | July 2016
@PartiallyDomesticated I am totally feeling you right now! Faint lines suck. FX our bodies get it together soon!
@danceitout every way I read this, given who your comment is to and what she is going through, I just want to say in case you are thinking it, please do not assume that you are having a loss. You've had 2 BFPs at 8dpo (sensitive to hcg of 25), give it maybe another day or two before you test again with the digi (which may only be sensitive to hcg of 50).
me . early 30's | h . mid 30's | < 3 . 2013
ntnp #2 . summer 2018
*siggy warning*
ttc#1 . jul 2015
mmc . mar 2016 | 6w2d
dx PCOS (non-IR) / subclinical hypothyroidism . summer 2016
tx metformin, levothyroxine, LP progesterone, femara + trigger + ti . fall/winter 2016 BFP! . jan 2017 DD . oct 2017
Re: TWW Thursday
Sorry for CD1 @linzrunz. hugs.
@sammajane19 Congratualtions and welcome!!! yay for knowing your cycle! Also, in my head when saying your sn I kept saying it as sammajamma, so that's what I was typing. Good thing I had to check up above for the number after it!
Welcome to officially TTC @MamaSteph! FX for you!
CD/DPO: 36
Timing: blah...it seems not as good as I originally thought.
Testing: BFN last Friday and Sunday. STILL no AF, getting super impatient and feeling like I should just stop posting in TWW..I might as well just go back to WTO even though I'm not on CD1 yet.
R/R/CS: see above! also, *TW someone else's new baby* i had two parent meetings this afternoon (which absolutely could not be rescheduled for a few different reasons), which meant I couldn't help with set up for a movie night at school I was on a team to run, so I let the team know in good time that I would be there, but couldn't help set up or pop popcorn ....I get out of my meetings 10 minutes before the movie is about to start, kids already lined up outside the auditorium, and find out that not only has no one even started to pop popcorn, but two of the four of us on the are not even in the building! One went home because he finishes early on Thursdays and has a new baby so the principals said he could leave (without telling anyone else so we would know we couldn't count on him) and the other decided to walk her 11 year old home...the 11 year old couldn't wait one hour until movie night had started? seriously?
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws? Yes, for the most part. I adore my MIL and I know my file has good intentions. Also being across an ocean helps
BFP #1 June 2016: EDD 16 March 2017, MC July 2016
Re-started TTC Aug 2016
Started IF testing Nov 2016
Spontaneous BFP #2 January 2017: Rainbow Baby Boy September 2017
BFP #3 November 2018: Baby #2 expected August 2019
CD/DPO: 22/11
Timing: -2,-1
Testing: tomorrow if temp goes up
R/R/CS: temp dropped to CL today and I feel all signs of AF. if she follows same pattern with my temp than it means she will be knocking on my door tomorrow. Just really having a tough day.
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws? Yes! I don't have a bad thing to say about them. I love his whole family. They are very supportive and treat me like their own and since my mom has passed and my dad really isn't in picture I treasure my relationship with them
DX Diminished Ovarian Reserve, Factor V Leiden Mutation, Secondary Infertility
MFI (SA #1Count 11mill, Motility: 18%, Morphology: 1%)
AMH .328 | FSH 13.2
Month/Cycle: 4/3
CD/DPO: 32/5
Timing: -5, -3, -1, 0
Testing: 10 DPO is the plan
R/R/CS: DH yesterday was randomly like "so do you feel any different or anything this month?" It was cute but I was like uhm, it's been 4 days since I've ovulated. That's not how science works. And then I was like why ask this month and not the past few months? His response was the best part: "Well I feel like we just kind of went at it this month and I felt like I did a good job". I had to try not to laugh. I was like well you did, but it's because I ovulated super late, so most of those times, while fun, were not productive in terms of making babies. He was kind of deflated after that and I felt bad, but I didn't want him getting his hopes up, and then mine by association, too much.
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws?
Welllllll.... I can tolerate them in small doses. And honestly they are typically well meaning people. But they make comments from time to time that make my head spin. And they are obsessed with my SIL and DH kind of gets the short end of the stick. Sometimes it seems they like my SILs fiancé more than my DH. My SIL and I are friends but she is also challenging to get along with. She is short tempered and easily frustrated and frequently just has outbursts. Which I think is why my in laws cater to her so much. Idk, I could literally write a book about this. I guess the answer is 'eh, enough'.
Married: November 2015
TTC#1: January 2016
BFP: 5/02/16 - MC: 5/27/16
CD/DPO: 24/13
Timing: great
Testing: holding out until this weekend. I'm so proud i've stayed strong and waited. I guess for me I'd rather see AF than a BFN. Something about a BFN just really sucks. I should be due for it today or tomorrow but nothing yet. Don't even feel like i am bit doesn't mean i won't. I actually had a significant temp rise today so maybe a good sign? Or could be the fact i decided to sleep with a few extra blankets.
R/R/CS: none today.
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws?
Of course! I am fortunate to have everyone get along so great. Including my parents and ny husband. I'm very close with my husbands mom and aunt (who is basically a 2nd mom to him). He is close with my dad.
I am so sorry to post and ghost. Work has been insane and I've been so busy. But know i have my fingers crossed for everybody here!!!
CD/DPO: 25/10-12
Timing: good
Testing: Trying to wait until Sunday
R/R/CS: OK, I usually try not to SS but I had some spotting today which I usually never have mid cycle. Of the 9 cycles I have tracked, I've never had spotting as early as CD25. I wasn't temping this month but maybe I will temp tomorrow just to see if they are higher or lower than my usual LP temps. Usually my LP is 13-15 days.
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws? We get along very well, even though their quirks drive me batty at times.
MFI (High DNA Fragmentation) & Mild endometriosis
Aug 2016 - May 2017 6 IUI's with letrozole - BFN
April 2017 - laparoscopy to remove mild endo
June 2017 - Mini IVF letrozole 12.5mg, Gonal-F 75IU - Cancelled early ovulation, no eggs retrieved.
Aug/Sept 2017 - Mini IVF letrozole 12.5mg, Gonal-F 75IU, cetrotide - 13 eggs retrieved, 11 mature
5 eggs ICSI'd 6 eggs frozen - 1 day 5 blast transfered, 2 expanded blast frozen - BFP!
May 2018 - Baby girl born - Our Joy
TTC #2 since July 2019
July 2019 - FET - BFN
Jan 2020 - FET - canceled due to family health issues
Mar 2020 - FET - low beta - chemical pregnancy
July 2020 - ICSI'd remaining 6 eggs - 3 fertilized - 2 survived to early blast stage, transfered both - Chemical Pregnancy
CD/DPO: 54/4
Timing: -4, -1, 0, +1
Testing: 10dpo
R/R/CS: DH is being a d-bag today so I'm just over it. Good thing I already ovulated =P
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws? I'm indifferent about them. All but one live on the other side of the country so I only see them once a year now which I'm totally okay with since there's always some sort of drama. FIL passed away right before our 1 year anniversary and we were long distance at the time, so I didn't get to know him. BIL had moved in with us for a year but after a lot of disrespect and illegal behavior, we had to kick him out. He moved back again a year later with a couple of friends and is doing a lot better on his own. We don't see him much except around holidays or when he and DH meet up to shoot around.
10/2/10
Me:29 H: 31
TTC#1: Aug 2015
https://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/5e3072
Married 07.21.07
DS#1 01.23.09
DS#2 08.01.11
TTC#3 08.31.15
Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy/HSG 05.16.17
Hysteroscopy 10.04.17 10.05.17
Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy/HSG 01.10.19
Left tube removed
dx: Endometriosis, Adenomyosis
BC: February-October 2019
TTA: November-December 2019
NTNP: January 2020!
Month/Cycle: 5
CD/DPO: no clue
Timing: no clue
Testing:
R/R/CS: I don't know where I belong at the moment, figure here is as good a place as any.
+ 10dpo
- or very very faint + for 2 days after
spotting for 4 days
+ 2 days after (19dpo)
so faint I'm calling it - this morning.
Wtf body, get your shit together and stop stressing me out! I haven't got a clue what's going on, I'm worried and stressed, DH is just like "whatever happens, happens, just wait till you go see the doctor you can't change anything by worrying" builder by trade and nature, listens to fix rather than listen to understand.
gah! I just want to crawl into a ball and sit there until Monday when I can get some damn answers!
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws?
yes, quite well, they annoy me sometimes but generally are nice people, except my FIL I can't stand him, he is a horrible person and I don't even want to speak to him, but DH works with him so I often have to.
DS - January 2014
TTCAL | April 2016
CP | June 2016
CP | July 2016
CD/DPO: 26/5
Timing: suckyyyyy
Testing: I've been fighting the urge
R/R/CS: I just signed on TB on my laptop instead of the app for the first time. I'm having a hard time. I'm gonna have to lurk and play around for a while to get the hang of it.
GTKY: Do you get along with your in-laws? Ha. No. They hate me andddd live less than an hour away from me so they expect to see DH and DD all the time but are nasty pants to me all the time. Rude. I've never found out why they dislike me so much but I've gotten to the point where I just don't care any more.
@Buthayna I considered it too, but I'm determined to stay here until the bitter end.
DH: 33
Married: October 2015
TTC #1: October 2015
EDD #1: June/July 2017
@MelissaM090 I'm out. CD1 for me.
But FX for all of you!!
@PartiallyDomesticated Oh man. I can't even imagine. FX that the weekend goes by super fast for you and that you get good news on Monday!! Hugs.
Married 07.21.07
DS#1 01.23.09
DS#2 08.01.11
TTC#3 08.31.15
Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy/HSG 05.16.17
Hysteroscopy 10.04.17 10.05.17
Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy/HSG 01.10.19
Left tube removed
dx: Endometriosis, Adenomyosis
BC: February-October 2019
TTA: November-December 2019
NTNP: January 2020!
DX Diminished Ovarian Reserve, Factor V Leiden Mutation, Secondary Infertility
MFI (SA #1Count 11mill, Motility: 18%, Morphology: 1%)
AMH .328 | FSH 13.2
@PartiallyDomesticated - Agghhh fx super tight for you.
@PartiallyDomesticated I'm so sorry things are so confusing right now. fx for good news soon!!
Married 7/2014
TTC #1 3/2016
BFP 4/27/2016
Me: 25 DH: 27
DH: 33
Married: October 2015
TTC #1: October 2015
EDD #1: June/July 2017
Married 07.21.07
DS#1 01.23.09
DS#2 08.01.11
TTC#3 08.31.15
Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy/HSG 05.16.17
Hysteroscopy 10.04.17 10.05.17
Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy/HSG 01.10.19
Left tube removed
dx: Endometriosis, Adenomyosis
BC: February-October 2019
TTA: November-December 2019
NTNP: January 2020!
Going to assume it wasn't good, my problem is simply that When I started spotting I had already written the cycle off as a chemical, so I've already grieved the loss, now I just want answers and to know what's going on one way or the other, the tests aren't dodgy because they're all coming up positive, albeit so faint I'm just calling them negative, but I've now had 2 darker (still faint) tests either side of 4 days of bleeding, I just don't get it, I have no other symptoms of anything (boobs don't hurt, CP is changing like it normally would now, CM is usual for now etc)
i just want to know why the tests are jumping around, they're either dark and visible 1/10 times or insane squinters 9/10 times why am I not getting any in the middle?
I just so badly want to know what the hell is actually happening.
I'm now 20dpo (cd 7 if we count the spotting as a new cycle) so would've thought if it's good news i'd be able to turn a test pretty reliably now.
eta: spelling
DS - January 2014
TTCAL | April 2016
CP | June 2016
CP | July 2016
ntnp #2 . summer 2018
*siggy warning*
ttc#1 . jul 2015
mmc . mar 2016 | 6w2d
dx PCOS (non-IR) / subclinical hypothyroidism . summer 2016
tx metformin, levothyroxine, LP progesterone, femara + trigger + ti . fall/winter 2016
BFP! . jan 2017
DD . oct 2017
ntnp #2 . summer 2018
*siggy warning*
ttc#1 . jul 2015
mmc . mar 2016 | 6w2d
dx PCOS (non-IR) / subclinical hypothyroidism . summer 2016
tx metformin, levothyroxine, LP progesterone, femara + trigger + ti . fall/winter 2016
BFP! . jan 2017
DD . oct 2017