Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
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My whole story...
ssublett09
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Hey ladies!
I have posted a little here and there asking questions and I'm finally ready to put my story out there. I have a 2.5 DD and my husband and I started trying for our second during the summer last year but we were also in the middle of building out own house so I realized it was too much stress on my body and we put off trying until December. Then 12/19 we found out we were pregnant, from the start I felt like something was different my lines were really light and I didn't have many symptoms, at 6 weeks I miscarried. We were both devistated but it was quick and my levels were back to 0. I was ready to try again with the go ahead from my dr. In March I got pregnant again we found out on 3/17. Everything from the start was off for me with the dates and the testing but I had symptoms and was feeling positive. Then on 3/27 I started spotting and bleeding and that continued until about three days ago and then the bright red bleeding started and I knew for sure I was miscarrying at 4-5 weeks, my numbers were still around 100 as of Monday so I'm hoping they go down and I can get back on my schedule...
My dr offered testing but kept saying how a lot of the time it's more stress and the results are negative. Since he really was seeming to brush it off we have decided to not do testing and put off "trying" for two cycles and then we will see what happens.
I feel like my first miscarriage I was a lot more emotional and this time I'm just angry... I'm trying to not be hard on my self but it's so hard... I keep seeing pregnancy announcements on FB and it hurts so bad that I log off and just come to this board.
trying to keep my head up...
I have posted a little here and there asking questions and I'm finally ready to put my story out there. I have a 2.5 DD and my husband and I started trying for our second during the summer last year but we were also in the middle of building out own house so I realized it was too much stress on my body and we put off trying until December. Then 12/19 we found out we were pregnant, from the start I felt like something was different my lines were really light and I didn't have many symptoms, at 6 weeks I miscarried. We were both devistated but it was quick and my levels were back to 0. I was ready to try again with the go ahead from my dr. In March I got pregnant again we found out on 3/17. Everything from the start was off for me with the dates and the testing but I had symptoms and was feeling positive. Then on 3/27 I started spotting and bleeding and that continued until about three days ago and then the bright red bleeding started and I knew for sure I was miscarrying at 4-5 weeks, my numbers were still around 100 as of Monday so I'm hoping they go down and I can get back on my schedule...
My dr offered testing but kept saying how a lot of the time it's more stress and the results are negative. Since he really was seeming to brush it off we have decided to not do testing and put off "trying" for two cycles and then we will see what happens.
I feel like my first miscarriage I was a lot more emotional and this time I'm just angry... I'm trying to not be hard on my self but it's so hard... I keep seeing pregnancy announcements on FB and it hurts so bad that I log off and just come to this board.
trying to keep my head up...
Re: My whole story...
Me (39) DH (40)
From my first marriage DD: 03/04 CP:01/06 DS:12/06
DH- no kids
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TTC: since 2/15, RE Consult 9/15
IUI #1 10/15: Letrozole = BFN
IUI #2 11/15: Letrozole + trigger = BFN
1/08/16: Surprise- BFP!! 2/16/16: MMC @10w 2days, D&C: 2/17/16
TTCAL: May 2016
IUI #3 5/27/16: Letrozole+trigger=BFN
IUI #4 06/24/16: 7.5mg Letrozole+trigger= BFN
IUI#5 08/24/16 Menopur+trigger = BFN
IUI #6 09/19/16 5 mg Letrozole +Menopur + Trigger= BFN
**10/2016: No more medicated cycles, TTCAL on our own**
12/03/16: BFP!! EDD: 08/12/17 It's a girl!!
Eleni was born on 8/14/17!!
TTC #1: September 2015-January 2016
BFP #1: 1/25/16 - MMC Diagnosed 3/22/16
TTCAL: June 2016
BFP #2: 8/26/16 - EDD 5/9/17
Jackson born 5/6/17 at 8:36 PM - 9lbs 5oz & 21in
/loss mentioned/
TTC#1 July 2014
dx: MFI (morphology)
IUI #1 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Sept. 2015 ~ BFN
IUI #2 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Halloween 2015 ~ BFN
IUI #3 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Thanksgiving 2015 ~ BFP!!
hb 146 bpm at 7w5d
1/28/16 ~ began to say goodbye to our beautiful baby at 11w
d&c, followed by cytotec
TTCAL April 2016
IUI #4 w/Clomid + Ovidrel Apr. 2016 ~ BFN
IUI #5 w/Clomid + Ovidrel ~ CP
IUI#6 w/Clomid + Ovidrel ~ BFN
Anger is fine/awesome/well deserved. I'm angry for you. Praying for you.
I, too, had trouble with Facebook after my miscarriage. To be honest, I had trouble before too...My husband and I have been struggling with infertility, and it was so hard to watch my friends and acquaintances starting and adding to their families while we struggled month after month with bad news. Then, I was finally pregnant and after miscarrying at 8 weeks, the difficulty just intensified. Why me? Why was I the 1 in 4? It was too hard to handle and left me in tears every time I was online...So I am on an indefinite Facebook hiatus. I spend my time on this board and TTCAL instead, and I feel wonderfully supported and actually look forward to my time here.
Welcome. I'm thinking of you!