Well today is awful.

Heeb918 · March 2016

Took 3 rounds of cytotec Thursday/Friday, have had bleeding and clotting and some cramps on and off but nothing major. Then I go to church today and during the service I know I need to change my pad. Then it just happened.
So now I can't take the remains to my RE to have it tested. And I couldn't do anything with it. So I had to just flush it and I feel completely awful.
Not to mention I came home and a very good friend (that didn't know about the m/c or pregnancy yet) called to wish me happy Easter and to tell me she is 16 weeks pregnant with a little girl. And then asked how we were doing since the last miscarriage in December. So I had to tell her. I feel like crawling into a hole and never coming out.
Happy f'ing Easter.

chloe97 · March 2016

I'm so sorry @Heeb918. Talk about adding insult to injury.

Five years ago I had a miscarriage with medication (with my ex, we weren't trying and so as sad as I was- for many reasons it was a good thing). I took the pill on December 19th and bled through most of my family's pre-Xmas celebration. Driving home on Xmas day I stopped at a truck stop to use the bathroom and out came the embryo. Until my last MC, I always said the saddest day of my life was flushing my baby down the toilet at a truck stop on Christmas Day. I was in shock and had no idea what else to do.

I just want you to know that you are not alone. We get it. Sending so many hugs.

amberruka · March 2016

@Heeb918 I'm so sorry for your loss. Happy f'ing Easter indeed.

BrightenMySky · March 2016

I am so sorry for your loss. Hugs.

RiverSong15 · March 2016

I'm so so sorry for your loss @Heeb918.

JDMRS · March 2016

@Heeb918 I'm so sorry that you went through such an awful experience today on top of the whole miserable experience of your loss. Each time it seems like it's the bottom, a whole new level of shittiness makes itself known.

Heeb918 · March 2016

Thanks guys. I'm just so over this. I've kept myself at home all week in case it were to happen and the one time I leave it happens. Like what are the freaking odds?!? And I was really really hoping to get some answers from the doctor. So now probably an ultrasound tomorrow to confirm and then I move halfway across the country on Friday. Awesome.

KarenBeth714 · March 2016

I'm so so sorry hope you find some peace and comfort this coming week from this loss.

Gibbs7911 · March 2016

I'm so sorry. I've thought of this happening multiple times in these last days. My heart goes out to you.

Kirchetta · March 2016

@Heeb918
I'm so very sad for you about your loss. What a terrible Easter. It was terrible for me too. It was supposed to be the day my husband and I would tell our families that we were pregnant with the first grandbaby/niece/nephew/etc. And here I am instead, 2 weeks past my miscarriage, and no one knows anything.
My heart goes out to everyone on this board. I'm so sorry that any of us has to be here.

roxgibbons · March 2016

@heeb918 I'm so sorry for your loss and that of had to happen today while at church. Sometimes I (and I'm sure many on this board) want to just ask the universe, really?!?! I just don't know why life can be so cruel. Hugs to you

Spartanrd4 · March 2016

@Heeb918 I am sorry that had to happen to you. How awful that had to have been. Thinking of you!

jatwal128 · March 2016

@Heeb918 I am so so sorry for your loss and the way it happened. Especially since you wanted to be able to do some testing. When i passed the sac I had no idea that it happened and I saw it there and was so shocked and taken aback that I didn't know what else to do besides flush. It's a horrible feeling just seconds after and I am so sorry you had to go through that. And then the salt in the wound just hours later. lots and lots of *hugs*

babymama03252016 · March 2016

I am so so sorry. You are in my prayers for healing. Be kind to yourself. Hugs!

1inthehopper · March 2016

So very sorry.

1inthehopper · March 2016

So very sorry

ThePax89 · March 2016

What a horrible effing day.

And your friend sucks.
Not her fault, but gah. (I'm sorry I don't know her and she might be amazing, but she knew about your loss)

prayers for you.

16isourluckynumber · March 2016

I'm so sorry. I recognize you from Nov 2016. Sucks that we both ended up over here. I am expecting confirmation of my loss this afternoon. Your experience makes me want to avoid Cytocec - that sounds awful!

babymama03252016 · March 2016

I'm so sorry for your loss.
And @16isourluckynumber I'm so sorry for your loss and you are in my prayers for this afternoon I'm so sorry. Hugs to all

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