I had a MMC in November at 10 weeks. I woke up today crying because I've just become so convinced that this pregnancy is not progressing, even though my beta was good last week. I'm 5 weeks 3 days today, but I've lost all of my very mild symptoms-boob tenderness, slight nausea after I eat, and fatigue. I go to bed early, but only sleep until like 4 am. Even my crazy dreams seem to be going away. I've had no spotting and a little cramping here and there, but no much else. My first u/s isn't until 4/4 and I've all but convinced myself there will be no heartbeat. How can I make this stop? I so want to be positive this pregnancy, but I just can't shake this feeling that sometime is wrong. All I can think about is how devastating it will be to go through another MMC.
Has as anyone been through this and gotten out the other side?
Age 39, H 38
Pregnancy #1, MMC, D&C November/December 2015 Pregnancy #2, Dx with Triploidy at 12 weeks, MMC, D&C May 2016 Pregnancy #3 BFP 10/20/2016- EDD 7/01/2017 DD was born on June 26, 2017 Pregnancy #4 CP 4/2018 Pregnancy #5 BFP 9/13/2018, EDD= 5/27/2019