Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

I thought I was doing so good.

But I'm not. ?I just want to be a mommy and I feel like a failure. ?I just wish I was still pregnant. ?I feel like I worried my last pregnancy away. ?

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Too many emotions. ?I feel sorry for the doctor at my f/u appointment at Monday. ?Well actually I feel sorry for the people scheduled after me...they're screwed. ?I have the longest list of questions. ?I hope I take something from it.?

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Re: I thought I was doing so good.

  • I'm sorry you're having a bad day. We all have our good and bad days if that's any consolation. Hopefully once you get your questions answered you will feel better. ::hugs::
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  • I'm so sorry. I am not much help I am totally miserable, but my thoughts are with you. (((HUGS)))
  • Im very sorry you are feeling like this today.  I hope you get some answers from your follow up appointment.  I still have my good and bad days, even though its impossiable to imagine right now, it does get better with time.  We are all here for you if you need to talk  ((BIG HUGS))
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  • Yeah... sometimes you slide backwards and feel like you're on day one of crying again. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.

    I have that long list of questions too. :)?

  • I'm so sorry. I know exactly how you feel (hugs)
  • It's a grieving process... I think we all have our good and bad days and that's totally normal. Don't feel bad for anyone for the questions you want to ask! Ask all of them... too bad for the people behind you!

  • plenty of {{{hugs}}} and please make sure you get all your questions answered when you go....... you will feel so much better in getting a little info than not getting any...
  • You girls are wonderful - I'm so grateful for this board!
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  • **HUGS** - good luck at that f/u appointment - ask every question, don't worry about those patients behind you. They can freakin' wait.
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  • I agree.  You will feel so much better when you ask questions.  You will have a sense of closure.  I am so sorry.  I am going through #2 and my emotions get crazy too.  I feel beat down sometimes but then I oick my head up!  Good Luck 
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