I'll be 24 weeks on Friday so technically the baby will be viable. I still haven't let myself totally believe this is happening. I have two healthy boys and this will be my third (God willing). But with three losses under my belt I still can't jump on board completely. We've started the nursery, purchased some things, etc and I'm still dragging my feet. Why is this so hard? I feel like I'm not being fair to this little guy.