Hi everyone!!!!
I am looking for some support and guidance or just plain old cheering up. My DH and I started IVF last October. Our first FET ended in a negative result. A month later we were ready for another round. On January 22, 2016 we transferred 2 beautiful 5 day blastocysts. One was hatching and the other was still compact but had its shell cracked to help it out a bit. It was such a beautiful moment for us and was so much better than the first transfer.
I was very strong and never POAS during my 2ww. Finally BETA day arrived and off I went practically skipping into the office. Over the next week I endured true BETA HELL!!!!!! Here were my results:
February 1, 2016: 33 Booooo!!!!!
February 3, 2015: 127 Looking better!!!!!
February 5, 2015: 445 !!!!!
The doctor thought my low rise may have been due to a late bloomer implanting. You see I had slight spotting for just a few hours the Friday night before my first BETA and I just knew that was implantation bleeding. So, the 33 didn't scare me tooooooo much knowing in my heart I implanted late. BETA week was over!!!!! Or so I thought:-(
Today I went in for my first ultrasound. The doctor said he believed I was 5 weeks and 4 days just based on my transfer date. Once the ultrasound was finished he sat us down to let us now we were measuring just a bit behind at 5 weeks exactly. I asked the doctor if this could be due to late implanting and he said it really could be. He ordered another round of BETAs. Today BETA was 2,565 and the doctor said it was fine but we are really looking to see if we see a rise tomorrow morning after my next BETA draw. We know it probably won't double being only 24 hours but a rise will be a rise in my eyes. We are then scheduled for another ultrasound next Thursday to see if there was any fetal development. Today we saw a beautiful sac but it only measured 5 weeks.
Has anyone experienced anything like this???? I think to myself is a 4 day difference that big of a deal and is it something I need to worry about. I am of course worried sick tonight and have no one to talk to about this. Does anyone have any encouraging words or stories to share in a situation like this???? This my first little one and first positive result in my entire life and just don't want to lose it. Thank you all so much for your guidance:-)
ME 37 + DH 40
Tried to conceive first baby over a year.
October 2015: Began IVF

November 2015: 15 Eggs Retrieved, 10 Viable, 8 Fertilized through ICSI, 4 6 Day Blastocysts Made It To Freeze!!!!
December 2015: FET #1 Transferred 1 6 Day Blastocyst BFN

January 2016: FET #2 Transferred 2 6 Day Blastocyst BFP!!!!!
February 19, 2016: Officially lost our little blueberry through natural miscarriage.
July 17, 2016: FET #3 Transferred 1 6 Day Blastocyst BFP!!!!!
August 2016: Officially lost our little bean through natural miscarriage.
!!!!!!SURPRISE!!!!!!
Natural pregnancy October 2016!!!!!
Our Miracle Rainbow Baby
Due Date July 20, 2017
http://danica-thethingstheydonttellyou.blogspot.com/
Re: Early Vaginal Ultrasound and Measurement
Good luck!
Your doc probably shouldn't have done your US until your HCG reaches at least 3,000- because you will generally not be able to see anything on ultrasound until that time. My doctor wouldn't do mine until it reached 5,000 and at that point we saw a little tiny sac with a beating heart. I think I was dated at 6 weeks exactly at that point
I do wish we would have waited for the u/s but I also know we just need to make sure the little one didn't travel and settle in somewhere bad for baby and mama. I also have Lupus so we will monitor a lot more than normal. I need to get used to this, or at least hope I need to get used to this:-)
I will update you as soon as I hear back. Here is hoping for an uneventful morning with an u/s next Thursday!!!!
Tried to conceive first baby over a year.
October 2015: Began IVF
November 2015: 15 Eggs Retrieved, 10 Viable, 8 Fertilized through ICSI, 4 6 Day Blastocysts Made It To Freeze!!!!
December 2015: FET #1 Transferred 1 6 Day Blastocyst BFN
January 2016: FET #2 Transferred 2 6 Day Blastocyst BFP!!!!!
February 19, 2016: Officially lost our little blueberry through natural miscarriage.
July 17, 2016: FET #3 Transferred 1 6 Day Blastocyst BFP!!!!!
August 2016: Officially lost our little bean through natural miscarriage.
!!!!!!SURPRISE!!!!!!
Natural pregnancy October 2016!!!!!
Our Miracle Rainbow Baby
Due Date July 20, 2017
http://danica-thethingstheydonttellyou.blogspot.com/
You all have been so positive and helpful and I can not even explain how wonderful it felt to be so lost last night and have support throughout today. Where do we go from here.......we have one little frosty left and have now went through two transfers with the first one not taking at all. I am trying to process this loss and find the strength to try just one more time.
I keep running everything over the last few weeks through my head wondering what went wrong. I know honestly I did nothing wrong and while the baby stuck it probably was never going to be viable or it would have just kept moving along. I did everything this round.....acupuncture, aspirin, pineapple core, tea, room temp liquids and so on. I even kept my tootsie toes warm all the time.
I know this is off topic and I know I will find a link somewhere else but how do you get through a miscarriage and find the strength to try one last time????? I am so afraid that knowing once the last one goes in there is no more options. I almost find comfort in knowing that little frosty is safe and sound and is a possibility but once it is in, it is in. My heart is so hurt and so confused and lost right now.
Tried to conceive first baby over a year.
October 2015: Began IVF
November 2015: 15 Eggs Retrieved, 10 Viable, 8 Fertilized through ICSI, 4 6 Day Blastocysts Made It To Freeze!!!!
December 2015: FET #1 Transferred 1 6 Day Blastocyst BFN
January 2016: FET #2 Transferred 2 6 Day Blastocyst BFP!!!!!
February 19, 2016: Officially lost our little blueberry through natural miscarriage.
July 17, 2016: FET #3 Transferred 1 6 Day Blastocyst BFP!!!!!
August 2016: Officially lost our little bean through natural miscarriage.
!!!!!!SURPRISE!!!!!!
Natural pregnancy October 2016!!!!!
Our Miracle Rainbow Baby
Due Date July 20, 2017
http://danica-thethingstheydonttellyou.blogspot.com/
Take care of yourself!
Married: October 2014
TTC #1 since September 2015
Tried to conceive first baby over a year.
October 2015: Began IVF
November 2015: 15 Eggs Retrieved, 10 Viable, 8 Fertilized through ICSI, 4 6 Day Blastocysts Made It To Freeze!!!!
December 2015: FET #1 Transferred 1 6 Day Blastocyst BFN
January 2016: FET #2 Transferred 2 6 Day Blastocyst BFP!!!!!
February 19, 2016: Officially lost our little blueberry through natural miscarriage.
July 17, 2016: FET #3 Transferred 1 6 Day Blastocyst BFP!!!!!
August 2016: Officially lost our little bean through natural miscarriage.
!!!!!!SURPRISE!!!!!!
Natural pregnancy October 2016!!!!!
Our Miracle Rainbow Baby
Due Date July 20, 2017
http://danica-thethingstheydonttellyou.blogspot.com/
Tried to conceive first baby over a year.
October 2015: Began IVF
November 2015: 15 Eggs Retrieved, 10 Viable, 8 Fertilized through ICSI, 4 6 Day Blastocysts Made It To Freeze!!!!
December 2015: FET #1 Transferred 1 6 Day Blastocyst BFN
January 2016: FET #2 Transferred 2 6 Day Blastocyst BFP!!!!!
February 19, 2016: Officially lost our little blueberry through natural miscarriage.
July 17, 2016: FET #3 Transferred 1 6 Day Blastocyst BFP!!!!!
August 2016: Officially lost our little bean through natural miscarriage.
!!!!!!SURPRISE!!!!!!
Natural pregnancy October 2016!!!!!
Our Miracle Rainbow Baby
Due Date July 20, 2017
http://danica-thethingstheydonttellyou.blogspot.com/