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Brutal

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My best friend had her baby today. A beautiful little girl 7.5 lbs, healthy and picture perfect, gorgeous. She sent me a pic by phone. I cant stop looking at it. Its like self inflicted torture. All I can see is what I will never have with the baby I lost.  This 1st moment with this perfect little person in my arms.

I haven't broken down into tears or even said anything about it to anyone.  I just keep looking at the picture...its like I get lost in the babies eyes and imagine what it must be like to hold her rather than talk about what type of memorial to do for her.  I don't know how you guys, like Blair, who have been to see a friend's new baby do it.  I guess I thought I was ready to face this but I was wrong.

 

accordingtoabby.com" "From of suffering emerges the strongest souls. The most massive characters are seared with scars." Kahlil Gibran
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  • MrsGhappilyeverafterMrsGhappilyeverafter
    Aw sweetie I'm sorry! I haven't really had to face any babies yet, just pregnant people.  I can't imagine how hard that must be.  ((HUGS))
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  • melmel10melmel10
    I am sure it is tough for you and I am so sorry you are going through this. I am sure it is tough.  It is so hard to be happy for your friends when all you want to do is be sad.Sad
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