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introducing myself [loss mentioned]

Trumom2016Trumom2016 member
edited January 2016 in Infertility
Hello everyone,
I'm new to this site and forum. I just wanted to introduce myself. Me and DH are married for 7 years now, we have been ttc since 2yrs, had 2 early miscarriages in 2014, no luck since den.
I don't have anyone to share my feelings right now. All my frens are either preg or hvin kids, I don have anyone to talk to.
I have PCOD, and on metformin since 2 years. I'm on my 7th cycle of Fermara this month, 1st 4 months my doc said I might not have ovulated, so he said I need to hv hcg shot to ovulate
I had an ultrasound appointment today, had one mature follicle, so got a shot. Well I had mature follicles last 2 months too. I'm very nervous.
On top of this I'm going to India this month end, I'm very nervous about that too. People asking questions n everyone's taunts. Oh God, help me.
I jus wan to talk to someone.
Thank u.

Re: introducing myself [loss mentioned]

  • Hello @truemom2016, I'm sorry to hear about your struggles and that you have to join this forum.
    It's extremely difficult to go through especially when you have no one to talk to.
    The women here (and husbands) are very lovely and always lending a listening ear, giving advice, or just let you know you aren't on your own.
    Do join one of the groups on here that fits with your procedure and month, you'll get tons of support there.
    Wishing you best of luck and sending you a virtual hug!

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  • Welcome sorry you have found yourself here but I'm sure you will find a lot of support. I agree with @tvh1982 the monthly groups are so helpful ! GL!
  • We are here for you. I know how alone this can make you feel, but you are not alone and we are all rooting for you.
  • Hello guys,
    I'm so happy, thank u for replying. I was tired of posting of different forums, nvr got a response. I'm so happy to b here. It's really difficult, I need to talk to some1 or else I'll go mad. I even wrote a blog to vent out, it helped a Lil though,
    https://wp.me/p77nfq-O
  • RipleyLV426RipleyLV426 member
    edited January 2016
    Hey! Welcome @Trumom2016! I'm so sorry about your losses. I've had one myself, and it's something I have yet to get over. I have the same problem as you, where it feels like every person in my life is either pregnant, or has recently given birth. It's so hard to want to be happy for your friends, and to also feel so jealous and angry at the same time. Everything you feel during this journey, is something one of us have felt too. Never feel guilty about how you're feeling. And having people to talk to is a must! That's why I joined this awesome board and site. I hope you always feel welcomed, and know you can talk to us about anything. 
    *BFP and Loss Warning*

    Married 10/01/11 to my partner in crime
    TTC #1 since 01/15 
    Me: PCOS 
    3 cycles of Clomid + TI - BFN
    IUI #1 Femara + Ovidrel - BFP!!!
    MC 07/15
    IUI #2-4 Femara + Ovidrel +Crinone - BFFN >:(
    IUI #5-6 Follistim + Ovidrel + Crinone - BFFN!
      IUI #7 Follistim + Ganirelix + Ovidrel + Prometrium + Baby Aspirin - BFP! PLEASE STICK!!!
    1/25 Beta #1: 389, #2: 940! IT'S TWINS! 
    TEAM DOUBLE PINK!!!! <3
                               
      
                                     
                               
                                                      
      Pregnancy Ticker
  • Hi RipleyLV426,
    Thank u for telling nt yo feel guilty about my feelings. I'm sorry to here about ur loss. Sometimes I feel y me, y me, I nvr had any prob in my life, studied I was a topper, married early without any hassles, only thus is testing me. May b I'm nt used yo being patient n waiting, dats the prob but I feel I'm getting old [30].....
    I can't wait anymore.....
  • Turned 30 on Saturday! I feel your pain! Infertility tests everyone here, and boy, is it a s**t test. And believe me, I've been trying for a while, and my patience still sucks...
    *BFP and Loss Warning*

    Married 10/01/11 to my partner in crime
    TTC #1 since 01/15 
    Me: PCOS 
    3 cycles of Clomid + TI - BFN
    IUI #1 Femara + Ovidrel - BFP!!!
    MC 07/15
    IUI #2-4 Femara + Ovidrel +Crinone - BFFN >:(
    IUI #5-6 Follistim + Ovidrel + Crinone - BFFN!
      IUI #7 Follistim + Ganirelix + Ovidrel + Prometrium + Baby Aspirin - BFP! PLEASE STICK!!!
    1/25 Beta #1: 389, #2: 940! IT'S TWINS! 
    TEAM DOUBLE PINK!!!! <3
                               
      
                                     
                               
                                                      
      Pregnancy Ticker
  • Trumom2016Trumom2016 member
    edited January 2016
    Every month I try to have this I'm cool with it attitude, bt as soon as I get my af I go crazy. I don knw hw to remove my frustration n anger.... I hate being like this, bt can't help myself.
  • Last month my period started 3 days early right before I was about to go to SILs baby shower and I ugly cried for like 30 minutes.
  • welcome.... I'm sure you will find the support you need here - best of luck to you!

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    Me: 42 | DH: 39 | Us: Married since April 2014 | TCC 20 months before IVF

    Me: unexplained infertility (AMA?) | DH: No issues

    1st IVF cycle with ICSI & PGS | ER 1/21/16  | FET  4/26/16, ectopic

    2nd FET 09/20/16 | DS born May 2017

    3rd FET 09/14/20

  • I totally understand. Last month I got my periods just one day before my anniversary, n guess wat my DH chooses dat sane day to announce his brother n his wife's pregnancy. I cried d whole night. Nw I'm going to India, she's gonna hv babyshower, in India it's arranged by the inlaws n as I'm d elder daughter inlaw to the family I hv to arrange everything for my cosisters babyshower. I can't imagine how much it's gonna hurt me.....
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